Part twelve
b The next morning /b
"Where were you yesterday?" Draco asked. "Here" you said biting in your sandwich. "No you weren't" he replied stubborn. You sighted. "How late are you pointing at?" you asked. "Between 18:00 en 19:30" he answered. "Are you watching on me Malfoy?" you asked getting annoyed. "And why do you wanna know anyway?". "No I'm not watching you! I was looking for you round six o'clock and you were no where to be found. And I heard you come back round 19:30" he responded true gritted teeth. He grabbed another sandwich from the plate and bite hard in it. Probably trying not to shout at you. "Why did you need me?" you said furrowing your eyebrows. He sighed. "I was bored" he answered. "Whitney was there to you know" you replied. "I rather hang around you than around Whitney" he said with a disgusted look on his face. "Whatever" you mumbled finishing your sandwich. You stood up and walked out of the kitchen. "Well where were you?" you heard Draco yell. You sighed and turned around to reply to him. You saw he stood up to. "I was at Joey's" you replied crossing you arms in front of your chest. "At who's?" he asked bluntly. "Joey's, J-O-E-Y's" you answered. He looked confused. "That boy the other day who saved you from my bludger." You remembered him. His face lit up and then turned into anger. "What were you doing there" he asked threatently. "I'm no explanation guilty to you" you said cocking an eyebrow at his behaviour. "Why do you care anyway?" you asked. He ignored your question and replied: "You're not seeing him anymore, you understand!" he said. More demanded actually. You rolled your eyes at him and turned around. "Don't turn your back at me!" you shouted. You were really getting pissed by now. You turned around facing him. "What's the problem with me seeing him!" you shouted back. "You're just not seeing him anymore" he said calming down thinking he was finished with you. You glared daggers at him. "Why not! He doesn't lock me outside the house so I wouldn't have to sleep outside!" you shouted. You were very angry. "He would if he had reasons for it!" Draco yelled. Your jaw dropped. "You locked me outside why?" you asked lowering your voice. "I saw you with Joey" he responded cold. "So?" you replied. "I thought you'd figure out it was me and you wouldn't see Joey anymore." He said lowering his voice. "You sick fuck.. you're just like your dad" you mumbled under your breath. "What did you say?" he asked raising his voice. "you sick fuck.. you're just like your…." you shouted. He interrupted you, by hitting you in the face. It hurt. You didn't do anything, not even grabbed your cheek were he had hit you. He then looked confused, almost scared for what he did to you. You just stared at him. You didn't move. There was a bruise forming on your cheek. He looked back at you with his cold eyes opening his mouth. "Chris..I…" Draco started. "Please, shut up" you interrupted him calmly. You then turned around and walked back to your room.
b Back in your room /b
You closed your door and grabbed for your wand. You magically locked it. You threw your wand somewhere and let yourself fell on your bed. You stared at the ceiling. It was black. "Why did I said that" you mumbled to yourself. You stood up and looked in the mirror. There was a big bruise on the side of your face. It was getting purple. You went into your bathroom and sat down on the hard floor with your back against the bath.
Why did I said that?
i Because he locked you out of the house for an entire night? /i
So?
i You could have gotten sick or something, he deserved it. /i
I shouldn't have compared him with his dad.
You were thinking a lot about it. You felt really guilty for what you said. And really angry at Draco for hitting you. You started crying. You looked in the mirror once more. You looked awful. The bruise was green by now, your make-up runned down your cheeks. You felt exactly like how you looked. Awful. You grabbed a razor and stripped of your pants. You saw a few old scars running over the top of your legs and a few on your hips. You felt more awful when you saw them and put the razor on your upper leg. You the pushed the knifes into your flesh and sled it to the side. You went over a few faded scars putting new ones. You felt numb seeing the blood dripping out the cut you made. Tears were streaming down your cheeks. It didn't hurt that much, it were tears from relieve. You then even chuckled, and burst into laugher. You put the razor ones more on your leg and made another one. And another one. And another one. You threw the razor in the sink and looked at the gashes you just made. The blood was dripping on the floor. You looked fascinated to it. It was so.. pure. After a while the blood stopped coming out of the wounds. You almost looked disappointed. It interested you how blood looked and it sipped out of your body. After a few moments looking at the dried up blood on your body you grabbed some toilet paper and whipped the blood from the ground and your leg. You threw it in the trashcan and checked for blood anywhere. You didn't saw anything and walked outside. But you forgot about the razor in the sink…
You didn't think of putting a pans on, or something to hide your wounds. You just felled better. Still angry at Draco but calm. You didn't want to cut his throat anymore. You then crawled under the blankets of your bed although it was 11 o'clock. You were exhausted. You almost fell immediately at sleep when you hit the pillow.
"Chris!" you heard. You moaned, you didn't want to wake up. "Get up! About 2 hours the party starts!" someone shouted. You then remember the Party the Malfoys had arranged. You immediately shot up and jumped out of the bed. You looked who had waked you. It was Whitney. "Good morning sunshine" you smirked. She looked like she had rolled just out of bed. Morning hair and stuff. She replied the smirk. "Got just out your bed huh" you said. "Yeah. I didn't sleep well this night so I slept a little longer than normally" she winked. You chuckled. It often happened to you to. "I have it al the time" you winked back. She smiled. "But I'm getting a shower" you said glancing over to the mirror trying to fix your hair. "all right I'm getting a shower too" she chuckled and walked of. You shot in the into the shower. You showered long. You put the water very hot. It steamed of your body. While you were washing your body you noticed the cuts you made this morning. You brushed softly over them. You then began washing your hair with your all famous apple scented shampoo. After that you got out of the shower and dried yourself of. You walked into your closet. You heard someone walking in. "I'm dressing so please don't look and don't touch anything" you yelled. You didn't heard a respond and shrugged it of. You put a lace green bra on and a green thong. You wanted to feel sexy. You sighed because you didn't hear anything from the person who just walked in. You popped your head out of your closet to look who it was. It was Whitney. She was looking at your bed. You didn't cleaned it yet. So you walked towards Whitney very sneaky. She didn't heard you and you tickled her in the sight. She jumped up yelling. You laughed and looked then were she was looking at. There were a few blood drops at the sheets. You didn't have your period so you figured out the cuts have gotten open or something. Whitney had stopped yelling you heard. You were with your back at you. You didn't notice she was eyeing you up and down. You were only in your bra and boxers. You didn't mind for Whitney seeing them. She's a girl after all. You grabbed your wand and said a spell to clean the blood. "Where is that blood from" Whitney asked. "I've gotten my period" you said casually. She shrugged it off. You then walked back into your closet searching for the dress you and Draco bought the other day. When you thought of Draco anger flamed up. You counted to ten to calm down. It worked. You found your dress and put it on. You grabbed some green converse to go with it. It was a weird combination but it was totally you. You walked outside to admire yourself in the mirror. You walked up to the mirror and admired your reflection. You saw in the mirror Whitney looking you up and down. It was kinda weird because you were used to boys doing that to you. Girls mostly glared at you. You didn't like that but you just put your nose up in the air. You snapped out of your thoughts and turned around facing Whitney. You then actually looked at her. Those honey brown eyes of her were piercing into yours. Her short brown her was sticking out everywhere. Except a few strands which hang loose in her face. It was pretty. She had a slim face. She was your height. She was wearing a beautiful red dress. It was longer than yours but also strapless. Not feiry red as your hair but more bordeau. (darkred). It was beautiful on her. She was wearing black vans under it. When you noticed the vans you chuckled. She noticed that you were looking at her shoes and grinned and then pointed to your shoes. "Pretty much the same taste huh" she chuckled. You didn't heard her question, you were still looking at her. She had a slim figure with a light skin. You looked pretty much the same. Then you saw her looking at you questioned. "Uhm pardon what were you saying?" you said a little embarrassed. "Like what you see" she winked. "To be quite frank yeah" you said playfully. She smiled. "But what did you say" you asked again. "I said that we had pretty much the same taste" pointing at your converse under your beautiful dress. You chuckled. "Yeah we do, but may I ask who does your hair. I love it!" you said. Her smile grew bigger. "I do it myself." She responded proudly. "It's cool." You winked. You looked back in the mirror looking at your hair. You played with a thought and then asked: "Could you do my hair? I have it the same for years now". "Sure" she smiled. "What do you want to do with your hair?" she asked. "Uhm maybe a little shorter and something more wild." You smirked. "Alright" she said. "Please take of your coat and take a seat" she said officially. You laughed and sat down. She searched for a scissor. She found one and stood behind you. She studied your hair and cut a few strands away. She turned your around so she could get by the strands in front of your face. She cut them a tad shorter and so it hanged in front of your eyes. She stepped back to look. She turned you around again. She cut of few inches from the hair what was resting on your back. After a good ten minutes she was done. You brushed the hair what she cut of from your clothes. And looked in the mirror. You were amazed. She didn't do much but the result was amazing. It was a little like hers only longer. You walked into the bathroom to grab some wax. You put some wax in your hair so it stood to every side. You looked into the mirror and you loved it. It was.. perfect. You walked outside to show Whitney. She applauded. You two then burst into laugher. You whipped your tears away and began applying some make-up. Not much. A little mascara and some natural-looking eye shadow. You handed Whitney the make-up and she began applying it to. It really did make her eyes come out better. "Thanks for doing my hair" you said pulling her into a hug. "You're welcome" she responded. You then let a her go a little so you could look at her. You didn't know why you did that. You looked deep in her eyes. And she looked intensely at yours. She leaned in.. and there was a knock at the door. She looked down and sighed. Pulled away and opened the door. Draco stood there with his hand high to knock again but put it down quickly. He looked a little odd at Whitney and then at you. "What" you snapped. He looked taken back at your reaction but covered it up fast. "The party has started a few minutes ago" he said. "Chris.." he started but you interrupted him like before. "Just shut the fuck up Malfoy" you spat. And walked calmly outside. Whitney gave Draco a confused look and followed you.
You were furious. At Draco. Just the sight of him made you at the moment want to puke. You then felt some-one grabbing your wrist. You stopped and turned around to see who it was. It was Whitney. You slightly smiled at her presence. "What was that all about?" she asked. You pointed at the bruise on your face. It surprised you that she didn't notice before. Her jaw dropped. "Did Draco do this to you!" she exclaimed. " Yup" you said. Anger flared up in her eyes. "That filthy little.." she clenched her fists. "Please let it go Whitney. He compared him with his dad so it was only fair" you stumbled. "No it isn't! You don't hit someone for telling the truth. I know hem pretty long by know and he DOES look like his dad!" she glared. "Yeah he does.. I know.. but I also know that he can't stand to be compared to his dad.." you mumbled. "But can we please go to the party?" you asked. "Sure doll" her face softened. She linked arms with you and dragged you down the stairs to the party.
b During the party /b
"Oh no.. Pansy.." you growled. "Who is she?" Whitney asked. "Well that is the girl who is obsessed with Draco.." you responded rolling your eyes. "HAHA are you kidding me. I mean Draco can be nice but something to be obsessed with" she responded. You cuckled at her reaction. "Heeeyyyyzzzzz girlzzz" Pansy slurred. She leaned on Whitney's shoulders. Whitney looked with disgust written on her face at pansy who was clinging to her. She shoved her away making her fall. You and Whitney burst out into laugher at the face Pansy pulled when she hit the ground. You heard a few snickers coming from a group of boys. You looked at them and saw Joey standing between them. You winked at him. His face lit up. And he winked back. "Come here" he mouthed. You got Whitney's attention and said you went over to the boys and dragged her with you. She just chuckled. When you came near Joey he pulled you two him and he kissed you rough on the lips. Your lips tingled from the kiss. You pulled back and smelled he had been drinking. You then saw Draco who was standing in opposite from you, Joey en Whitney glaring daggers into Joey. You wriggled out of Joey's grip and said:" Long time no see". You winked. "Indeed, what was with the hurry leaving me the other day" he said slurring a little. "You were asleep boy, thanks to me you didn't have your neck killing you from sleeping outside." You said playfully. "True true" he responded. You saw pansy got up and was stumbling in your directions. "Oh no… Draco's little whore is coming" Whitney whispered in your ear. You chuckled. "Darlingzz" Pansy said clinging to Draco. You all grinned at the sight from Draco looking disgusted down at Pansy.
b After a few butter beers and a spin the bottle game later /b
"Oh come on! Don't make me kiss pansy!" Whitney exclaimed. The bottle spun first to Pansy and then to Whitney. She looked disgusted with he idea kissing pansy. "You have to" you evilly said. "I'll get you back.. you know that" Whitney slurred a little. "Sure honey" you responded. You strechted out grabbing another butter beer. You were slightly tipsy. Okay.. a lot. Whitney got up and kissed a almost unconscious pansy on the cheek. Every one applauded. Then the bottle spun. It pointed at.. Joey and after another spun at Blaise. They both looked disgusted gave each other a quick peck. You shove Joey a little so he stumbled and feel on top of Blaise kissing him full on the lips. His eyes grew in shock and crawled quickly up. He glared at you. You weren't making friends with this game. You smirked in response. Then the bottle spun and it pointed to you. And then at Whitney. "Ha!" Joey exclaimed. "A kiss on the lips mates" Blaise shouted. You shrugged and saw Whitney didn't mind either. You stood up and sat in front of Whitney. You leaned in and gave her kiss, not a peck, on the lips. She responded almost directly and kissed you back. You were a little shocked by this but it wasn't disgusting or something. She had full soft lips. She felt she smiled a little. The kiss was very soft and not rough like most were from boys. You had to say you liked this one. She then deepened the kiss. You didn't heard the others. You only knew you were kissing Whitney, and you liked it. A lot. You licked her bottom lip and she opened her mouth. Your tongue entered her mouth and you licked her tongue. You smiled. She began to massage your tongue. She pulled her hand up and caressed the place were the bruise was. It hurt a bit when she touched it but not much. You heard whistling and turned back to your reality. You let out a little sigh and pulled back. You heard she grumbled a bit. You opened your eyes and saw every one were surrounding you and Whitney. Pansy was asleep, Joey was looking odd at you just like Draco the rest was just whistling and looking well, how they look when 2 girls kiss. You sat down next to Whitney and sneered at the others. "What? Never seen girls kiss?" Whitney snapped. You grinned a little. The others then said back into a circle so you could play spin the bottle again. You leaned on your elbows. You were thinking about the whole kissing Whitney thing. You had to admit you liked it a lot. You felt drawn to her. Maybe because she looked so much like you. And she kisses very good. But anyway you would think about it later. You then felt someone grabbing your hand. It was Whitney's she gave you a small smile and you returned it. You felt weird. Not bad weird, but good weird.