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Today i was leaving the hospital as my dad and mom sat down on my bed my eyes look around for rory i know she tried to be happy for me but i dont want her to be pressured.

We entered my dads car as my mom went on hers i heard a song come on it was 'cant fight the moonlight' i saw the diner come in focus as i saw lorelai thier smiling with a cup.

I walked out running to her and hugging her she was like my aunt these days.She put her hand on my head as she gave me the cup of coffe.Luke came out as i hugged him tears came to my eyes as felt someone else hugg me i saw liz her face wet with tears.

''Dad can i go walk around''

''sure babe'' I started to walk to charlie's house seeing her in the front with her sister Jocelynn. I ran to them as she got up and went to hug me as i cried on her shoulder.

Rory P.O.V

Jess came in the diner by himself no lynn in sight as his mom and Jessica left i just looked at jess as he served me.

''my own coffeguy'' He gave me a glare as i just giggled this past week i found closhure with everyone god may just hope that dean will be sent to jail.

''hey jessy where's lynn''

''dont call me jessy and she went to charlie's i think she just said im going to walk''

''oh um jess can you come with me to see paris she lives in new york and to stoip by and see lane in Brooklynn''

''sure it will do good to visit new york see marissa and some of lynn's friends''

''cool bye'' I walked out as he stared at me ''Jessy''

He grinned at me as we walked out.

Weekend

My mom was holding me like i was going to heaven like i was going to die she had tears as she held me my eyes were fooling maybe as she kept saying phone me call me and all that.The car ride was silent as i then looked at lynn.

''Lynn so your happy we are going to see your friends''

''yeah rory''

Arriving at paris's apartment well town house i saw that it was perky and cute but i knew it was the sory behind it.We knocked to see paris in a suit and kayla with cream.

''rory hey what are youi doing here''

''a visit''

''oh im going to work with kayla but doyle is in there''

''no thank we will came back in a few hour we are going to broklynn then mathattan''

''okay oh you must be jess's daughter im paris a old friend of rorys and this is my daughter kayla so um well ill be back by 7 o clock so see ya soon.''

As we waslked in the car my eyes landed on the map as we drove to mahattan the car stopped in front ofr a hotel well a apartment so huge my eyes were literaly bouncing off.

I stared at jess as he parked the car and walked to the apartment me and lynn behind him.There was this african american man in the front of the hotel with a green suit his eyes looking around then stopping and staring at jess.

''Mr Jess miss lynn you came back for a visit with a lady friend hello im darryll''

''im rory gilmore i live in the neighboorhood jess lives in''

''ahh well miss marissa is upstair with crystal and ember go right up''

Marissa was sitting down sleeping as ember sat down next to her my eyes were on her eyes as seh shifted up and smiled at us she had a huge smile that showed she was happy her eyes sparkled as she went to hug jess adn then lynn she sat and shooked my hand.

Later that day i notice we needed to go to brooklynn as quick as ever my eyes stared at pete as he held marissa hand.

''bye guys we are going to brooklynn see ya ''

This time when we drove to brooklynn lynn started to argue with jess about staying at lanes for the night since it would be dangerous to drive at night in new york in pitch black they thought i was asleep she was a little upset that we are going to new york cause this was the weekend she planned to go with her mom.

We finnally made it as i saw the apartment building i pressed 5 as i heard Tyler's voice.

''baby its me aunt rory tyler can you get your mom''

''aunt rory aunt rory is aunt lorelai with you''

''nope sorry byt aunt lorelai sends you a gift please buzz me in''

''okay Uncle steve please buzz in rory''

We heard the buzzer as we went in the elavator to the floor to the room.I heard the door swung open as lane stood there she let her black hair grow and she wore glasses she had a bit of a touch wearing black rageddys sweater shirt that said Metallica and ripped jeans. She knocked me off to the floor as she hugged me we all entered the house as i saw dave and his 2 friends including steve.Steve was dave's half brother and he was tyler's godfather like i was his godmother.

''auntie rory auntie rory''

''Tyler;; I scopped him and kissed him he was 7 2 years younger then kayla he was a precious child.I then ran and hugged steve, Mike,and derick we all smiled as i started to speak

''hey lane you remember jess''

''oh hey jess wow look at you and this is''

''my daaughter lynn''

''hey nice meeting you all''

''where's uncle dean''

A huge wave of sorrow hit me i forgot to tell lane also and then the tears came brushing out of my eyes i told paris the day she left she cryed with me thinking dean was great she knew about my dad's death but i never told her of dean.I ran to the bathroom as i cryed a bit.

Jess p.O.V

Lynn looked upset after the mention of dean but she shut out then her head started hurting she sat down and i went to get the pills that were in her red purse as i knocked on the door that rory locked herself in.

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''rory babe come out tell lane''

''jess im a horrible friend this happen 3 months ago and i forgot to tell her my best friend''

''hey rory you are not horrible you are a strong women your case is soon and you do not need anything to do with dean''

She came out her face was a little red around the eyes she smiled and her eyes were still watering lane came and hugged her taking her to her room as they talked.Walking toward lynn as she layed her head down her eyes showed no signs of pain.

''lynn i do not like the way you treating these people i know you wanted to spen time with jessica but we promised to come with rory''

Lynn P.O.V

After lunch was done, I went to the room we were staying at rory was on the phone with lorelai as she talked with her.My eyes darted to the bed i was sharing with dad but i couldnt do that this was part of my plan dad cant share a bed with me if my leg hurt he would have to share with rory.Tears came brushing at the isde of rory's eyes as she talked with her mom her voice was cracking and her eyes looked around i hid behind the door as i listened.

"mom what are you saying that dean could overrule me we have my grandparents''

''just because he's a lawyer mom i cant be strong like you if i was strong i would know i cant sdo this mom bye i love you'' She hanged up laying her head on the bed's pillow she was sobbing as i slid down the floor crying a bit.Walking out i sat on the couch as i cryed.

The next day

Looking at my reflection,I was placing my red spike bracelet i was wearing a spice girl shirt and dark red jeans with my red hot boots as i smiled at myself today i was going to see sara.Sara is my best friend she was una gringa a white but half hispanic.Her mom was a drunk and would not care for her ashe would stay with me my dad was always cool with it.Right now my dad dropped me off in brooklynn where all my friends live see my dad couldnt afford any of the schools in matthattan so i went to a school in brooklynn.As i got out of the car i saw sara waiting she had brown hair but white skin she has green eyes and is the most prettiest thing ever.We stood up hugging eachother and started walking to a resturunt.

''so how are you guys here hows jackie and manny''

''great really great manny had her baby Isabella last week we tried to call you and your dad what happened''

''some jackass ran me over i was in a coma''

''oh are you alright''

''great''

''so hows life in starshollow''

''great luke is so much fun his wife lorelia is like marissa so is her daughter rory.We are having so much i met new friends charlie and her sister jocelyn they are the coolest and i met a guy his name is erin so cute''

When i faced her her face was filled with tear stains her eyes were watering and she looked like she was holding alot in.

''god i lied our lives are messed up manny had the baby but her dad was beating her up and the baby came out bad and they are still in the hospital jackie her boyfriend beated her up and she wont talk to anyone and danny he got alexa prenant and his parents kicked him out and he lives with alexa and her stepparents.Everything is messed up and we dont know what to do and im moving and once i move everyones gonna be lost''

''where are you moving to''

''well im moving to rhode island ill visit and manny is afraid her and her baby will be beaten by her dad can she move in with you in starshollow''

''yes she can move in she's like my sister her mom was best friends with marriss and my mom well lets go to la cafe''

La cafe was a teen hangout that danny and jackie worked in danny was hispanic with black hair and brown eyes he was the only one who had both his parents he met alexa 2 years ago she was new from L.A and she was rich we thought she was a snob or spolied but it ended up her dad died and her mom was a drunk she was one of our greatest friend.I entered to see alexa and danny talking danny's back to me.I walked up putting m hands around his eyes.

''Sara''

''guess again''

''lynn'' He turned and hugged me my smile was so bright as he let go and i hugged alexa.

''congrats on the baby oh and sorry about your parents danny''

''well i dont want them if they cant support me''

My eyes looked at him as we talked and catched up the time came to call dad and go to the hospital.Danny and alexa waited with us as the car came by rory was driving as jess and her came out of the car.

''dad you remember danny alexa,and sara''

''yes hey this is rory my uncle stepdaughter''

''your cousin''

''dont say that''

''dad guess what manny had her baby and i want to see her drives us to the hospital''

''okay'' I hugged alexa and danny goodbye as me and sara went in the car.

Hospitals, just like my dad and uncle i hate hospital,My eyes wander around the room we were in i saw manny she had brown hair in curls and tan skin she was asian-hispanic

she was from colombia and the phillipines.She had brown eyes and she was looking at the tvscreen.Sara walked in me following her as manny looked up she smiled

''lynn omg you are actally here come here hug me''

I hugged her as she hugged back she looked so happy

''guys guess what isabella is ok they cured her im taking her home butr im scared of my dad''

''no worries since me and my mom are moving to rhode island your moving to''

''with whom''

''with me your coming to conneticutt with me you cant stay with your dad we are risking your life + hers please we will go to your house and pack the bags''

She nodded yes as she cryed on her hand we went to her smiling hugging her as she cryed on our shoulders.