Jim wished he could escape the feelings he was having. Lately his mind kept on wandering to Spock, wondering how it would feel to be close to him, to kiss him, to hug him, to smell him, to wake up next to him of a morning.
Jim was charming but he doubted that that would even work on his first officer. He wasn't even sure if Spock thought of him in any other way than as a captain. Jim knew he should keep his feelings to himself but he couldn't help but stare at Spock when his mind drifted off.