A/N: Ok, alot of people have been wondering about Jude's miscarriage, so I thought since i've been having major writer's block, i'd write about that. Enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own the show.

Chapter 3: It's My Life

Jude was wide awake, staring at the ceiling. She was thinking about what had just happened. She had convinced Tommy to listen to Zoe's music, and he was blown away. He had agreed to let Zoe be in his show on a trial basis, but she could tell that he was probaly going to sign her. She looked over at her husband, who was laying next to her with his arms wrapped around her protectively. She smiled. Things used to be like this all the time, she thought. Before we lost the baby. Tears started to find their way down her cheek as she thought about that night.

Flashback

Jude and was sitting at the kitchen table after another long night at work. They had dated breifly after her 18th birthday, and during her summer tour, Tommy had come to visit her and they decided to get married. 2 years later, and she was now carrying their first child. Tommy came up to her and hugged her from behind. "Hey, rockstar," He said, rubbing her shoulders. She smiled and turned around.

"Hey." He came closer and gave her a genle kiss on the forehead. She looked up at him. "What's up?" He pulled up a chair and sat facing her.

"Nothing. I was just wondering about the new song." She raised her eyebrows.

"What about it?" He shrugged.

"I don't know, I just wanted to know when you planned on having it out. We're a little behind." She sighed.

"I know, but with the baby it's just kinda hard." He nodded.

"I understand, but we really do need to finish it soon."

"I know, ok? I just need some inspiration." He looked down.

"Ok." He yawned. "I'm going to bed. Night." He started to walk away, but she got up and ran up to him. She caught up with him and threw her arms around his neck from behind him.

She whispered "Good night" in his ear and he turned around. She grinned and he kissed her passionately. He pulled away from her and started running up the stairs with her chasing him. That's when it happened. Jude was about halfway up the stairs when she stepped on the edge of the step and fell backwards. Tommy looked back and saw her falling. When she finally managed to catch herself, it was too late. She had lost the baby. She passed out and woke up in the hospital the next morning.

End of flashback

Tommy had been like a zombie after that. He hardly talked and his mind was almost always on music. Even now, 3 years later, he barely talked about anything else. She missed the old Tommy, her Tommy. And for a minute, just a short moment that night, she felt like she had him back. She siged heavily and closed her eyes, letting his heavy rhythmic breathing lull her to sleep. Tomorrow would be a long day.

A/N: Sorry that chapter was so short, but the next one will probably be longer(I hope). Lol. Please R&R.