Dreams
Chapter 7
Kagome had cried in Sesshomaru's arms for an hour then had fallen back to sleep. Sesshomaru on the other hand wasn't so lucky. He was up for the rest of the night. 'As much as I hate to think about it, she still has feelings for him. He was her first love and nothing can change that, I just hope that I can make her happier with me than she ever was with him.' Sesshomaru sat there looking at his fiancée while she slept. When did he become attracted to this girl. 'No, she's not a girl anymore. She's a woman.' He remembered. It was a little after the battle when he had seen the strength of her power. He never had the courage to approach her until the day he saw her walking down the sidewalk. He ran to the other side to make sure he was there when she walked by. He stopped in front of a store window. When she had finally approached him, he played stupid and asked if she was the one who used to travel with Inuyasha.
"Sesshomaru?" He looked down to see Kagome staring at him, with a sort of confused look on her face. "Are you okay?" She reached her hand up and pushed away a piece of hair that had fallen onto his face.
'That's why, I love her so much. She cares, her heart is so big. She can care for anyone even if they've hurt her and her friends in the past.' He nodded his head.
"I am fine, Kagome. You don't need to worry. I was just thinking." He smiled down at her. She of course returned his smile.
"You shouldn't think, it can get you in trouble." He leaned down to kissed her forehead but at the last minute she maneuvered to where he kissed her lips instead. The kiss deepened as Kagome pushed upward. Sesshomaru was the one to pull away. "Is something wrong?" Kagome looked almost hurt when he pulled away. He shook his head.
"Kagome, I don't want to wait anymore. I want to get married tomorrow." Kagome looked up at him and couldn't get the shocked expression of her face.
"Why? I thought you wanted to get married on the day we met."
"I do. But, I ... I... don't know what to do anymore, and I want to be with you. Let me be with you Kagome." Kagome was pretty innocent for her age. The fact that she was getting married and as far as she went with the man sexually, well it wasn't far. Just kissing. She just wasn't very smart in the department in which he was speaking. (A/N- Clicking soundSexual Speaking for Dummies, isle 9. Sexual Speaking for Dummies, isle 9. Thank you. Clicking sound)
"Sesshomaru, I don't know what you're asking me. I don't know what you want." He looked at her and smiled.
"I know you don't and that makes me happy." He laid down next to her and closed his eyes. Kagome still didn't know what he was talking about and wanted to know what to do. Kagome closed her eyes and tried to go back to sleep, but it never came. She just kept thinking about what Sesshomaru meant. 'But, I ... I... don't know what to do anymore, and I want to be with you. Let me be with you Kagome.' Let me be with you. What did he want. Kagome looked over at Sesshomaru, who had been able to fall asleep.
"I can't give you what you want, unless you tell me what you want." She whispered. Kagome rolled over to where her back was to him. "I'm so stupid, I can't even understand what my fiancée is asking me." Kagome felt tears swell in her eyes. She ended up crying herself to sleep.
Sesshomaru on the other hand had pretended to sleep. He was resting on his elbow and stared at her. "Good. My sweet innocent Kagome." He laid back down on his back and stared at the ceiling. 'I will not lose my control over my feelings again. She wants to wait, so I will wait. If I had been back in the past, I could have just gotten my concubine to suppress my lust, but I made a commitment and will not break my promise to love her forever.'
A/N- So what do you think? Please review. I hope it was good enough....thanks for reading.
Kagome had cried in Sesshomaru's arms for an hour then had fallen back to sleep. Sesshomaru on the other hand wasn't so lucky. He was up for the rest of the night. 'As much as I hate to think about it, she still has feelings for him. He was her first love and nothing can change that, I just hope that I can make her happier with me than she ever was with him.' Sesshomaru sat there looking at his fiancée while she slept. When did he become attracted to this girl. 'No, she's not a girl anymore. She's a woman.' He remembered. It was a little after the battle when he had seen the strength of her power. He never had the courage to approach her until the day he saw her walking down the sidewalk. He ran to the other side to make sure he was there when she walked by. He stopped in front of a store window. When she had finally approached him, he played stupid and asked if she was the one who used to travel with Inuyasha.
"Sesshomaru?" He looked down to see Kagome staring at him, with a sort of confused look on her face. "Are you okay?" She reached her hand up and pushed away a piece of hair that had fallen onto his face.
'That's why, I love her so much. She cares, her heart is so big. She can care for anyone even if they've hurt her and her friends in the past.' He nodded his head.
"I am fine, Kagome. You don't need to worry. I was just thinking." He smiled down at her. She of course returned his smile.
"You shouldn't think, it can get you in trouble." He leaned down to kissed her forehead but at the last minute she maneuvered to where he kissed her lips instead. The kiss deepened as Kagome pushed upward. Sesshomaru was the one to pull away. "Is something wrong?" Kagome looked almost hurt when he pulled away. He shook his head.
"Kagome, I don't want to wait anymore. I want to get married tomorrow." Kagome looked up at him and couldn't get the shocked expression of her face.
"Why? I thought you wanted to get married on the day we met."
"I do. But, I ... I... don't know what to do anymore, and I want to be with you. Let me be with you Kagome." Kagome was pretty innocent for her age. The fact that she was getting married and as far as she went with the man sexually, well it wasn't far. Just kissing. She just wasn't very smart in the department in which he was speaking. (A/N- Clicking soundSexual Speaking for Dummies, isle 9. Sexual Speaking for Dummies, isle 9. Thank you. Clicking sound)
"Sesshomaru, I don't know what you're asking me. I don't know what you want." He looked at her and smiled.
"I know you don't and that makes me happy." He laid down next to her and closed his eyes. Kagome still didn't know what he was talking about and wanted to know what to do. Kagome closed her eyes and tried to go back to sleep, but it never came. She just kept thinking about what Sesshomaru meant. 'But, I ... I... don't know what to do anymore, and I want to be with you. Let me be with you Kagome.' Let me be with you. What did he want. Kagome looked over at Sesshomaru, who had been able to fall asleep.
"I can't give you what you want, unless you tell me what you want." She whispered. Kagome rolled over to where her back was to him. "I'm so stupid, I can't even understand what my fiancée is asking me." Kagome felt tears swell in her eyes. She ended up crying herself to sleep.
Sesshomaru on the other hand had pretended to sleep. He was resting on his elbow and stared at her. "Good. My sweet innocent Kagome." He laid back down on his back and stared at the ceiling. 'I will not lose my control over my feelings again. She wants to wait, so I will wait. If I had been back in the past, I could have just gotten my concubine to suppress my lust, but I made a commitment and will not break my promise to love her forever.'
A/N- So what do you think? Please review. I hope it was good enough....thanks for reading.