I'm so happy right now! New people have added me to their favorites! YAY! Thanks goes to Wild-Roze and Torri-Chiobie. Now, some answers to reviews.

To Wild-Roze: Actually, Rose doesn't have that kind of job in this story. I know that's a quite common plot... girl has feelings for boy and vice versa, then another girl comes to mess things up, but not in this story. NO! I read a lot of Kai/OC stories and I decided that mine wasn't going to be one of the most typical ones. I'm sorry to burst your bubble, I do hope you will keep reading & reviewing though.

To luvkai: I can tell you from experience that a big book falling on your head does hurt quite a bit. Glad you liked it. I'm pretty sure if you liked the last chapter your going to love this one. I hope this chapter is what you could call long(er). And yes, I did get your profile. I hope we can talk, because there are few things that need to be sorted out.

To xCrystalx: Aww... thank you so much for the compliment. I could even be realistic? YAY! Thank you!

To You/Kai fic fan: I'm not going to ignore you or your comment. You have insulted me and my character, Tamara. But I forgive you, I'm not sure if Tamara will. Yes, hooray for you. You liked the thing with the voices, good for you since I've planned a little more of that. I'm sure your guess is right.

To Torri-Chiobie: I like your name, it's cute. Anyway, this story has an end too like every other story and I will keep writing until that end. I have the number of chapters and what is going to happen in them figured out for this story.

Okay, now, on with the story.

Chapter 3:

Soundtrack: This Kiss by Faith Hill

I opened my eyes and I saw a room with white walls. The bright light coming from the window made my headache worse so I closed my eyes. It took a moment for me to recall what had happened. Then I remembered that I had been in the library, with Kai.

/I wonder where he is/

I opened my eyes and looked around the room.

/He isn't here obviously, wherever here is.../

I heard someone walk into the room and opened my eyes.

It was a nurse. /I must be in hospital/

"Hello dear," the nurse greeted cheerfully as she noticed I was awake.

"Hi," I mumbled. "How long have I been here?"

"About two hours," the nurse answered.

/Two hours. Two hours/

"I have to go!" I exclaimed, getting up.

A jolt of pain went through my head as I got up suddenly. I didn't care.

Then I noticed I didn't have my own clothes on. I scanned the room quickly and noticed them piled on a chair. I was about to rush to them but the nurse got to me before that.

"Hold on young lady," she said. "The doctor hasn't given you permission to leave yet."

"But I have to go. I'm going to be in big trouble!" I cried out as tears made their way to my eyes.

I wiped them off quickly as the door opened and the doctor came into the room.

"How is the patient doing?" she asked.

"Please let me go," I begged before the nurse could say anything. "I really need to go. Please let me."

She analyzed me quickly with her gaze.

"How are you feeling?" she asked.

"Fine," I said, not caring about the headache that was splitting my head.

She looked at me as if suspecting the lie.

"You can go," she said.

The nurse and the doctor left the room and I wobbled to my clothes to get dressed.

/I'll have to get this walking under control or I won't even make out the door before they drag me back./


As I stepped outside the hospital I called my so-called mother.

I waited for her to pick up.

"Hello," a female voice said.

"It's me," I replied and sighed.

"Tamara? Where are you?" she asked.

"I'm at the hospital," I answered.

"What are you doing there? Are you hurt?" she asked, as if being concerned.

"I had a little accident in the library which started my migraine," I explained.

"Well, you're certainly in trouble young lady," I heard her say.

"I know," I said and sighed. "Could you come and pick me up?"

"Alright, I'll be there soon," she answered.

Soon I saw a familiar, red car drive towards me and I got in.

"Tamara, you know I don't like when I don't know where you are," my 'mother' started.

"I know, but it wasn't my fault," I tried to explain. "This book just fell on my head."

"You should be more careful," she lectured.

"But really, there was this guy who said something to me suddenly and I freaked out," I continued.

"What guy?" she asked as her eyes narrowed.

"I'm doing a school project with him," I stated.

I could see the suspicion written all over her face. /Does she think I'm involved with him somehow/

Later at home I had a pile of homework to do which was a real pain with the migraine. Like that wasn't enough, I got a new lecture about how was too young to be with guys 'that way'. Like I even was! My little sister got good laughs, listening to the whole thing.

After all that I was really feeling quite sick as the migraine got worse.


Next day, there was absolutely no hope for me to go to school.

I called Kai later the next day and asked if he come to my place and we could work on the project here. Luckily enough for me, the answer was yes.

I got out off bed and got dressed before I cleaned up my room a bit. Couldn't let him see in the state it was.

I had just gotten everything done and stopped to breathe a little and to get m head in order as the doorbell rang.

/It's him/ I thought as I went to open the door.

There he was, standing in a cool position. I looked at him in awe.

"Hi. Come in," I said and moved to let him in.

I closed the door and turned to look at him. He saw him measuring what he saw.

"I'm going to get something to drink before we start. Would you like something?" I asked.

"No thanks," he replied.

"Feel free to look around," I said as I went to the kitchen.

When I came back with a glass of apple juice, he was nowhere to be seen.

I headed to my room, presuming I would find him there. I was right. He was looking through my bookshelf when I entered the room.

"You interested in astronomy?" he asked, picking up a book about the moon.

"Yeah, especially the moon," I answered.

"Why is that?" he questioned.

"I have my reasons. Shall we get to work?" I said, changing the subject.

"Sure," he agreed.

"We could write all the stuff into the computer and print it," I suggested as I went to turn on the computer.

I felt like he was watching me as I walked.

/What am I thinking! Kai Hiwatari, the hottest boy in the school, checking me out? Who am I kidding.../

Soon we were busy with work as I was reading all the stuff we had written in the library and he was typing it into the computer.

I was about to begin the part about Albert Einstein when I got a jolt of pain in my head again. My hand flew to my forehead instinctively.

"I have to get a painkiller," I said and left the room.


I saw him writing again when I came back.

"You mind if I take a break until this painkiller starts to work?" I asked.

"Go ahead," he answered.

I sat down to watch him and I had trouble controlling myself to not drool over him.

/Get a hold of yourself/ the little voice said.

/I'm trying/ I muttered to the voice. /I can't help it, he is so hot./

/Kiss him then/ the voice urged.

/No way/ I screamed inside my head.

/Why not/ the voice asked, being annoyingly calm.

/Are you crazy/ I questioned.

/No, but think of it. The amazing feeling.../ the voice said, playing with my feelings.

I was about to start daydreaming when I suddenly realized the reality.

I looked at Kai and blushed at his amused face.

"What were you thinking?" he asked.

"Umm... why do you ask?" I returned the question.

"I asked you first," he said.

"I'm not telling," I stated.

"Fine, don't," he responded and turned away.

Suddenly a question escaped my lips.

"Kai, would you..." I started but stopped myself from finishing.

"Would I what?" he asked curiously.

"Nothing, never mind," I said.

He looked into my eyes, as if searching for the answer there. I looked into his and I saw something in them, it was...

Suddenly he turned away. /Did he realize his eyes gave away something/

I went closer to look how far he had gotten. Suddenly the most unexpected thing happened. He turned to me and pulled me into a gentle kiss.

My first reaction was to back away but as the powerful feelings flowed over me, I couldn't.

Soon we parted and I looked into his eyes, knowing he was looking into mine and seeing an amazed and questioning look.

I leaned closer and soon our lips met again and I felt my head spin. This kiss, it was so wonderful, so amazing, so passionate. It was going to change my life.

I felt him push me against the wall and I wrapped my hands around his neck, not wanting to let go in fear he might be gone when I opened my eyes and this would all be nothing else but a simple dream.

Suddenly the trance was broken as I heard the door to my room open.

"Tamara! What are you doing!" I heard my 'mother' screech.

It was only a second later that I felt Kai's lips leave mine. I opened my eyes to look into two narrowed eyes.

"Kai, you should go," I whispered.

There was an awkward silence as he left the room and the house, after that I got what was coming to me.

"Tamara, you know what we have talked about things like this," I heard her say but my thoughts were elsewhere.

I was replaying the kiss in my mind.

Suddenly I was pulled back to reality as I felt my hair being pulled. Tears came to my eyes but I refused to make a sound as I gritted my teeth.

"Tamara, you listen to me when I'm talking to you," I heard her snap at me.

I said nothing. There was nothing to say, it had happened and nothing could change the fact that it did.

"You will stay here in your room for the rest of the day and you won't come out until tomorrow," she said and left, closing the door.

So, now I was to starve here because of one kiss. What was she so afraid that would happen? Why was it so terrible for her?

I fell down on my chair as I burst into tears. /Why? Why does this happen to me/

I could feel all the bitterness inside me rising to the surface.

At that moment I decided to do something that I had never done before.


I grabbed my bag and stuffed some stuff in it, after that I went to the window of my room and opened it.

I stepped to the roof under it and headed towards the edge. I was about to slip but I kept going. Soon I was safely on the ground and I started running away.

I found myself in the park after a while and I sat down on a bench.

Right there the reality struck me. I had no place where to go.

I knew I couldn't stay because I knew what was going to happen if I had.

Silent tears started falling from my eyes as I watched the sun go down, taking away its comforting and warm light and with that my hope.

But all it took to bring back my hope was one simple word.

"Tamara?" I heard someone say and I turned to look at the person. It was Kai.

I could see the puzzled expression on his face but I couldn't say anything.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"I have no place where to go," I stated.

"Come with me," he said as he held out his hand to me.

I took it and he pulled me up. I looked into his eyes and he wiped the tears off my face.

I smile came to my face.


There. This was longer, I think. Now, please review.