Part fifteen

The holiday went by fast. You hadn't heard a thing of Whitney or Draco or Fred. You were a little disappointed in them. Not that you searched for contact with them either. But still.

b A week before your holiday ended /b

The weather was beautiful so you were sitting outside on that field you once played quiddich on with Draco, Blaise an Joey. You then heard someone close. You looked up and saw it was Draco. You didn't pay attention to him and laid back down in the grass. You then saw his face hovering above yours. You shrieked. You didn't except him doing that. He smirked when he heard you shriek. You answered with a glare. "What do you want Malfoy" you asked bluntly. "I wanted to talk to you.." he said. "Okay, so talk" you replied. "Well about a few weeks ago.. we were fighting.. uhm.. I'm sorry about it" he said while his cheeks were turning a light shade of red. "Where are you sorry for" you asked. You knew exactly were he was talking about but you wanted to hear it out of his mouth. He glared but then sighed. "I'm sorry..for hitting you. I really shouldn't have done that" he mumbled quickly. "That's right you shouldn't have done that. But apologies accepted." You said smirking. Draco looked relieved that you had forgive him. He sat down next to you. "Soo… what have you been up to lately." He asked. "Staying with the Malfoys.. Joey's family is nice. They're very nice and stuff." You said. "so.. you and Joey are like an.. item." He asked. You looked suspicious at him. You saw a hint of jealousy is his eyes when you mentioned Joey's name. You smirked. "No. we're not. Were just friends." You smiled. He responded with a smirk and scooted a little closer to you. You thought he was acting a little strange but you found it rather nice. "Whitney misses you" Draco said. Your stomach made a little flip at the mentioning of her name. "Then she must come over or write me for me to come over" you said a little harsh. "She knows but she thinks you're mad at her.." he replied. You cocked an eyebrow at him. "Why does she think that" you asked concerned. "Because you're staying at Joey's." Draco said. "O" you just said deep in thought. "Maybe I should come over then" you asked hopefully. "Yeah maybe you should.. I she would like that. You can come back now with me if you like" he said. "allright then. I will. I'll have to send Joey a letter though that I'm staying with Whitney." You mumbled. "Okay, let's go then" he said standing up. He sticked a hand out to help you up. You grabbed it and he pulled you up. You felt a shiver run to your spine when Draco touched you. When you stood up he grabbed you hand to lead to the manor. The whole way to the manor he didn't let go of your hand. A good hundred meter of the manor you saw Whitney coming outside with a towel. She saw you and Draco coming towards the manor and she dropped the towel and started running towards you. You let go of Draco and waited for Whitney to arrive. When she was just a few meter of you, you runned and jumped on her. She fell down with you on top of her. You two burst out into laugher and you remained in this position for a few moments before you heard Draco cough. You and Whitney turned red and you pushed yourself from Whitney and helped her standing up. She didn't let go of your hand so you walked hand in hand back to the manor. Draco was a bit left outside. When you looked over your shoulder to look at Draco you saw him glaring at Whitney who was rather happy. You couldn't help yourself but smirk at the whole situation.

b Draco's room /b

You all were at Draco's room. You loved his room the most of the whole mansion. You were leaning with you back against Draco's bed. He was lying on his bed with his eyes clothes and his arms crossed behind his head. Whitney's head was lying on your lap. She was reading a book and had her i-pod in. You were writing a letter to Joey.

i Dear Joey,

I'm at the Malfoy manor right now. I thought I let you know because I only said I was going to the field. Anyway. A big hug for you.

Luvs Chris.

/i

You rolled it up and bound it to the leg of Spoc. You said the destination and Spoc flew off. You looked after him until he was only a tiny black spot against the clear blue sky. You turned your head to look at Draco. His eyes were closed so you thought he was a sleep. You were looking at his fine features. His beautiful porcelain coloured skin, his amazing bone structure and the light blond hair what was falling in front of his eyes. His full lips..

His full lips I really like to kiss..

i I knew it! /i

But.. Whitney! Whitney… dreamy sigh..

i Noo! Draco! /i

Shut up..

"Like what you see Chris" Draco smirked. His eyes still closed. You looked at Whitney iff she heard you but she was still reading her book. You could hear her music so it was standing really loud. "No I'm just looking at you because you're sooo damn ugly" you replied smirking. "Whatever helps you sleep at night dear" he replied with an smirk. You sighted and turned your attention to Whitney. You start stroking her hair. She looked up and smiled warmly. You returned the smile. She went back to her reading again. "So… what's going on between you and Whitney then." You heard Draco asking. You turned your head back to him and gave a small smile. His eyes were open by now. You thought they were beautiful. Ice cold met yet hot as fire. "Are you two an item" he went on when you didn't respond. "I don't know.." you stumbled. "You look like one" he replied looking intently at you. "I.. I don't know. We didn't talk about that yet." You mumbled more to yourself than to Draco. He didn't reply. He just looked at you with those beautiful eyes of him. You felt a shiver run true your spine. You kept holding your gaze at his. In his eyes lied a hint of jealousy and anger. You didn't know to who it was. Not wanting to look away. After a few minutes you broke away. You couldn't hold that look any longer. You looked down at Whitney again. Who was still reading her book. You then took gently her headphone of her head and whispered in her ear seductively.: "We need to talk dear". She looked up at you strangely. You smiled a little and she returned it. She looked weird up at Draco but then shrugged whatever she was thinking off and stood up. "Let's go to your room" she said. "Sure" you replied and stood up also.

At your room she sat down at the ground with her back the bedpost. You sat down next to her and lied your head in her lap. You smiled upon her. "So what you wanted to talk about" Whitney asked. "Well.. About us actually.." you started. "You're gonna break up with me aren't you" she interrupted you tears forming in her eyes. She pushed you away and stood up. She was walking to the door. "Whitney wait" you sighed. "It is more the other way around" you said. "I wanted to know if were like an item" you mumbled your cheeks turning red. She looked a little odd at you but then it sank true. "Ooh, I don't know.. I'd like to be though" she stumbled turning red also. "Me too" you blurted out clasping your hands for your mouth. Whitney's face lit up and a smile broke through. She chuckled at the sight of you being embarrassed. "Good.. so to make it officially.. do you want to go out with me" she replied grinning. "I sure do!" you exclaimed. You than almost jumped on her and kissed her madly.

You two fell down onto the bed and burst into laugher. She leaned in and kissed you softly on the lips. You put your hands beside her head and deepened the kiss. She parted her lips and you smirked. You entered her mouth and played with her tongue. Her hands swivelled around your waist and she began stroking your back softly. She went down with her hands under your pants on to your ass. You moaned in her mouth with getting as respond she grabbing your ass hard. You moaned a little harder. You just felt her smirk. You then began planting little kisses on her jaw to her neck. You bit in her neck softly. You heard her trying to hold back a moan but she failed miserably. You bit a little harder and then licking the bite mark softly. She let go of your ass and started to make her way up. She pulled a little on the edge of your top. You smirked and pulled away. "Is that a hint my dear Whitney" you smirked. "Actually it is" she smirked back. You looked thoughtfully at her and then pulled it slowly off, showing your green lace bra. She gazed at your exposed skin. You pushed her down and straddled at her. She put your hands on your hips and made her way up cupping your breasts. She stroked them and massaged them. You let out a little moan. She then came up and gave you a lick between your breasts. She pulled away and couldn't help but smile. You grabbed the back of her head and pulled her close to yours. Your mouths were now inches apart and you licked her lips. She chuckled and pulled you down on top of her. You kissed her heard and passionately. She seemed to respond with the same enthusiasm. Whitney then rolled over. She was now the one on top. She smirked evilly. Your hands made it to the edge of her shirt pulling it a little. "Is that a hint my dear Chris" she mocked you. "Actually it is" you winked. She then slowly began to strip of her top. You followed her top with your fingers brushing over the skin she just exposed. You stopped by her red bra. You stroked over the skin a little above it and tried to pull little of the bra aside showing her nipple. Your tongue brushed over it. You heard her moan. It send a shiver true your spine. Her nipples hardened when you licked them. You pulled back and just looked at them. This were the most amazing breast you've ever seen. "They're beautiful" you mumbled. "I find them rather small" Whitney replied. You looked up and saw a little sadness in them. Your jaw dropped. "They're not small.. they're prefect!" you replied upset. You rubbed Whitney's breast again turning your look back to them. "I don't get it, I would kill for having those" you mumbled. "But you have them" she said smirking. You then grabbed them hard. She gave a yelp. You smiled and then…

The door burst open.

You both shrieked and looked who was in the door opening. It was Draco. His jaw dropped and just stand there with the doorknob still in his hands. You turned red and grabbed for something to cover you up. You by accident grabbed Whitney's green shirt and she grabbed your red tank top. Draco didn't even blink. "Draco!" you and Whitney shouted in unison. "What!" he smirked. You sighed. "What do you want?" Whitney asked harsh. "My dad wanted to see Chris for some reason." He replied not keeping his eyes of you two. "Sooner or later his eyes will drop out" you mumbled, hard enough for Draco to hear. He rolled his eyes and motioned for you to follow him. You sighed and gave Whitney a peck on the lips and followed him. "I don't know what he wants from you but it has to be important. He wants to meet you at his office." He said a little bitter.

b In Lucius' office /b

Draco closed the door softly leaving you alone with his father. It was a cold office. Not qua temperature but it looked cold. It was black with blue and silver. It was pretty though. "Please sit down" Lucius said. You sat down at the chair in front of his desk. It was a heavy wooden desk. You were a little intimidated by it all. He had an odd look in his eyes. "I wanted to talk with you about something" he began. You nodded insecure. "Do you fancy Whitney" he asked. You were taken back with his question. "Yeah… I guess so.." you stumbled not looking in his eyes. "Look at me when your speaking!" he demanded. Your eyes shot up to meet his. "So are you.. not interested in to boys or men." He asked. "I am sir, but I like Whitney too" you said awkward. "Hmmm" he hummed. He stood up and walked up to you. He sat on his desk just a few inches apart from you. "Is there anything else, sir" you said wanting to get away. "Yes there actually is Christina" he replied smirking. He grabbed his wand and locked the door. You shrieked from the sudden movement and looked to the door. He then mumbled a silencing spell. You were panicking by now. Why did he put an silencing spell on the room and why did he locked the door. You grabbed a hold of the armrests to pull you up. Lucius then pointed his wand at you so you didn't get up. "Scream little Chrissy" he whispered seductively. He scared you really. Lucius then grabbed your arm yanking it so you fell on the floor. He pushed himself on you. You tried to kick him and hit him but it didn't seem to help. He grabbed your wrists and pulled them above your head holding them tight with one hand. He start grabbing your breasts massaging them hard and painfully you screamed:" Let me go!" but he just smirked at your screaming. You felt him grew hard. Your eyes grew wide. He then began to tear your top of. You heard a cracking noise and figured your top was ripped apart. "stop" you cried. But he didn't. Lucius put his head down nibbling and biting at your nipples. It hurt like hell. You yelled in pain. You hit him in his face. Lucius finally let a little go of you looking surprised by your actions. "You little bitch" he hissed. He grabbed his wand and muttered a spell. You eyes were bounded above your head with a rope which cut in your flesh. You tried getting your hands out of it but it didn't help. Cuts were forming on your wrist. Blood dripping out of them. You couldn't think strait, your thoughts were clouded by panic. You kicked and hit whatever you could. Lucius got only more amused with this. Tears were forming in your eyes. He unbuttoned your pants and ripped it of. You began to kick more forcefully. He then pulled his pants down showing his cock. Which you didn't want to see and you closed your eyes. He pulled your knickers down and spread your legs. He hold them firmly so you couldn't kick anymore. You were still trying to get your hands lose. You felt the ropes were getting looser. He positioned himself between your legs and entered you. All your attempts to escape stopped. It hurt, him entering you. Lucius began than trusting in you. It hurt even more. After a few moments you refund spirit to fight against him. You try fumble your hands out of the ropes. He noticed you had stopped your attempts and didn't notice your hands which were almost free. He began to trust harder in you and you could feel him coming. You squeezed your eyes shut from the pain he was causing. Lucius laughed at this. You felt anger flaring up in you and pulled your hands out of the ropes and hit him hard in the face. Lucius fell unconscious on top of you. You pushed him out and off you. You felt awful and dirty. Tears were now dripping of your cheek. You wanted to be as fast as possible away from here. You grabbed your clothes which were scattered on the floor. Your top was ripped apart but you still could put on your pants. You put your pants on and searched for something to hide your exposed upper body. You saw a towel lying on the ground and grabbed it. You plant it around your bra so it formed a sort of top. Lucius wand was still lying on the ground. It was grabbed by you and it had to lift the spell up which was closing the door. You peeked your head out of the room hoping no-one would see you. No-one was in sight and you runned as fast as you could back to your room. Nobody was in there, too your luck. You felt sow dirty you felt like scrubbing your skin off. You grabbed your wand and locked the door. You didn't feel like talking to anyone at the moment. You just wanted to be alone and cry into yourself. And to take a great bath. You decided to do it all and walked to your bathroom. It had a huge bath in it. It was mint green. You put the water on and threw some relaxing oil in it. It smelled like lavender. That always seemed to calm you down. You stripped your clothes off. When the bath was full you stepped into it. You let yourself sank to the bottom and felt the water reducing the pain a little.

What the fuck was he doing? And why..

i Well it was obvious he was trying to rape you.. /i

But why…

/i ….? /i

I should've hold him back.

/i You did try… /i

If I hadn't been so nice to him.. This probably wouldn't had happened.

/i So you deserved it for being nice to him! /i

I guess so… I must've dared him or something. He wouldn't do it out of himself I must have given him a reason… It's all my fault… I hate myself…

After thinking this you burst out into cries.. How could you have let him? It was all your fault.

You were putting the blame all by you, however it was all Lucius'.

b A few hours later when you got out of your bath /b

The bath did help a little. It reduced the pain but didn't stop the thoughts of accusing yourself being the blame of Lucius raping you. But you did feel really tired now. You decided to sleep here but with your door locked. You turned into your pyjama's. A black boxer with a tank top. You put the blankets around you and curled up into a ball.

b Last day before going to Hogwards /b

You hadn't eaten in days and purple bags were forming under your eyes. You only showered and drank some water. You were studying most of the time. To forget the whole Lucius-raping-you thing. It helped a little.You wrote Joey a letter which said that you were staying at the Malfoy's until school and that you would meet at the train. He replied it was okay but he and his parents were a little worried. You said there was no need to be worried only that you needed some time to figure things out. You hadn't had any contact with Whitney or Draco either. You often heard them standing in front of your door yelling at you to open the door.

It was now around 11 o'clock. You decided to get your school supplies. You knew Draco and Whitney had gotten them yesterday. You took a shower and didn't look into the mirror. You knew you had to look awful. After your shower you picked out a black trousers with a green tank top. It felt a little loose so you decided to look into he mirror after all. You were taking back a little with your reflection. You saw a girl with dim red hair, purple bags under her eyes a little skinny in the face and with some lifeless green eyes. You shrugged it off and grabbed your green handbag. You opened the door of your room and walked to the library. There was the nearest fireplace. You luckily didn't ran not into someone. You grabbed some floopowder and stepped into the fireplace. "Diagon Alley" you yelled. Your voice sounded weird into your ears. It was deeper than before. Maybe because you hadn't spoken to anyone in days.

b At Diagon Alley /b

You were walking around searching for your school stuff. After a while you finally found the bookshop. When you were searching for your books you noticed that you already went threw the books. You used them last year at Devinascomce. You still had those books so you didn't bought them. You then went to the quiddich shop to gaze at the brooms. You walked into the store and bumped into a tall bloke. "Please, watch were you are going" you said harsh and politely at the same time. "If you say so" you heard him say with an accent. You looked up to look at the boys face. He had pretty blue eyes with half long fiery red hair. He had freckles every were. He looked very boyish. You liked it. You smiled and walked towards the brooms. "I'm Ron" he said after you. "I'm not" you replied and you heard him chuckled. You saw a firebold and you were almost drooling over it. "Please don't drool over the brooms" someone said. You looked were the voice came from and you looked at a boy with black hair which stood up to.. everywhere. He had emerald green eyes and lightning bold on his forehead. You immediately knew who the boy was. Harry Potter, the boy who lived. You decided to not let him know you already know his famous arse. Standing besides him was Ron. He had an wide smile plastered on his face. "If you say so" you mocked Ron. You heard Ron grin at your commend. "Hi, I'm Harry" he said sticking his hand out. You looked at the hand and said the same thing you said to Ron. "I'm not". "Oh luckily you aren't indeed." Harry said thoughtfully. "Just imagine too cute little harry's" you replied smirking. He cocked an eyebrow at you but Ron smiled. "I'm just get going" you replied a little tired and walked away not looking back at the two boys. You finished your shopping and went to the joke shop. With the prospect of seeing the twins you cheered up a bit. You hoped Fred and George would be there. You then realised that boy, Ron looked almost exactly the same as Fred and George. You walked inside the Joke shop. You saw a redhaired boy lying on the counter with his eyes clothes. You sneaked up on him and saw it was George. "What a way to greet a customer" you whispered in his ear. He stirred and shot up. "Please stay of all the stuff" he said monotone. Like he studied it in. He then saw who you were and his eyes lit up. "HI! Chris! Long time no see" he pouted. "You just could've wrote to me" you said a little bitter. "I'm sorry dear but it was so busy.. the new school year is beginning and all the students need new pranks." He said yawning. "And terrible it is" you winked. "I mean nothing is more horrible than making money". "You are soo right you know" he said in a high pitched voice. You smiled a little. "But what made you come down here, in hell?" he asked curious. "I needed to get my school supplies but it turned out to be just getting a few new quills and stuff for potions. So I decided to come down here too." You said giving him a little smile. "So you girl couldn't resist my manhood" he smirked. "Yeah and that too" you winked. "But girly girl you look not at your best. Something happened?" He asked looking concerned. "Naah not really just tired" you winked. "Are you sure?" he asked again. "Yeah I'm sure" you said. "Allright then" he said looking like he didn't believe you. You couldn't blame him. You did look awful. "But where is Fred" you said changing the subject. "He is away, leaving me here alone" George pouted. "Where is he than.." you asked. "I guess with Mandy" he said with an disgusted look on his face. You were confused. "Who is Mandy.." you asked. "That is his new girlfriend.. "he said bitter. You looked concerned. "Why so bitter" you said. "Because he's leaving me here alone. He didn't show up for days now. He only wrote a letter saying he wasn't going to be around a few days. You know what it's like to be whole alone in a busy shop" he exclaimed. "No, but I can imagine.. don't you have any employees or something?" you asked. "No we haven't, we put all the money in research and new products" he replied. You thought for a minute and replied: "I'd like to help, even for free but, you have to teach me a few things about pranking.". He thought a minute about it. "Hmm that's not a bad idea, not a bad idea at all actually. Maybe you could help." He replied. "But I have school.. so I can only help on Holidays." You said. "Hmm that's alright. Fred mostly flies off during holidays anyways" he said thoughtfully. "You're hired" he said sticking his hand out. You chuckled and grabbed his hand and shook it.