Hazing Chapter 3

Kryptonite

M/N: This is a quick update. I'm slacking and need to update my other stories before my holiday break comes to an end and I have to start back my classes and internship…insert long Napoleon Dynamite sigh… I gotta check on Mya, Steven and Jade…bless Jade's heart.

XvampiresXwolverineXOmG: Yep I'm afraid I can't let it be happy go lucky. There will be some Drama. My poor Nina.

Milaxmarie: Again, I am so glad you are enjoying this story. I hope to keep you entertain.

Taragray218: LOL you never clarified if I should be worried about you because of your name…I'm kidding…I have Tara love even though it may not reflect in my writing.

busybeekisses19: I think Jax may make the right decision by Nina but it might not be the decision others may feel he should make.

Ashley0921, 13, Nictoria19, Legend's 23, Stark-ingMad, India: This is just a quick update. I hope you and enjoy.

Irenelove83: What would go down if Jax Teller showed up at your door? If your mind went to where mine went…

NYStateofMind: Blasting JayZ and Alicia in my headphones...I am an SOA junkie as well and I get my daily fix from Netflix…if Netflix is not you pusher honey you need to contact him asap!

Nina paced back and forth, as she anxiously waited for Jax. She was a nervous wreck. What was he going to say to her? What was she going to say to him? They did not have a chance to talk earlier and she wondered how upset he would be. Nina never thought in a million years she would be in the position she was in today. She remembered as a little girl her mom hiding her behind her legs whenever a motorcycle gang rode through Stockton. She specifically remembered seeing a skull on one man riding and a Indian tribal on another man flashing before her eyes whenever she peeked from behind her mom's legs. As she got older she learned about each club that drove through her town….it was The Sons of Anarchy and The Mayans. So it did not really surprise her when her big sister from her sorority pulled up into The Sons of Anarchy parking lot. The motorcycle clubs were always something forbidden and scary to Nina and most residents of Stockton. Nina assumed the Zeta's figured it would shock the girls pulling up into a motorcycle clubs parking lot…but what they asked of Nina and her line sisters to do was pretty insane and extreme in Nina's opinion. Even though her and her friends made it out ok…not counting Nina's current situation….it could have easily turn out the opposite.

The knock on her door startled her out of her thoughts. Nina checked herself in the mirror by the door to make sure she looked ok. Opening the door, she found Jax standing in front shifting on his feet looking almost as nervous as she was.

"Hi." She said as she took him in from head to toe. Yep he was still fine as she remembered from the first time she met him to the time she saw him earlier that morning.

"Hi." He said back as Nina stepped aside to let him in her small one bedroom apartment. Nina's home smelled clean and of the fragrant of lavender and vanilla. Jax loved the smell of vanilla and the only reason Jax recognized lavender was because his mom always had the scent in her house. Nina had various color carnations in beautiful vases strategically placed around her living room and a huge picture of Marilyn Monroe was the focal point of the small living room right under a beige sofa.

"Would you like something to drink?" Nina asked gesturing for him to have a seat on the sofa.

"No. I'm good." Jax replied taking off his cut and laying it on the sofa beside him. Nina stood in front of Jax unsure of what to do or say. Jax looked up at her and admired her beauty. The sunrays stream through the windows and it was the first time he really saw her in the bright light of the day. The night they were together the bar was dark with artificial lighting and his room in the back did not offer much for lighting, as he liked to keep it dark even during the day. So standing in the sunlight, she was absolutely beautiful looking down at him in a cute yellow sundress with bare feet and matching yellow toe nail polish biting down on her bottom lip. Nina gazed upon Jax and unconsciously put her hand on her stomach as she wondered how their child would look. Would he or she have his gorgeous blue eyes, his beautiful lips or maybe his nose?

"You can sit down Nina. I won't bite."

Nina smiled a nervous smile and sat next to Jax.

"I'm sorry about earlier." Jax said.

Nina nodded not having a response. She probably should have not went over unannounced.

"Have you decided what you want to do?" Jax asked trying not to focus on her thighs, which came into view as her short sundress, shifted up a little when she sat down.

"I don't really know…..I don't want to get rid of it." She said looking away from his intense gaze. Jax had a feeling she may not want to have an abortion and to be honest with himself he did not think he could live with himself if he killed his innocent child.

"Adoption?"

Nina shook her head no.

"Nina I won't be able to be with you and be in-"

"I'm not asking you to be with me." Nina snapped looking up at him with anger flashing in her eyes. "I just wanted to let you know that I am pregnant."

'Ok….I don't want to upset you Nina…..so please don't get upset. I will not step away from my responsibility but I will need a DNA test."

Nina started to tremble with anger. "Do you think I wanted this Jax?! Do you think I want to be pregnant by some random guy?! I had my whole life ahead of me! Now I have to drop out of school after this semester. I just became a Zeta! Do you have any idea how this will upset my family? My life is ruin!" Nina jumped up from the couch.

"Nina please." Jax said trying to calm her down.

"You know what you can leave Jax. I don't need you!" she yelled. Jax got up, grabbed her by the waist, pulled her to him, and hugged her tight.

"I'm sorry Nina." He whispered as she broke down crying in his arms. "I'm here….. I'm here." It was not his intention to upset her.

Nina pulled away and grabbed a Kleenex off the counter to blow her nose.

"I know you are married with a family already Jax and I am not delusional to think that you can be a full time father to this child. I just need some support." Nina sat back down on the couch with a heavy sigh as Jax sat back down beside her.

"I'm here." Jax said again as he rested his hand on her knee. "We will need to be discreet Nina."

"Jax do you really think with you and your clubs reputation anyone would believe me if I tell them I am pregnant by Jax Teller the president of Sons of Anarchy?" Nina chuckled at the thought. No one would take her Black ass seriously and she was sure as fine and sexy as he was most women would shout it from the rooftop but she did not want anyone to know.

"Did you make a doctor's appointment?"

"Yes. I have an appointment next week."

"I will take care of the medical bills."

"No. I have enough saved…which was suppose to pay for school… but I can take care of my bills until I get a DNA test. I don't want you to have any doubts. I don't know how we can prove paternity while I am pregnant. We might have to wait until the baby is born." Nina's mind started to think how much everything will cost out of pocket. She was still on her parent's insurance but did not want to use their insurance.

Jax knew he should tell her about the condom breaking and the odds were high it was his baby but he did not want to risk her getting upset again.

"I will take care of the bills Nina….ok?... I will text you later with an address to send the medical bills." He said wondering if Bobby would let him use his address.

Nina did not protest anymore. She really needed to have him help her and she knew it was his baby so there was really no need to wait for a paternity test.

"Ok." Nina agreed. She was relieved that Jax was stepping up and doing what he could. She knew he did not have to contact her at all or even acknowledge her pregnancy. He could have just disappeared.

"Nina, I'm really sorry this happen to you but your life is not ruin. You can always go back to school later. I know plenty of single moms who make it through. You may feel like your family will disown you but they won't if they love you." He tried to reassure her.

"I know." Nina whispered as Jax scooted closer to her.

"I don't regret our night together and trust me I would not change a second about that night…except maybe the getting pregnant part." He smiled as he caressed her cheek. Nina closed her eyes and let out a small sigh as Jax's fingers continued to caress her cheek. His fingers found his way to her lips and she parted them as he softly traced the outline of her beautiful lips. Ignoring all self-control Jax leaned over and pulled Nina into a kiss. Nina wrapped her arms around Jax's neck as their kiss deepened. This was exactly what got her ass in trouble in the first place but she was weak in his presence. Running his fingers through Nina's hair, Jax drew her head backwards, exposing her neck. He planted soft kisses across the nape while murmuring how beautiful he thought she was. Jax started to ache for Nina and there was no way he could leave without satisfying his need for her. As he pushed her back on the couch and lifted up her sundress, he thought to himself what was worst that could happen. She was already pregnant. Jax grabbed Nina's panties pulling them down a little too harshly as his nails scrapped her thighs. Nina lifted her legs as he pulled her panties over her feet and threw them on the floor. Jax quickly stood up, unbuckled his SAMCRO belt buckle, and pushed his jeans and boxers to his ankles. The rush of her moisture to her center caught Nina off guard as she gazed at Jax's hard cock. Jax licked his lips as anticipation coursed through his body. He crouched above her and opened her legs wide to receive him.

"My God Nina…you are my kryptonite." He groaned just before he plunged into her.