In this chapter im gonna focus on the drama between jess and Jessica and Lynn with erin
Jess P.O.V
Looking thru the diner window i would see that jessie would care for Lina and hold her.I knew lorelai and Jessie hit it off and rory told me she couldnt belive that someone so nice as jessie would leave her daughter.Well she did i still remember it like it was yesterday.
It was one of those days she came home drunk frustrated that she couldnt go to college.Lynn was only 3 and marissa would help us out and so would tina.
Flashback
I saw Jessie come in her face was filled with sorrow i looked at the christmas tree as she started yelling her face filled with tears.
''Im so sick of you hassaling me jess okay i had dreams i love lynn with all my heart but i need to live my life i wanted to go to college but you and marris get that chance and i cant ask Tina to take care of her she already has a 3 year old to worry about''
''atleast im here for her while you go drinking with yor girls''
''Im not here for her ive been here taking care of her and feeding her and working i let you sleep at nights i cant sleep oaky you know i wanted to go to UCLA and live in cali but you wanted to go to NYU and i needed you with me and lynn and i need a father to hold us to protect us okay so dont tell me i dont give a damn cause i do ''
'' who said you didnt give a damn i know you do but you dont act like it okay you are a a spoiled brat go to hell okay if you dont want to be here leave okay''
''Okay ill leave but guess what you should go to hell and just because im leaving dosent mean i dont love her okay'' She ran off packing her bags it was christmas eve that night i saw her go to lynns room her face filled with tears hugging her and crying kissing her cheecks she left a note their i remember how i stared out that window while she was walking to the bus stop she look back about 15 times and i saw her shoulders shake when she sat down once i saw her look at the window her face filled with tears but she hopped on the bus and cried.
The next day lynn cried the whole day i read her the note and it said
Dear Lynn
Im leaving for a while and i want you to know i will always love u ill never ever forget you and whenever i look at a baby youll be in my mind see i know tears wont help cause if we cried about eachother well that will just add more pain so i will leave you with this gift and i will send you all the love in the world ok and if you ever need me look up the sky and make a wish that i was there with you just like i will do with you
Con Mucho Amor
Te amo
Mi princessa del pueblo
Jessica Honduros
Flash Back
It ended up that she left a locket with a picture of her and then of lynn.I remember all her B-day she would look up at the sky.I sat in the gazzebo and i saw Jessie reach me she wore this flower dress that reach to her thigh with spegetti straps and jeans she smiled the smile and she sat next to me.
''So is jess still a book freak''
''Yep is Jessie still a shopping freak''
''no but she is a dumb blonde''
''shes not a blonde''
''to leave a daughter like that i consider her a blonde''
''you know jessie im sorry you feel sorry for yourself''
''i read your book its good why dont you ask rory out listen im sorry about leaving you guys and that night was horrible i regret that night please dont hate me''
''No rory wont give me a chance and jessie I still love you but not like the way we used to ''
''yep''
''I see you with lina and its amazing you love her''
''i love both of my daughters equally okay Jess''
I saw her hugg me and walk off .
''Hey '' She turned her eyes were hazely but now with a sparkle.
''Jess is also a dumb blonde for letting jessie escape the way he did and he is now letting another girl slip thru his fingers''
''well make sure this one dosent slip out of his fingers'' She then got her hands and made a fake camera with it and took a fake picture with it.She smiled as i smiled at her and got up and walked to her(i know i copied elizabethtown with that camera thing'') and hugged her.She smiled at me as we walked to the diner leaving any of our old wounds.
Lynn P.O.V
My eyes glistened with tears as i saw erin kissing the new girl Mariah the tears slided down my face and i just ran the other derection.Yes i knew that the day we kissed it was nothing but to me it was to the nearest bathroom i saw the plastics the plastics were these head to toe perfect girls.Cindy the leader had orange curls usally straightend but today for her pleasure were glossy curls,Ashleen had brown perfect hair straight or wavy she could pull it off and Delise she was paled skin with Jet black hair she was beautiful.And perfcet they all wore these skirts that were tight Pink for the leader Blue for ashleen and black for Delise.All girls wore the same tank top exept each one said something diffrent NY Girl Cali Girl and Miami Girl.They each stared at the mirror as i reached for a stall and entered hearing them gossip
''Well did you hear about Erin and the new girl Mariah'' said cindy
''oh yeah got her pregnant she looks chubby now wow poor thing'' said ashleen
''poor thing wasnt he going out with Lynn she cool i talk to her in math'' said delise
''how far along is mariah''
''2 months almost 3''
''omg he got her pregnant while lynn was in the hospital'' THey clicked their mouth as they all left and i was sitting on the floor crying the tears ran down my cheeck as i heard the bell.The plastics were nice i talked to delise then there were the pink ladies they were the tough girls and the rockers and rappers the jock the brains and the devils the gang they all lived in hartford.The tears rushed out of my face.Then i heard the door open from the bathroom as i heard my name.
''Lynn come out i saw delise she saw you come in and she forgot 2 seconds later and talked about something sweetie''
''charlie did he get her pregnant''
She sighed as she opened my stall door and kneeled down by me.
No P.O V
Charlie knelt down by lynn as she held her hand ''yeah 2 months ago while you were in the coma i got along with mariah and she told me''
Lynns face was pale and she cried on her hand as charlie pulled her in a hug and she helped her get up.
Lynn P.O.V
I saw my eyes they were brimmed with black and red my cheecks were filled with black marks becuase os my eyewear she grabbed me and we headed to class.It was the end of the day charlie was next to me babbling about how men just break hearts.We entered the diner to see my mom carrying lina as i just ran up the stairs and cried in my pillow.
Jess P.O.V
I saw lynn climb up the stairs charlie was going to sit as jessie stared at the stairs she climbed.I sighed as she handed me the baby and headed up the stairs and then i heard a ding and looked up to see the guy myu daughter was crushing for.
Jessie P.O.V
I saw lynn she was lying on her bed crying i could hear her sobbing on the pillow as i just sat by her patting her back.She stoped crying and she looked at me her hair a mess her face was filled with mascara marks and tear marks.
''Babby whats a matter''
''this guy i like well i thought he liked me i mean he kissed me and all but when i was in a coma he got some girl pregnant and today i saw them kissing and i just died i need someone''
''well mi princessa del pueblo what do you feel in your heart''
''I feel like he tore my heart into pecies like he fed it to the sharks i like him alot and now i feel like he just used me have you ever felt that way''
''once your age i met this boy i liked it ended up all he wanted was to make his ex jealous''
She sighed as i said this but then smiled
''see if he really likes you he'll know your in pain and come see you and then make it all better one day youll meet a guy like that i met your father and he picked up the pecies for the guy i like just like marcus did for me so clean your face come with me and lets drink coffe'' I put my forhead against her as we laughed and i walked downstairs while their i saw charlie getting angry at a kid and i realized a Bff would only kick a guy out if he broke her best friends heart.
''Charlie let him in go see lynn''
He ran up the stairs as jess looked at me i just shrugged and walked off.
Lynn P.O.V
My hair was in a bun as i wore sweat pants and a simple Tee that said coffe Princess.
That when i heard a knock my eyes scanned my cds as i yelled come in.
''Lynn'' I turned to see erin their my eyes just kept the gaze from his eyes.Till i went back to the cds my eyes felt like they were gonna water i grabbed a cd that was from the veronicas and then i grabbed Howl off my dads bookcase.He touched my shoulder as i shrugged it off.
''Listen lynn delise came up to me and told me i never intended for you to be hurt''
''well why did you kiss me''
''i liked you ok but you were at the hospital''
''exactly while i was in a hospital room under a coma you got a other girl pregnant ''
He sighed as he sat down on the bed tears rolled down my cheecks as i sat on the couch that placed itself in front of the tv.
''we were drunk when she told me we hanged out as friend and i fell in love dont be mad lynn maybe we can be friends''
''get out ok ill talk to you later'' As i heard the door slam i sighed letting the tears fall more i stared at the cd in my hand i put it in the stereo as i put it full blast and read howl.I stayed in that postion till i heard a knock at my door.Looking up i saw manny her face filled with color as she went by me and hugged me.I placed my head on her arm as i cried some more.
Rory P.O.V
I saw doyle hugg paris in their house as she just shoved him and went into her room.
My eyes scanned in the house as doyle stared i shaked my head asparis came out.Tears fell down her eyes as she hugged him and stuck a note in his hand.She walked off as she
left the house i followed her.Later that day i entered the diner to see jess and jessie laughing i felt a bit jelouse as i just sighed.Paris was at my house as i felt hands around my eyes i just turned to see Gabriela i just screeched.
''Gabbi omg you came home from Montana''
''Yep omg look at you you are glowing''
I just hugged her as she laughed Gabbi had Jet black hair with a few blue curls her eyes were brown.She was 17 and was like a sister to me she was a abandon girl that lived with grandma and grandpa.She moved to montana with her foster parents and would come back when she turned 18 her birthday is in 4 days.
''The diner looks the same exept for the 2 sitting their''
''Jess Jessie this is my sister well not really but like one Gabriela Gabbi this is lukes nephew jess and his ex gf jessica and their daughter is upstairs somewhere''
''Hi all wheres lorelai and luke ohh and the daughter they had and son Grandma tell me everything you know''
''theyre at the house''
''cool grandma told me i can stop by ill go see lorelai and luke bye nice meeting yall''
'''so who Gabriela''
''Oh when she was 8 grandma and grandpa found her and gave her to student services they said to keep her until they fouind her foster parents so while they did grandma and grandpa got close to her so when she wa 12 they found her foster parents and when she is 18 she can comeback to us she's turning 18 in4 days its so cool seeing her where's lynn''
''well i have a coffe date with her but she never came i need to go get my baby from Liz i left lina with her liz was always like a mom to me and she loves lina so tell lynn that ill be back if she want the coffe date bye jess'' She kissed his cheeck and then hugged me as she said bye rory.
''so why are u chummy with jessie''
''today i forgave her''
''great never hold grudges can i go see lynn''
Ýah manny came down a hour ago saying that she felt sick but that was a total lie''
''how do you know''
''for mother days their was always a party at her school and they had to attend with a mother so every time the party came her and manny would pretend lynn was sick cause people knew taht manny's mom died she never attended but lynn mom was always a mystery so manny say she was sick and i would leave them alone till middle school i realized the pattern go see her''
Climbing up the stair i saw lynn reading while she listend to linkin park.I sat on the corner of her bed as i touched her knee.
''hey whats up ''
she sighed as she pulled the book out of her face she was with that pissed off mixed up with sadness.I knew that looked she also looked afraid i just touched her knee as she got up and hugged me.
She talked to me telling me all this info about this guy and i just nodded i never felt like that ive felt pain and sadness dean tore myu heart apart but not like the kind where i want him back.This erin must be the sweet type too sweet he really hurt this amazing girl.
Later on that hour we heard a knock to see jessie her hair was up and she was holding Lina.
''Hey hun do you still want to go on the coffe date''
''sure where are we going''
''i know not here jess wont give us any and i dont want to take lina out of the town so late''
''there a starbuck by paromount road and ill take lina she's baisicaly like a neice''
She handed me the baby as she hugged me thanks and kissed her goodbye i told her i would be at my house.
Lorelai P.O.V
MY eyes fell on the door as teh bell rang luke was holding will as i said its open.
''Thats how you greet you long lost like cousin'' My eye widen at the look of the 12 year old that left she look brand new as i got up to hugg her.She was smiling grin to ear she hugged me back as she ran to luke and hugged him.My eyes saw her bag as i just sighed at the sight of her the last time i saw her she was crying her eyes out and her face was filled with tear stains on her face.
''Gabbi when did you get here''
''last night but grams was showering me with gift all day we went to the mall to but we went to get gifts''
''Omg you should of came over sooner did you meet jess''
''Yah'' Sitting down with the girl ive always felt was my cousin as she got to meet all the kids.
Rory P.O.V
Paris was getting dressed to go see a movie with kayla manny was caring for isa and lina as i got on my PJs. My eyes fell on the phone that rang a high ring i rushed to the phone and heard a hushed voice.
''Hello''
''RORy its Gigi i need help umm mom is crying and she throwing stuff can you come get me shereally sick''
''hunn in boston im taking care of my friends daughter''
''oh well whatever you know i just called''
''Gorgei who are you calling''
''no one mama bye ror''
Then i heard a crash and i got worried i hanged up and rushed to the living room to see paris.My eyes fell on the babies god to much drama i sighed as i grabbed paris.
''paris can u rent movies gigi called and i need to get her and i cant leave manny with 2 babies cause if they both cry she wont be able to comfort both''
''fine um can kayla walk alone''
''yeah kayla come with me''
I took her hand as i explained if she can walk back home alone i dropped her off as i drove to boston.On the road i knew that i needed to take sherry too she wasnt my favorite person seh didnt even come to the funeral.I finally arrived the clock said 12:00 i got out as i went to the house then i saw sherry open the door.She wasnt the perky blonde i knew she turned brunnette 2 years ago she had no smile and her eyes were dull.Then i saw gigi her face on the side and i saw glass on the floor.
''sherry gigi called me are you ok''
''Yess i i i am oooo...k ayy god gorgeai i told you to call no one umm come in rory hunny''
Sherry turned as she grabbed the broom i noticed how she shivered my eyes fell on gigi as she went to hugg me.Then i heard a scream i entered the bathroom sherry entered to see a needle my eyes went wide.As i grabbed the injecting needle my eyes scan for the drug as i grabbed the pack.Her face fell as she tried grabbing it from me as she pushed me into the bath as i hit my head on the hard part and fell into unconcious.
No P.O.V
Sherry stayed their as she made her way to rory grabbing the needle to see the needle injected in her arm.Her eyes scanned to see her daughter standing their she was crying as she grabbed rory.The blood crawled a bit off of her head as she carried her to the room.Gigi stood their as she talked
''Mom we need to take her to the hospital''
''no the drug was injected into her blood the hospital would think she a drug addict''
''mom''
''noooo listen lets get her into the car''
They stuffed her in the car gigi holding a cloth to her head as sherry drove to conneticut.
Jess P.O.V
It was 2 am i saw jessie get up as the baby cried lynn was sitting by the laptop.THe door was being knocked likle burgurlers as the baby cried louder lynn made her way to the window and she gasped.
''someones out their holding a body''
We all ran down the stairs to see a young girl the rain was soaking her as the mother stood their holding a body as we got closer i heard sobbing noises from lynn it was rory in her arms.
''what did you do to her''
''ím her stepmother dont talk to me like that''
The girl next to them was crying as i checked for a pulse i then felt her head was with blood.I sighed as i grabbed the phone to call lorelai then the woman stepped in front of me.
''Who are you calling''
''her mom your sherry and your gigi''
''Yeah''
My hands reached for the phone as gigi said no in a low voice her eyes were filled with regret she sighed as she said something.\
''I called her cause my mom was crying and throwing things for my dad and she came she heard a noise she entered the bathroom and saw my mom injecting drugs okay they were fighting for the needle when she fell and hit her head okay also it got injected to her body too i felt guilty''/
I looked at her as i just sighed and felt tears stringout,