Hazing Chapter 8

Reapergirl20141: I love Gemma and yes she is a great alliance for Nina. Hopefully she will stay that way even when Tara finds out and may threaten to take her grandsons.

SomebodyWhoCares: Oh don't be mean to Jax! LOL

Guest: Nina is young and is head over heels for Jax. She most likely won't end it.

India: Here is more.

Storylover00: Here is an update. I hope you enjoy.

TeamEveryoneButEdward: Decisions…Decisions….should she stay or should she go?

Guest: I am team Gemma as she is such a complex character….is she or isn't she on Nina's side? We do know one thing about Gemma is that she would let nothing get in the way of family….now it is whether she views Nina's baby as really family.

NatalieLynn: I feel Jax is really trying and wants Nina to know that he is thinking of her. I don't think the secret will last to much longer. Gemma is right it is way too big.

IreneLove83: Yeah our Nina is young and dumb. She has a lot to learn and I think she is about to get a crash course…..

NYStateofMind: Here ya go….hope you enjoy.

"Looks like you were right Nina. It's a baby girl!" Dr. Sandland told Nina with a smile.

"Yes!" Nina shrieked. She was so happy.

Gemma looked closely at the screen.

"Yep that's a girl!" she said smiling. "Can I get a copy of the ultrasound?"

"Of course. We will print out several copies for you. I'm sure the father would want one."

Nina frown. There was no way Jax would want a copy. Gemma grabbed Nina's hand as she felt the shift of her mood.

"Thanks doctor."

Dr. Sandland smiled at Gemma.

"Is this your first grandchild?" Dr. Sandland asked trying to get some info about her. Dr. Sandland had googled the name on Jax's cut when Nina told her he was the father and Dr. Sandland was really shocked at his and the club's rap sheet. She still could not figure out how Nina got involved with them.

"No she will be my third and the first girl." Gemma said with pride.

"This little girl is going to be so spoiled." Dr. Sandland said.

"Yes she will." Nina said trying to get back in a better mood.

"Ok. I will see you in a couple of weeks Nina. When you check out they will give you copies of today's ultrasound." Dr. Sandland told them on the way out.

"What are you going to do with the picture?" Nina asked as she climbed into Gemma's Escalade.

"I'm going to put it on dresser mirror." Gemma answered starting the car.

"Gemma! What is she comes over and sees it?"

"She doesn't go in my bedroom sweetheart."

Nina shook her head. "I don't think you should chance it."

Gemma didn't answer Nina as she headed to take her home.

Nina got excited when she saw a Harley parked in front of her apartment but then saw April's car and realized it was Kozik's bike.

"April and Kozik are here." Nina said as she hopped out of Gemma's suv.

"What are they doing here?" Gemma asked frowning as she walked with Nina to her apartment. They found their answer when they opened the apartment door finding Kozik and April in her kitchen cooking.

"She has a key to your place?" Gemma asked.

"Yeah."

"Hey Gemma!" Kozik said walking over giving her a hug. "What are you doing here?"

"I can ask you the same thing." She snapped looking over at April.

"I'm cooking dinner for my best friend." April said eyeing Gemma right back. Nina went over and hugged April. She was the greatest friend in the world and she was making one of her favorite foods lasagna.

"I got the recipe from your mom." April said with pride.

"Thanks April. Gemma will you stay for dinner?" Nina asked looking back at Gemma who made herself comfortable on her couch.

"Of course." Gemma said with a strain smile.

"I'm going to take a quick shower. I still feel sticky from the gel."

"What are you having?" Kozik asked.

"A girl." Nina said with a huge grin on her face. April screamed in delight and Gemma rolled her eyes.

"Don't give April a hard time. She is a good woman." Nina said to Gemma as Gemma followed Nina into her bedroom. Gemma looked around the small bedroom. She wondered how many times her son was in this room.

"Where's the baby's bassinet? She asked looking for baby items.

"I don't have one." Nina said undressing for her shower. There was no need to feel shame in front of Gemma cause she practically saw her naked at the doctor's office. Not to mention she stayed in the office when Dr. Sandland gave her a pelvic exam as a follow up from her hospital visit.

"Do you have anything for the baby," Gemma asked with alarm in her voice. "You will be seven months in a few days!"

Nina walked to her closet and opened it to show her a few pieces of clothing her mom brought and bags of baby supplies she had picked up over the months.

"This is it?" Gemma said looking at the small supply.

"I'm afraid so. I still have time."

"She will be here before you know it Nina! Is airhead going to throw you a baby shower?"

"I don't know. I don't need a baby shower. I will get the things I need."

"You didn't register anywhere?"

"No. It's a secret remember."

"Shit! That's right….sorry…I get caught up when it comes to my grandkids. I will pick up some things." Gemma said shutting the closet door.

"Gemma I can get the stuff I need."

"Nina don't argue with me about this because you will lose."

Nina surrendered. She knew it was no point in arguing with her and she could use the help.

What the fuck! Jax thought as he saw his mom's SUV parked at Nina's. Did he not tell her to stay away. He noticed Kozik's bike and April's car. Seem Nina had a house full of guest. Nina got up from the table when she heard a knock at her door. She peeped through the door's peephole and smiled when she saw Jax. He kept his word he actually came over after a couple of days. Nina opened the door and pulled him in giving him a hug. He hugged her back closing his eyes as he buried his nose in her neck. He missed her so much.

"What up Jax!" Kozik called to him. Jax looked up to see Kozik, April and his mom sitting at Nina's table having dinner. Jax's eyes landed on his mom with a scowl in his face.

"Don't be mad at Gemma. She has been a big help." Nina explained to him as she felt his body tense. He slowly let go of her and walked up to his mom.

"Mom can I speak to you alone please." He tried not to let the anger reflect in his voice.

"Jax I just told you not to be upset." Nina said touching his arm. Jax leaned down and kissed Nina's forehead.

"I need to speak to my mom Nina." He told her. Nina stepped back as she could feel the anger radiate off him.

"Ok. You can use my room."

Gemma reluctantly got up and followed Jax into Nina's room. Jax slammed the door behind them.

"What did I fuckin say!" he yelled at her not caring if they could hear him in the kitchen.

"I'm helping her Jax! She needs more support than what you are providing!" Gemma shouted back.

"I am supporting her." He said in defense.

"Financially yes but she needs someone from your side of the family there for her. I had to take her to the doctor today and she hardly has any supplies for the baby. Where will the baby sleep? She doesn't even have a bassinet and the baby will be born in twelve weeks."

Jax was at a loss for words as he saw genuine concern on his mother's face.

"We don't need your help mom."

"Yes you do sweetheart." She said softly as she caressed his cheek. Jax hated it when his mom was right when it came to things he thought he had a handle on. She was right Nina would need more support than what he could provide right now.

"Fine mom…..just don't try to manipulate her or cause any problems. She has enough on her plate." He told her. Gemma nodded. There was a soft knock on the door just before Nina opened it.

"Everything ok in here?" she asked shutting the door behind her.

"Yeah sweetheart. Everything is fine." Gemma said. "Why don't you tell Jax what you guys are having."

"You found out?" Jax asked as excitement replaced his frustration and anger with his mom.

"We are having a girl!" Nina shouted with excitement. Jax heart felt as if it was going to explode. He was having a girl! Yes, he wanted another son but having a girl in the family would be just as wonderful. How would he handle a little girl? Would he be just as a good father to her as he has been to his boys? A little girl…..wow. He started to imagine how his baby girl would look. He bet she would look like Nina just a few shades lighter. He could not wait to see how she would turn out. He was always excited to see his children from the two women who gave birth to his sons but to have this beautiful black woman in front of him pregnant with his child it was a completely new ball game. He wanted to see how his color would mix with hers and what beautiful child they would create. Jax walked over and pulled Nina into a hug.

"You are so beautiful." He told her in a whisper. Nina did not expect the words "I love you" but she wish she could have heard them right then from him. Her baby girl seem to do a summersault in her stomach when she felt her father's embrace. Nina looked up at Gemma who had a smile on her face but it faded as she saw Nina's eyes expressing hurt.

"Mom already did the dishes in the dishwasher. Why do you feel the need to put them up now?" Jax asked as he wrapped his arms around her stomach. Everyone had finally left for the evening and it was just her and Jax. Jax smiled as his felt his baby move around in Nina's stomach.

"I'm just keeping myself busy…..cause I know as soon as I relax with you someone will call and you will need to leave." Nina told him pushing him slightly away putting the last dish up in the cabinet from the dishwasher. Jax could not argue, as he knew it was probably true but she did not need to know that.

"Did you think of a name for her yet?" Jax asked as he grabbed her again, spun her around to face him and wrapped his arms around her. She smiled up at him as his eyes glistened as he gazed upon her.

"I thought of a few." She said standing on her toes to reach up and kiss him. Jax leaned down and kissed her slowly and softly. He started to get hard and had to back away for a minute.

"What names have you thought of?" he asked trying to focus on their conversation.

"I was thinking of Lily or Ashley."

Jax pondered the names.
"Not Marilyn?" he teased.

"No not Marilyn." Nina laughed.

"I like Lily. You think we can use Rose as her middle name after my grandmother?"

"Two flower names? Lily Rose Johnson…..hmmm it sounds nice."

Jax frowned as he realized she did not use his last name. He didn't even think that he could not be listed as the father on the birth certificate and it hurt him.

"What's wrong?" Nina asked noticing the change in his mood.

"Nothing…..come on I want you in the bed now." He said pulling her to the bedroom hoping to deflect how he felt about not being named the father of his baby girl.

"Let me look at you." Jax said as he sat on the bed and watched Nina undress. Nina stood in front of Jax naked and he smiled as he gazed upon her beautiful body carrying his child. Jax stood up, took off his t-shirt, got on his knees and softly kissed her belly. Nina's breathing became heavy as Jax kisses found their way to her inner thigh. She grabbed his shoulders as he parted her legs and began to lick the inside of her thighs. She almost lost her balance when his tongue licked her lips.

"Come lay down." He told her standing up unbuckling his SAMCRO belt buckle. He could not wait to get inside her. It had been too long. Jax took his time as he planted kisses all over Nina's body careful not to put his weight on her. He spread her legs and took her into his mouth. She tasted different and he found himself sucking on her harder. Nina was in near tears as Jax devoured her. She was ultra sensitive and he was sending her into a frenzy. Nina pushed his head into her as she called out his name as she came.

"Oh God Jax!" she moaned as waves coursed through her body.

"Turn around." He growled as he lifted her up to help her position herself exactly how he wanted her. He grabbed her ass and wasted no time plunging into her. As bad as he wanted to hit it hard he controlled himself as not to hurt her. Nina moaned as she grabbed the headboard and Jax's thrusts were slow and purposeful.

"You can go harder…..she will be alright." She told him looking back at him. She could tell by his face that he was about to lose control.

"You sure?"

"Yes!" she exclaimed as she lifted her ass and pushed back on him.

Jax took that as the go-ahead and fucked her how he wanted to fuck her. Nina did not hold back as she met his thrust and yelled out another orgasm with Jax coming right after her. Nina collapsed on her side as Jax gathered her from behind in his arms.

"Nina." He whispered just as she started to doze off.

"Hmm?" She whispered dreamily as she was so happy at that very moment with him holding her.

"I want you to know something."

Nina turned around to face him and caressed his face.

"What's that?" she asked.

"I want you to know that I care for you…..and the baby." He said before planting a soft kiss on her lips.

The next morning she woke up to an empty bed but she was not upset as she would have usually been. Jax telling her he cared for her made her so happy. She had no idea when he slipped out as he had wore her out last night as Jax continued to make love to her in various positions and she finally passed out from pure exhaustion. Nina continued to lay in bed in pure contentment as she hugged the pillow next to her to inhale Jax's scent.

"Nina look at this outfit. It's so cute!" April shrieked as she lifted up the cute pink little girls' newborn dress. Nina smiled at the cute outfit.

"I think we have enough clothes for now." Nina said looking at the full cart. She and April had went to Charming to hit up the stores there for baby items. Gemma had already brought over a ton of baby items a couple of days ago including a cute basinet. Gemma had really out done herself with little girl items. She was excited to have a baby girl in the family even though no one would know about her first girl grandbaby.

"We better check out now. I'm getting a little tired." Nina said thinking of her swollen ankles.

"Ok." April said throwing the outfit in the cart anyway.

Nina sighed as they went to find a checkout lane.

"You know everyone at the sorority are still asking about you." April told Nina as they headed back to Stockton.

"Tell them I am fine and thanks for asking about me."

"They kind of figured out you were pregnant by one of the Sons of Anarchy." April said sheepishly.

"What?!" Nina almost yelled.

"They kind of put two and two together Nina. I mean right after the hazing you dropped out of the sorority and school. My relationship with Kozik didn't help the situation and Stephanie has been seeing Quinn off and on so they figured you hooked up with a Son too. You just drew the short straw and got pregnant."

Nina sunk into the passenger seat as she thought about her sorority. She did miss the girls. Hell, she even missed school.

"They don't know it is the actual president." Nina tried to reassure her as she stopped at a red light.

"I guess that's a relief." Nina said.

"I wanted to tell you for some time now but I know you have so much on your plate with the baby and with Jax." April said as she patted Nina's knee and pulled forward as the light turn green.

"I'm-" Nina started just before a car running the red light slammed into the passenger side of the car and everything went black.

"Can you hear me?" a voice said to Nina. Nina slowly opened her eyes to see a woman rushing beside Nina as the gurney pushed her down a brightly lit hall.

"What happen?" Nina whispered.

"You were in a car accident. You are at St. Thomas hospital." The woman told her as she used a pen light to assess Nina's pupil response.

"My baby!" Nina screamed as she felt her stomach.

"We are going to check the baby." The woman told her as they pushed the gurney into a room, pulled up her shirt, put cold gel on her stomach to check the baby with an ultrasound. Just as the woman put the transducer on Nina's belly Nina felt an intense, painful cramp. Nina yelled out in pain.

"The placenta has ruptured! We need to do a c-section stat!" the woman told the other people in the room who Nina could not see. Dark spots started to float in front of Nina's eyes as tears flowed down her cheeks.

"Jax. I need Jax." Nina whispered. The woman looked down at Nina.

"What did you say?" she asked leaning in to hear Nina better.

"Jax. I need Jax." Nina whispered as the dark spots started to get larger. Just before everything went black, Nina read the woman's badge.

Dr. Tara Knowles.