We are but your children
Finding our way around indecision
XXX
'This isn't wrong...this isn't wrong…'
Kazuma repeated those words over and over in his mind, as he felt his lover's hot, thick tongue run over his collarbone and down his heaving chest. His mind became foggy as he felt strong, smooth hands bury themselves in his hair, tugging him up roughly for a fierce, passionate kiss…that made Kazuma sick to his stomach.
When those same hands whispered down his stomach and began to work at the button keeping his impossibly tight pants closed, he pulled away, shaking his head and mumbling an apology.
There was a displeased groan from the sheets and a disgusted voice demanding Kazuma to leave.
He complied quickly, picking up his shirt and walking out the bedroom door, closing it behind him. Outside, he put his spine to the wall and tilted his head back, unsure of what to do next.
Being with the man inside felt wrong and Kazuma didn't know why.
Maybe they weren't meant to be.
…Maybe there was someone else meant for Kazuma. After sighing in frustration, he walked home in the fading twilight, using the moon's light to guide him and his cluttered thoughts home.
XXX
Sacrificed for a new nirvana
Nighttime sends us on our way
AN: Lyrics are from 'Whisper to a Scream' by Icicle Works.
Oh yeah, and I'm not sure who the dude was that Kazuma was getting busy with. Could be Kimi-kun, could be someone else. You make the decision. (Shrug)