I do not own Inuyasha and if I did this would probably have happen in the story instead.

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The truth of hidden pain

One person of hate can change a life so great

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'What' was all that ran through my head as the doctor began to speak of my condition to my family and friend, strangely Inuyasha's face never changed as if he was in a trance and couldn't understand a thing that was being said around us.

But Inuyasha then quickly understand the terra as my family began to cry for my misfortune.

"What the hell does that mean," yelled Inuyasha with anger

As he began to scream and yell I could feel a slight twitch of a smile at his concern of my life and health but that smile then became a frown and a cry of sadness as I realized my life has been cut because the doctor said that I have…

'AID's doctor are you sure' asked my mom who was also hopping that this was just a dream of what could have happen and not what should have happened.

But all the doctor could do was nod and say of things to help that I knew would fail but as he spoke of my could of be death and my could of be long life all I could think of was Inuyasha and how we can never be together.

All of a sudden the room went quiet as if anyone said a thing to make me smile all it would do was make them frown for they knew my life was but a falling shell waiting to crack at death.

'Kagome what does that mean, what are they saying, what's wrong with you' asked Inuyasha with worry in his voice as he began to wonder how bad my condition really was.

At the sound and sight of his worry I began to cry and wish that right then and now I could die and everyone would walk away with a smile as if I never really existed.

'It… (Snuff)…it means that I'm very sick Inuyasha and they won't be able to cure me at all… (snuff)…in my condition not many people survive but plenty do live a long life if they be careful but if not I could di…' was all I could get out as I felt Inuyasha launch his body onto mines as he hugged me as if to say never will I let you be alone

At that moment of impact I could feel and hear every word he wanted to say flow through my body from his.

Inuyasha thoughts

Why must I lose another and be alone again, why must my heart forever be crack. Right when Kagome was just putting it back. Why?

Because no one wants me happy, forever I'll be sad my happy days have finally came to a crash; those days with her never brought me joy for I knew one day she would be the one to leave other then destroyed.

Aid's was all I could hear a word I've never know and right now never wanted to know. But as curious as I am I had to know what was so bad about this disease that made everyone around me cry with endless tears.

After hearing it my heart began to shake as if I heard the word die or death again it would brake right inside of me and crash like a broken glass that never had a change of good use to anyone.

For the first time since Kagome's almost death I began to cry and cry as if not only my heart has broken but my most treasured gold was stole.

Back to normal mode

I wanted to speak up as if to tell everyone I was fine but fine wasn't anything I felt inside.

My brother ran from the room tears racing down his face with pain. I wanted so bad to run after him and say no it's all a joke nothing to run from but that wasn't the truth and everyone knew. But I couldn't help but think Inuyasha didn't know all the pain and weakness I'll go through in only minutes or days.

'Doctor when will I be able to go home' I asked with a little screech in my still hurt throat. 'I don't know right now if your test's say your healthy enough you'll be able to leave tomorrow' said the doctor as he turned to the door for exit.

I watched with pain as the doctor left knowing there was nothing he could do to change my condition on me.

'Mom, grandpa can you please leave me and Inuyasha alone for a while' I asked wanting to explain this terrible thing more to Inuyasha in private. 'Sure honey' 'Sure Kagome we have to find your brother anyways' said grandpa as he turned to leave after my mom but was stopped by my soft yet screechy voice.

'Gramps can you leave him alone for a while I think he needs sometime alone right now please' 'Sure Kagome' said gramps as he left the room and shut the door behind him.

As the door shut I then quickly turned to the still silent Inuyasha who had quickly turned to the window when his tears started to fall.

'Inuyasha I'm…sorry'

He's body stayed still as I spoke my word as if he couldn't stand to look at me anymore, which pained my heart the most.

'Who...' he asked after a few moments of silence

'I'm…sorry'

I can't tell him… I just can't if I tell him I know he'll go after him even though my head said yes let that bastard Hojo die for what he did to me. But my heart said no because even if Inuyasha killed everyone who's caused me pain that pain will never go away even from the sight of their blood.

'Who did it' he asked again only this time with anger in his voice

'Inuyasha…I can't…

'You can't what Kagome…you can't tell me, so are you just going to let that disgusting bastard get off free for taking your life and making it short' asked Inuyasha as his voice began to increase with anger making it louder and stronger

'It won't solve anything if you kill him because of what he did to me, it will never fad Inuyasha because every second of my life is being cut and if he is dead then…'

My sentence came short as I began to cough with an unending cough for air. The more and more I coughed I could feel my energy and life flying out. I tried to cover it and make it go back in but it wouldn't stop as if my life line of coughs was tied together making ever cough take my needed air from me.

'Kagome…' asked Inuyasha worriedly as he wiped his tears away to cover the fact that he was crying for my pain and ran over to my patting my on the back to stop but just made more come.

'Inu (Cough) yash (cough) a (cough) pull the cor (cough) d (cough) please'

Inuyasha then quickly looked around my bed for what I asked for then found right above the back of my bed the cord hung awaiting to be pulled

Inuyasha's hand then quickly grasped the cord and pulled as my vision became black with sorrow and my sight of him faded away

Non-Kagome mode

"Kagome, Kagome please wake please" yelled Inuyasha as he tried to get help after pulling the cord.

Inuyasha's thought

As I tried to wake her I then saw and hear people enter the room telling me over and over to leave put something inside me said no don't, like it was Kagome's last thought saying she didn't want to be alone again.

But as soon as I turned to say no I notice my body was no longer holding hers and was no longer in her room keeping the people away.

I knew right then that I had to find out who did this to her and take it away and let her once again be free from this newly made cures a-pond her.

Authors note

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