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Ch.12 If You're Not The One
Chloe
(Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One)
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
Lex you give me strength but most of the time you take more than I have.
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I was scared, scared that he would break my heart again. He looked into my eyes and I knew he saw right through me. He had always been able to see straight through all my defenses.
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
"Chloe. There's a part of me that knows I was made to be yours." I didn't know what to say, somewhere deep inside my heart I still loved Lex. But I didn't know if I could bear to live with all my heartbreak.
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
This was crazy, just being this close to him was enough to make my body temperature rise.
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
"Chloe I will love you all of my life." My gaze shot to his eyes and I felt tears spring to my eyes. How could he say that? How could he love me after everything he's done to me? I looked away but not before another thought came to my mind. How could he still love me after all the things I'd done to him?
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
I leaned into his arms unknowingly, I didn't mean for it to happen. He had always been the one I'd drawn strength from, his arms were always the first ones I'd run to, the first one's I'd fall into.
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
Why did he still affect me this way? How could my heart still belong to him?
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
"Chloe I don't understand anything, all I know is I love you. My heart tells me that I was made for you, and I need you Chloe," he softly whispered. His breath tickled my ear, making me shiver. How had he done this to me? He had taken my heart and broken it into a million pieces. And somehow I'd never gotten those pieces back from him. He still had the shattered pieces of what was left of my heart.
Lex
(Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One)
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
My soul is glad that you're here, but it's being torn apart because you're hurt, and it's my fault.
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
I feel like my hand is made for yours, and yours is made for mine.
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
Why do you keep coming back to me even after all the pain I caused you?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
Without you I would collapse under the stress of everything.
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I looked at Chloe, she was scared, but trying to hide it. She knew I could see through her and that's what was scaring her the most.
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
"Chloe," I said, she looked up at me. "There's a part of me that knows I was made to be yours." She didn't say a word, but I knew she had heard me. And I knew that I was telling the truth.
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
That was true, I had imagined what it would be like to marry Chloe for forever. I couldn't get her name out my head, she was the only girl I'd ever cried about.
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
"Chloe I will love you all of my life." She looked up at me and I saw tears in her eyes. She looked away and I never saw them fall.
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Please Chloe, I need your sheltering embrace.
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
I miss you so much Chloe. I've never felt this way before.
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
I need you to give me strength Chloe. I couldn't take my eyes off her, she was so beautiful. She took my breath away and it was all I could do not to pull her close and never let go.
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
Say what you want, loving you is all I know how to do, it's all I can do.
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
And it always will be.
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
"Chloe I don't understand anything, all I know is I love you. My heart tells me that I was made for you, and I need you Chloe," I whispered softly into her ear. I couldn't see her face, couldn't read her eyes, but her body tensed. I knew that this was effecting her as much as me. As the song ended and another began, I just held her close and prayed everything would turn out right. That, somewhere in her heart, she could find the strength to forgive me.
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