Chapter 4

Jude is in her tour bus just enjoying a half hour of peace while the guys were out grabbing some food. I can't believe it has only been three weeks, it feels like I have been on tour forever. I just want to go home to my own house and my own bed. When we left, I couldn't wait to get on the bus and go, but it soon catches up to you. Little sleep, no privacy, junk food, what I wouldn't give for one of mom's Italian creations right now. God and my music, I just didn't think it would be this hard to sing the same songs every night. Oh come on, who am I kidding, it isn't the singing that is the problem, it's your inspiration that is missing and he's in Italy with your sister! I still can't believe that Tommy choose Sadie over me. He was my producer, he designed this tour, and he should be here with me! You know, I am not even mad at Sadie, Tommy should know better than to get involved with sisters. I can't believe he called me earlier. I just can't deal with him and do this tour. I have got to get it together, Georgia and EJ are right, I can't blow this tour off just because my heart is a little broken. OK, a lot broken. But I have got to pull it together, this is my career, being a rock star is everything I have always wanted. Tomorrow's show is going to be like starting over, a clean slate. I will show Tommy that I don't need him to be good, I can do this all on my own.

Just then Jude's cell phone ring and Sadie's picture pops up on the screen.

J: Hi Sadie, listen I thought a lot about what we talked about earlier and you are right, I have got to pull it together and show everyone that I am as good as they thought. I am going to take your advice and enjoy my day off, even go out tonight, who knows maybe I will meet some cute guy to hang out with . . .

S: Jude, take a breath for a minute. I am glad you are feeling better, but that isn't why I am calling you.

J: What is it Sadie, is something wrong? You don't sound like yourself.

S: Well, yeah something is wrong and it is headed your direction.

J: What are you talking about Sadie?

S: Jude, Tommy must have overhead us talking earlier and he left.

J: What do you mean left?

S: Jude, he is on his way to you as we speak to stop you "from making the biggest mistake of your life".

J: Oh god, why can't he just leave me alone. I can't deal with him here too, I just want to do this on my own.

S: I know Jude, if I could have stopped him I would have, but he just left without even saying anything to me. He scribbled a note that he had to go and sent me flowers from the airport that he "hopes I understand he just had to do this".

Sadie's voice starts to waiver, the tears are beginning to fall again.

S: I can't believe I thought this would work, he might have been here with me physically, but his heart and mind were always with you. Jude I have got to go or I will miss my flight.

J: Sadie, where are you going, what are you going to do?

S: I am going home Jude, I give up you win, he's yours. Goodbye Jude.

J: Sadie wait . . .

It was too late, Sadie had hung up. This was just one more thing that I can be mad at Tommy for. How could he do this to Sadie, she's my sister, he made her cry over him. Well that is enough, Tommy Quincy will not make another Harrison cry over him. We are done with Little Tommy Q.