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But now I must continue this story. Let's see, where was I? Oh, right, his final confession!

Chapter 5: Forgiving one who's not at fault.

"R-raped?" stuttered Max. "But… why?" Rai stared angrily at the floor. "I don't know why, how should I know? Please, just shut up about it!" Tyson approached him and put a hand on his shoulder. "Rai…" he started. "And I don't need your pity!" Rai screeched. He knocked Tyson's hand away. Suddenly, kai dashed forward and slapped him hard in the face. His face was reddened with anger. "How dare you do this?" he yelled at the poor boy who was now staring shocked at his teamleader.

"It's bad enough you're drowning in your own selfpity but do NOT take it out on your teammates who have done nothing but try to help you!" Rai couldn't take this lecture anymore so he retaliated by saying something incredibly stupid. "You have no idea what I'm going trough, what it feels like!" he roared at Kai. Said teamleader started to laugh bitterly and loud. "I don't?" he suddenly answered seriously. "And since when do you know anything about what I have been going trough, huh?" he said. His words were almost as quiet as whispers. "Do NOT forget I lived in the abbey when I was younger, how cruel they operated there, and I'll not fail in telling you this…" he came a bit closer. "For every year I've been there, which is about 8 years, I was raped every damn night."

Rai wanted to open his mouth and say something, but he couldn't. His fears and worries, his pain seemed like nothing now. "Just let it go" Kai continued. "You'll be alright." After saying this, he picked up the lamp rai had thrown at him and but it on the nightstand again. "I'll be back in an hour or so" he said and left the hotel. "Where do you think he's going?" Max asked tyson. "No idea" Tyson said. "But I think we'd better leave him alone for a while." Max nodded. "Are you alright Rai?" asked Max. A hint of pity was still in his voice. "Are you kidding?" answered Rai. A little smile crossed his lips. "I feel awefully guilty for the way I've been acting. Kai was right." Tyson shook his head. "You are allowed to feel bad about it rai" he said. "But do know we're here, and we'll always be. I just find it weird that Kai actually told you we were just trying to help. It's so not for him to say something like that." Rai laughed. "Indeed. Maybe he was trying to convince himself?" Tyson shrugged. "Who knows?"

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Kai trudged around a bit. He couldn't believe he actually said what had happened back there. Sure, they still didn't know all about them, but they were coming dangerously close. But that didn't matter right now, anyways.

"TALA!" he yelled. "Come out you little bastard, RIGHT NOW!" There came no response. "If you want revenge, take it out on me! Right here, right now!" Everything remained quiet at first but when Kai opened his mouth to start yelling again, he heard a noise. When he listened closer, he found it to be laughter. "Come out Tala! And bring your sidekick with you!" Suddenly, tala and Brian came out of the shadows and stared angrily at the grayhaired teen. "Sidekick?" Brian growled. Kai grinned. "Forget it Brian, now's our time for revenge." Kai took a step forwards. "And so is mine." He took another step forward. "You attacked my friend! You dragged him trough the things we had to go trough. Don't you hate Boris for what happened to us!"

Tala glared at him. "Of course I do!" Kai took another step closer. "How do you think Rai is feeling now huh? How dare you treat him like that? He didn't deserve it, and you know it!" Brian took a step forward too. "No time for chitchat, I just want you dead." He said and he angrily thrusted his fist forward, wanting it to connect with Kai's cheek. Kai on the other hand, avoided him easily and knocked the boy on his back, making him fly towards the ground. This was when Tala lunged forward. He did connect with kai's face, and a bruise was forming on his left cheek. This wasn't able to stop him though and he kicked tala in the stomach. This was Brian's chance again, he grabbed Kai around the waist, and used his weight to knock him to the ground. When he lifted up his fist to hit him in the face again, kai rolled over just in time and kicked Brian in the face, making him fly backwards…

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"An hour he said, right?" Tyson questioned. It started to shimmer outside, and Tyson got a tad worried. "Maybe he's already returned, but too embarassed to face us?" Max suggested. "No, that's nothing for him." Rai answered. He was already able to walk again and was now sitting by the window, glancing out of it every now and then. He wouldn't admit it easily but he was feeling just a tad worried. He knew kai could take care of himself, yet not against everything. He was still human after all. "Can't we go look for him?" he asked. "I stongly suggest we don't" Max answered. "You never know, right? If he wants to be left alone, we'd better let him do what he wants." Tyson nodded. "I agree. He's dangerous otherwise." Rai laughed at the fake scared expression Tyson put up after that line and felt a bit better. They were probably right again.

They were joking around a bit more when suddenly a thud was heard, then a knock on the door followed by a groan. "Er… what the hell?" Tyson said, breaking the silence. "Should we open?" Max whispered, slightly scared. "Well, of cours you should open!" roared te voice of their teamleader. "I'm freckin cold!" Max ran to the door and quikly opened up. "Thank you" said the voice of Kai, yet tyson saw some red, and silver hair and quikly tried to close the door again. But by doing that, he knocked someone on the head, making the whole bunch, strangely fall over. "What the hell are you doing?" he growled. "Oops " stated Tyson. "Kai sighed and rolled the lifeless bodies of Tala and Brian off of him. Rai screeched. "Are they…"

"No" Kai said. "they're just unconcious." Kai himself was bruised and beaten but whore a rather satisfied smirk, with proud. "Anyways" he said. "Do you think you can forgive me in their behalf?" asked Kai. Rai stared at him with tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry I said all that Kai" he said. "I was wrong, nothing's your fault. So there's nothing to forgive! Really!" Kai smiled. "good enough for me" he said and kicked the two bladers out again.

"And Kai…" Rai wanted to add. Kai turned around ro face him. "Thanks."

"My pleasure."

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How's that? I don't kow if I end here. If I don't… any suggestions on what to happen?

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