guess what? i decided to be generous and put up two chaps cuz i havent posted one in so long!
Disclaimer: sadly i dont own smallville
Ch. 7 I Need to Get Over You
Chloe
After I gave Tyler his lesson, I drove to Lois' apartment. I needed someone to talk to and she had always been helpful in Lex situations.
"Lois?" I yelled, letting myself in with the key she's given me.
"Chloe?" She took one look at my face and rushed over to give me a hug. "What did that stupid son of a bitch do now?"
"He kissed another girl! Lois I went to meet him and I caught him kissing her!"
"What! Okay you just stay here, he won't know where you are to bug you. Make yourself at home, I'll go fix things."
"Okay, thanks." She walked out the door and I sat down on the couch. There wasn't anything on T.V. so I turned on the stereo.
(Jessica Andrews - Helplessly, Hopelessly, Recklessly)
I can stand with the weight of the world
On my shoulders
I can fight with the toughest of the tough
I can laugh in the face
Of all my insecurities
Anytime, anywhere, anything
I'm strong enough
I am strong enough.
But when you're holding me like this
I'm carelessly lost in your touch
I'm completely defenseless
Baby, it's almost too much
I'm helplessly, hopelessly, recklessly
Falling in love
No I'm not! I can't be!
So let consequence do what it will to us
I don't care
Let the stars stand as witness to it all
Say the word and tonight I will follow you anywhere
I just can't pretend anymore
I'm too sturdy to fall
I won't fall! I just won't!
But when you're holding me like this
I'm carelessly lost in your touch
I'm completely defenseless
Baby, it's almost too much
I'm helplessly, hopelessly, recklessly
Falling in love
I am not afraid
I am not afraid
But I am afraid, afraid of what you're doing to me.
'Cause when you're holding me like this
I'm carelessly lost in your touch
I'm completely defenseless
Baby, it's almost too much
I'm helplessly, hopelessly, recklessly
Falling...
(Helplessly, hopelessly, recklessly falling)
I'm helplessly, hopelessly, recklessly
Falling in love
No! I just can't be! I went to the fridge and pulled out the carton of cookie dough ice cream, my favorite. Not even bothering with a bowl, I grabbed a spoon and collapsed on the couch.
(Jessica Andrews - Why'd You Have To Go And Make Me Love You)
There's moonlight on the trees
Paintin' silver on the leaves
It's so beautiful out here
I just had to stop and stare
That's unusual for me
I had a happy heart of stone
No voice to answer but my own
Now I want more from the night
Since you waltzed into my life
You couldn't leave well enough alone
Nothing ever affected my heart the way you do!
Why out of all the people in this world
Why did you set your sights and single out this girl?
Oh, why did you have to go and make me love you?
Why'd you have to go and make me
Why'd you have to go and make me love you?
Yes Lex why? Why'd you have to do that?
In an instant sweet and strange
Everything about me changed
Whether I want to or not
I come to you with all I've got
And I'll never be the same
You broke my heart and then mended it and then broke it again. Of course I'll never be the same!
Why out of all the people in this world
Why did you set your sights and single out this girl?
Oh, why did you have to go and make me love you?
Why'd you have to go and make me
Why'd you have to go and make me love you?
Tell me why
Why'd you have to go and make me
Why'd you have to go and make me love you?
Why me? Why not some super model? You could have any girl in Metropolis and you choose to break my heart? Choose to make me love you?
Maybe this is just a dream
Or maybe this was meant to be
I just pinch myself and wonder why
I will find out why eventually Lex, just wait.
Why out of all the people in this world
Why did you set your sights and single out this girl?
Oh, why did you have to go and make me love you?
Why'd you have to go and make me
Why'd you have to go and make me love you?
Why? Lex please tell me, why me?
(Toni Braxton - How Could an Angel Break My Heart)
I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me
Lex I want your kiss to be only mine! Why did you kiss her?
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
How could you Lex? How could you?
I heard her face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in may
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me
I used to make you laugh all the time, she doesn't make you laugh does she?
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
I wished so hard for that night to be a dream, the night you left the hospital, the night you left me for Helen, and just last night when I saw you kissing her. But they really happened.
Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me
Help me understand how you could go from, 'I love you,' to kissing her.
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
This is crazy! Please Lex! Stop doing this! Tears started to fall as I continued eating ice cream.
(Toni Braxton - Unbreak My Heart)
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need Your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held You beside me
Please don't just leave me like this Lex!
Unbreak my heart, say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused when you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many nights
Unbreak my heart, my heart
Say it was all a mistake! Say you still love me!
Take back that sad word "good bye"
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day You left
time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
I still need you Lex.
Unbreak my heart, say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused when you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many nights
Unbreak my heart, my heart
Oh, oh
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back those nights when I held You beside me
Unbreak my heart, say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused when you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many, many nights
Unbreak my,
Unbreak my heart (oh baby)
Come back and say you love me
Unbreak my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on.
Unbreak my heart.
Sweet darlin' come back to me! Without you Lex, I'm just a wreck!
(LeAnn Rimes - Probably Wouldn't Be This Way)
Got a date a week
from Friday with a preacher's son
Everybody says he's crazy
I'll
have to see
I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came
I
won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves
I'm probably going on
and on
It seems I'm doing more of that these days
I
probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I
never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh you left so
fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm
losing touch
Somtimes I feel that I'm so lucky
To have had the
chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
Cause if
I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way
If I'd never met you, none of this would have happened! I wouldn't feel this way!
Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you
Susan
says that I should just move on
You oughta see the way these
people look at me
When they see me round here talking to this
stone
Everybody thinks I've lost my mind
But I just take it day
by day
Okay so you're not dead, but you might as well be. I just need to get over you.
I probably
wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never
pictured every minute without you in it
Oh you left so
fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes I feel an
angel's touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky
To have had
the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
Cause
if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't be this way
Got a date a week from Friday
with a preacher's son
Everybody says I'm crazy
Guess I'll have
to see
Without you I wouldn't feel so bad, wouldn't be so miserable.
(LeAnn Rimes - When Am I Gonna Get Over You?)
You told me on
the day that you left me
To take real good care of myself.
But
it's so hard to do if I can't have
You here to hold me when I want
nobody else
You're the only one I want Lex.
When am I gonna get over you
And stop living
in the past?
When am I gonna get over you?
When my poor heart
beats its last.
I have to get over you!
Soon you'll wake me and you'll
Say I've been
dreaming
I'll just have to wait til then.
Until my time
here is done and
The angels come to take me.
Then I'll be with
you again
When am I gonna get over you
And stop living in
the past?
When am I gonna get over you?
When?
When my poor
heart beats its last.
Someday, I may love again but
You'll
be with me even then.
When am I gonna get over you
And stop
living in the past?
When am I gonna get over you?
When my poor
heart beats its last.
You told me on the day that you left me.
Lex why did you have to leave?
(Evanescence - My Immortal)
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my
childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would
just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't
leave me alone
You won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to
heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time
cannot erase
Time doesn't erase everything.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd
scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand
through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
This is crazy! How can I still love you?
You used to captivate me
By your resonating mind
Now I'm
bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once
pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
You're driving me insane Lex!
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too
real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Wounds don't heal when you keep reopening them!
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away
all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these
years
But you still have
All of me
All of me.
I've tried so
hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with
me
I've been alone all along
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away
all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these
years
But you still have
All of me
How can you still have all of me? How can I still love you?
Tears fell from my eyes uncontrollably, I tried to stop but I couldn't. I just couldn't stop crying. Just like I couldn't stop loving Lex.
Lois
When Chloe finished a whole carton of ice cream and cried herself to sleep, I figured that would be enough. I pulled out my cell.
"Clark? It's Lois. It worked, what's next?"
"Well..."
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