Looking past everything was hard but i never thought seeing my dad work so much just cause of my mom.It was christmas eve and we were gonna be late for the shark pitt meaning the gilmore's house.My eyes looked at the clock it was almost time to meet them at rory's house.
''Dad god come on we are gonna make everyone else late''
''oh you do not know lorelai she lives to torture her mother''
I sighed at him as i grabbed his keys and arm and shut the lights off.We met them to see rory frowns and lorelai's grin .We all got in the car as we put on a radio station lorelai just smiled at the song it was 'bring me to life ' by evanescence.She started singing as i held in my laughter as my dad laughed she sang horribly
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't
see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've
been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to
everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't
let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life.
Lorelai look at jess with death glares as he frowned and looked at me.as i laughed at his frown than a other evanescence song came out 'going under'.As lorelai sang and rory sang along with a sad face.
Now
I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've
cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still
won't hear me
(I'm going under)
Don't want your hand this
time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented
daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the
bottom
I'm dying again
We saw the house it was huge but as i got out i felt lorelai ad rory go infront of us luke holding will and dad holding emily.
''you ring the door bell''
''theyre your parents''
''your theyre favorite''
''your closer''
''your closest''
''your the one who likes the maids''
''your the one who had a ex who met dad and he almost killed him''
''your the one emily kept saying you liked luke ''
As luke reached and rang the doorbell as a maid answered she smiled at lorelai and rory.
''hello they are waiting for all of you''
Rory P.O.V
My mom smiled at us as she stared up ahead and saw her parents waiting with the drink cart by them.
''hello lorelai hello rory and company''
''hi grandma grandpa''
''so lorelai how are you and luke and wheres our other favorite grandchilds'' I saw as jess handed emily to grandma and luke handed will to grandpa.I always frowned at grandma with emily cause i never got to be with her when i was young.
''lets sit down''
We ate and talked but grandpa was intristed in jess's job as we left after grandma pestered emily and will with candies from thier tree.
''thank god we made it thru that dinner'' My mom said as she got in the car me in the back with will and em.
Lynn P.O.V
I woke up with the smell of dad making coffe looking over the kitchen he smiled at me.Getting up,i took a quik shower and got dressed dad smiled at me.
''merry christmas babe''
''merry christmas dad'' He handed me 8 gift i only ever got 3 and 1 from sara.
''what are these''
''gifts'' I glared at dad as he looked away. I opened 1 it was a a box full of daddy's book.Opening the card i read
Dear,babe
These are my books publised and new just for you forever\ LOve dad
I smiled at dad as i opened all the gifts from lorelai rory luke marissa liz and sara the last 1 were from 1 person i didnt even know well i knew her but i didntwant it.1 was from mom as i look at dad his smiled turn to a frown.I opened it to see a frame with a picture of her and me when i was a baby.I cryed in my hand as my dad hugged me so hard his face was twisted into a frown.
''babe ignore it get the gifts we got for the danes/gilmores clan''
We got the gift and left for the house seeing everyone spread the christmas cheer.Entering the house we heard rory on the phone talking to someone while smiling .My eyes wander around as we saw everyone open gifts.I handed lorelai,luke,emily,will and rory their gifts as she hunged up.Lorelai got a coffe cup that said 'Coffe Addict'.Luke got a baseball hat that said 'winning isnt everything for you'.We got Will a action figure and a doll for emily but what we got for rory speeched her it was a neclace made of gold with diamond that made out the number 16.She hugged me and jess as she handed jess the gift from them i also handed dad my gift. As he smiled at me and rory.
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We were getting ready to leave but we were coming back we had to get our other things and say goodbye to people.Dad looked at the road as he switched radio stations we finally got to the apartment got packed got everything and said goodbye to mariss .when we got to that moment my eyes started to water so did hers she was hugging my dad he offered for her to come with us but i knew she had a life here she hugged me as i cryed on her shoulder.We left after all our goodbyes and bacl into startshollow we went.
Rory P.O.V
It was the night that jess left when i started to get spooked my eyes wandered around my house every moment.Seeing that no ones was there i got scared i need a walk that night so i walked to the bridge but every direction i heard leaves rustle.I heard footsteps i thought it was jess but i heard deans voice.
''dean what are you doing''
'' I told you i was gonna haunt you''
''Dean dont you dare'' He grabbed my arm as he kissed me i pushed him off as i walked away he catched up and pushed me in the water as he grabbed me up and kissed me.I pushed him off as i ran to the diner not seeing him anywhere near me i started crying knocking on the wall and entering the diner i ran to the apartment.As i sighed at pushed all of the pictures of me and dean i went into the bathroom to see myself mascara smeared under my eyes and eyeshadow and my lips swollen from his kiss.I opened the fosset and splashed water on the reflection and i hit the mirror with my palm as i felt the glass enter my hand and blood spilling on the sink as i slid down the floor and cryed.
Jess P.O.V
We enter the apartment looking at all the pictures of rory and dean on the floor we entered the bathroom to see mirror shatered and the sink filled with blood i saw rory sprayed against the floor her hair in the running water of the bathroom and her hand filled with blood on thefloor as i grabbed her and set some paper on her hand her eyes fluttered as she stared at me.My eyes were looking at her she cryed on my chest as she looked at me her face finally stopped looking like she was dead.I kissed her forhead and hugged her trying not to ask questions.
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Lorelai P.O.V
My daughter crieing into my chest was not what i expected jess brought her asleep saying to ask her.I heard her say all these things and then i notciced what was up it was dean.
''mom help me i cant sleep alone without noise mom im scared he will come for me im scared mom look at me he was always a liar but he never gave up on me he still loves me he left scars mommy i need you''
That is it i hugged her as i cursed myself for trusting him 14 years ago .Now that scumbag is making her scared
''stay here you shouldnt stay home alone''
Rory P.O.V
I went to bed as i looked at me who am i im stronger than this.Looking over my bed seeing all these stuff that reminded me off dean.Why did he have to leave these scars setting down in my bed i fell asleep.
I looked over at my bed as i saw these scars of red,My eye water as i realized it was my own what dean left in my heart.I slided down the floor crying as i felt a hand brush over my shoulder i looked over to see my mom in a purple gown
''babe get up your gonna mess up this dress''
''mom what are you talking about im wearing jeans'' I looked over at my mirror to see my hair in curls and a white gown.My mom over me smiling repeating a sentence that was awful
''i always knew you and dean would get married'' Turning around ready to scream at my own mother,She wasnt theres like that she dissapeared as i layed in my bed with tears looking at the roof.Then i saw trees and then i sat up to see dean in the alter by a minister looking around i saw everyone smiling as tears fell down my cheecks.Walking down the aisle, lukes arms around mines as i reached the alter my fear became true.Then i heard screaming to see me and dean dancing in a ballroom.He was smiling a devil smile as i let go and ran to the bathroom to see Jess waiting there his hands in his pocket.Walking up to him,He smiled as he held me in a tight hug i started crying.
''rory come here now'' Looking up i see jess holding me strongly as dean came to me with a knife in his hand tears started to pour down my face and i stared at a mirror near us to see lynn crying just as much but with a lady holding her telling her to shut up.Tearing up i saw dean stab jess as he let me go i screamed and let him fall with me by him as i told him to wake up.
''No dean why did you do that no dean no omg jess come back'' Dean came near me as he grabbed my arms and marked a D with the knife. he pushed me to the floor as i held jess so hard not wanting him to leave closing my eyes,i heared some sobbing i opened to see a garden with a coffin in the front.i was in black clothes seeing lynn standing in the front next to luke and mom crying her eyes out dean next to me as he smiled.I realized this was jess's funeral my tears started as i sobed uncontrolaby i was once again in my own house not moms but mines and my face was wet with tears as i saw dean with a girl about 11 hitting her i ran towards them as i yealled stop he didnt he just pushed me.She looked like me and mom so she was our daughter i tried running toward but he pushed me every out i screamed for help and what i saw was my mom in my house bleeding a pale she was dead.I screamed so hard i saw luke next to her bleeding too with will and emily next to them crying as lynn held them.No more tears i told myself but they kept coming as i heard another scream i saw dean come out with the girl my daughter bleeding she sat up hugging me as i cryed she was bruised up and bloody.Again i stared my self in the mirror as i saw dean next to me kissing me on my forhead.
''you deserved it babe'' Looking at myself i realized what he ment and i felt dirty.My eyes were tired from crying as i threw water at the mirror than smashed it as i felt pain and then dean came in pushing me as i was thrown unconsious from hitting the tub.Then i felt the air in my skin as i opened them to see me falling from a building to the floor as i tryed to scream nothing left then i was close to the floor my sleeping gown flowing like my hair as i finally got my voice to scream.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH''
I felt my throw a pillow to the mirror and it hit it as i cryed hearing footsteps,luke came in with mom as my head dropped to my shoulder.My eyes looked at everyone as i cryed hard in her shoulder she left after bring me icecream but i didnt want to sleep not after what happened in my dream.Sneaking out was not what i did but i needed to do this,Running to jess's place i knocked so hard at the glass as jess came down his eyes sleepy.He opened the door and i hugged him hard enough for me to guess because he fell to the ground my tear silently fell on his shirt.He carefully rubbed my head as he sat me down to get me coffe i never wanted to think of that dream ever again.Hearing the radio being turned on to the station i heard my immortal again think of what she was singing i did care for dean for everything.Never wanting to cry again thats what i wanted but my eyes were again begining to water as jess came to me hugging me.
''what a matter''
''i had a dream it was horrible'' I explained it as he hugged me he cared for me i never felt so alone or scared.
Well look as all of you know i had a story called 'secret intentions' the sequal to cruel intentions i deleted because i felt like it no where so im thinking of rewriting it but no alex.but dean does come back. and please review i beg you.