I do not own the Teen Titans or anything related to them, however I do own this story and all of the non-original characters except for Isis, who I have been given permission to use by a friend of mine and all are copywrited. This means you can not copy the story or any of the characters or use them without permission from their original owners. Check out the mini-fics by my friend, Starfire Fury, called Teen Titans: Alpha Humor, they're mini-fics about these characters and they're really good and absolutely hilarious, so go read them!
Well thanks for the review jjayno1, glad you liked it. The characters are better explained in my other stories (the ones with Teen Titans in anyway) glad you didn't get too confused though. Zeru does sound like he's confused a lot doesn't he? Hadn't noticed that before lol. Zeru is a complicated little cookie, as you'll see if you read my other stories, but anyway, the main reason for this page is the next chapter :) As you can see by the title, it is Taiyou's Diary entry for that night. Well duh Genius. Anyway, enjoy :) ;)
Teen Titans: The Alpha Five
Sleepover madness – Taiyou's diary entry that night
Dear Diary,
I can't believe I let Zeru and Li talk me into spying on the girls, got to be one of my weaker moments there.
But that's not what's really cutting me up, what's really cutting me up is what she said what Phoe said. She'd been jealous when Cupid had bewitched us or whatever you call it. I don't know what came over me. I know I've said it before, but I could hear everything I was saying and yet, on the inside I was screaming at myself to shut up. I'd hoped that Phoe had realised that I didn't mean a word of anything I said to Cupid, but from the conversation we heard tonight I guess she didn't.
Isis said she knew Phoenix had been hurt. I never realised that I'd hurt her. I didn't think she liked me, I mean, we're just good friends, but I guess I wasn't the only one who wanted more. The way she spoke tonight, it seemed that ship has sailed.
If she did ever like me as more than a friend, then she doesn't now. I'm angry at myself now that I know I hurt her, I'd never want to hurt one of my friends, especially not Phoe, I'd never want to hurt Phoe.
But I guess you know that don't you Diary, seen as it seems the whole Tower knows, well that's what Li and Zeru seemed to suggest, sounds like me and Phoenix are the only ones who won't admit it – Stupid really.
I dunno Diary. Everything's so mixed up. If she liked me, why wouldn't she let me anywhere near her on Valentine's Day? I'd gone to tell her how I felt after all, even if I did chicken out. I don't get it, where do I stand anyway?
That's simple you idiot: You hurt your best friend. You broke her heart, no matter how much she'll deny it you did so get over yourself, it's her you should be concerned about stupid, not the little guilt trip you've got going on.
That's it. No matter how awkward it is I have to talk to her. I have to tell her that I didn't mean to hurt her, explain myself. It's the only thing I can do to try and put things right…
And I will, first thing in the morning… When she's still asleep and has no large pointy things anywhere near her…
Hope you like it, I will update as soon as I come up with another chapter. So for now, rate, review, read my other stories and read Starfire Fury's fics - Go on I dare you.