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CHAPTER 2- That With Meaning

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(( Hey guess what :3 I lied! I got bored one day... and decided to work on this more since quite a few people liked it so much. Well I have other news I'm working on another fanfic that will be posted ASAP... Its Pride!EdxEd don't ask how thats gonna happen xD Well anyways enjoy the second chapter... I also decided... This chapter will probe a little deeper in Envy's childhood... Be warned HohenheimxEnvy will ensue o.o And when I put '---' thats just Envy's human name since its never revealed... This chapter focuses more on Envy's background then the GreedxEnvy thing... First paragraph tells all x3 ))

DISCLAIMER: Fullmetal Alchemist doesn't belong to me nor does Envy nor Greed it belongs to the great Hiromu Arikawa... thank you for making this story!

Summary: I was hoping you'd leave me alone you know like the saying if you don't hurt it, it won't hurt you well don't believe it... I hoped it was true I was wrong... I've gone through so much pain as a child I don't wish to experience again...
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It had been months since that damned day. Envy had himself seated in a chair while his violet hues staring out of the window. He hated... loathed... despised that Sin. Envy gritted his teeth causing a small crunch to escape. That bastard doing things to his body that only... only his father... would do. Envy's eye twitched at the thought of what his bastard of a father did to him when he was so young. Envy moved one of his emerald strands away from his face. His hand itched to kill something at the moment. Just to wrap his long, pale fingers around someone's throat and crush the spine into their wind pipe. His foot tapped on the floor in agitation. It was so boring at this inn... What should he do?

Envy smiled to himself. Within the month that had gone by the puny alchemist killed Greed... Thats right sent him to the other side of the Gate. How lucky was Envy? The bastard finally got what he deserved. If only Envy was there to see it... or better yet be the one to cause it.

Ever since the incident with Greed, time had been going by so slowly that Envy thought everyday was starting to melt together. He would walk around the manor or go bug Wrath, but those soon became boring to the Sin. Through those violet eyes were his past memories of when he was human. What was the thing that brought them up? Well... violin's playing in his head reminded him of how he could only get attention by being hated... And the wind chimes reminded him of when his mother, Dante, tore up the drawing he had worked so hard on. But neither of these things is what reminded Envy of the past event he was thinking of. He had looked outside the window.

In the woods he saw a couple of men harassing a woman. Envy quirked a brow at what they were doing until he saw a man undo his pants. Well, of course, thats what all men wanted these days... Sex, money, and women... or men in Greed's case. Envy quickly got away from the window not wanting to see something so disgusting. The homunculus seated himself on his bed, and stared up at the ceiling in a thoughtful manner. That... those men... they reminded him... of what his father did to him... of what that bastard did! Envy scowled, gritting his teeth fiercly and sending a fist into the wall behind him. The cracks spread as if it was an earthquake.

"I don't want to have anything to do with that bastard! Why is he always in my mind!"

"You love him..."

"What? I don't love him... I hate his guts to the very core!"

"You only hate yourself for the fact you can't accept him..."

"That's ridiculous! How could I love a bastard that raped his own child!"

"You wanted that type of attention for ages..."

"No! You're wrong! I never wanted him... to touch me like that..."

"Of course you didn't WANT it... but you gladly let him, thinking it meant he loved you"

"Shut up! Why do you keep talking to me!"

"Because I'm always with you... listening... and watching..."

"How can you be!"

"Because my dear sin... I am you"

Envy's eyes widened at the statement that the voice had made. He suddenly felt a quick pull on him and Envy was in an abyss now. A deep, yellow pool of gold was all he could see... But something seemed different... His chest felt warm... so very very warm... He put his hand on it and felt his beating heart. That wasn't it... He moved his eyes upwards and his body froze. There he was... That bastard... Hohenheim had a small smile on his face. Quite the contrast to Envy's scowl. He quickly got to his feet, and charged towards Hohemheim bringing his fist to his face. But something went wrong, his fist flew straight through the bastard. Envy continued to grit his teeth in anger "Quit fucking with me!" He then spun around sending his foot through the side of the image's head. His hands balled themselves into fists and he stared at Hohenheim.

Those hands of his came forward... They each fell on a side of Envy's face. Envy went to move but his body was suddenly frozen "WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME YOU BAS---" His statement was cut off by a pair of lips on his. The image of Hohenheim pulled away just as fast though. Envy scowled deeply staring at him "Ha... thats how it started when you raped me... You gave me a small kiss and said 'I love you' to me... That was when I went off guard and you took advantage of the pain you knew Dante was causing..." Envy then moved forward towards the image. He reached his hand out then saw that it went straight through the image. Hohenheim brought his hand up and pressed it against Envy's chest. He could feel the bastard's hand against his chest so why couldn't he feel the chest of that image?

Envy took a few steps back taking a deep breath. He stared at Hohenheim in disgust and anger. His arm lifted up so that it came up to his own shoulder level. Envy moved his arm back then he suddenly struck the images heart. Envy could feel the blood spread throughout his hand. He smirked watching perfect beads of blood spray backwards. But something was amiss... they were all glowing red. Suddenly a trail of the red, glowing blood oozed out of the image's chest and it started to make thin lines around Envy. They twisted and turned in every direction creating circles, lines, and symbols. Envy froze at the sight he took in. The liquid was drawing out the circle with the crucified snake. Envy removed his hand and stared at it. The blood started to spread along his own hand. Suddenly it turned pitch black along with the circle. Instead of the transmutation taking place and having Envy cough up every stone in his body, small hands started to rise from the lines. They all came up to Envy and wrapped around his arms, legs, and torso. Envy ripped away his arm from their grip "DON'T TOUCH ME!" But as soon as he ripped them new ones came out and attached themselves to the Sin. Envy yelled at the small hands, ripping more and more away. But it all was useless and his body was suddenly covered from head to toe in the tiny hands.

Envy shot up from his bed and was breathing hard. Very, very hard... he brought his hand up and stared at it noticing no blood on it. He leaned forward pressing his chest to his legs. What a horrible nightmare... His gaze shifted towards one of the walls... the one with the peeling wall paper... A deep sigh left his lips and he got up from his bed. He walked over to the wallpaper then ripped a huge piece of it off. He smiled gleefully at the small bit of destruction he caused. Envy's hand grasped for more torn wallpaper and he continued ripping it off, then proceeding to rip the torn off pieces into shreds.

"--- stop ripping the pages out of your coloring book!" His mother yelled at him like this often. He got used to it though... The child continued ripping pages out of the small present that his parents got him. His mother almost scowled at him. She sent a hand across his face like usual, then she ripped away the coloring book from him. But he didn't care at all... his parents almost never got him presents and they both hated him... He stared up at her with no expression of pain nor that of sadness... He stood up, and he was only about to her waist, but he snatched the book back "Its my present I can do what I want with it!" Dropping the book to the floor he sat down and continued with his ripping of the paper.

She scowled in frustration then went into the small lab room. The child looked over to where his mother had gone. It was to the place that HE wasn't allowed. How come mother got to go? How come she got all of the things that he didn't! He stood up from where he was sitting, and he gently trotted over to the lab. His footsteps were quiet as a mouse and he stood next to the small opening pressing his ear against the door, but not hard enough to push it open "... you mean! He's a horrible child and needs to be punished!" That was his mother all right... always talking bad of him. His father was a little more understanding but still just as bad...
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Sorry about it being shorter than the other chapter... it takes me a while to write these... Ehhh you guys kept asking for a new chapter so here I posted one... now my fic has done a 180... now its in the direction of HohenheimxEnvy... but... I'll be sure next chapter to cover more on the GreedxEnvy incident for all you sadistic readers xD Please Review