Hazing Chapter 15

M/N: Quick update to check on Nina and little Lily. I still haven't quite place who I picture Nina as but as soon as I saw the Johnson and Johnson commercial with the baby in the bathtub. I knew she was my Lily. I hope you guys have seen it. If not check out youtube and search Johnson and Johnson baby commercial and you will know when you see her.

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I will be posting pics of my characters as I decide who will be who.

Nina held Lily tight and rocked her to calm her down and her cries turned into little whimpers as her mom cradled her and spoke to her soothingly. Nina looked out the window to see where they were taking her. She had no idea who these men were and what they would want with her.

"Where are you taking us?"

The man in the passenger side looked back at her.

"Just shut up and you and your mutt might make it out alive." He barked at her. Nina recoiled at his choice of words for her daughter. So they were racist. Could this be a hate crime because of her biracial daughter? Nina hoped Tyler had heard the crash and the predicament she found herself currently in. Hopefully he can get in touch with Jax and they both can come and get her and Lily. Nina scooted down in the seat and held Lily tight. What else was she going to do? Jump out of a moving car? She closed her eyes and began to pray that her and her daughter will make it out alive. About thirty minutes later, they pulled up to a cabin in some woods. Her door open and the man barked for her to get out. Nina grabbed her diaper bag, held onto Lily tight and got out the SUV. The man grabbed her upper arm and pulled her into the cabin.

"Can you please stop pulling on my arm? I am carrying a child!" she snapped. The man loosen his grip a little and stopped pulling Nina. When they entered the cabin, she saw various white supremacy symbols decorated throughout the living room. A confederate flag hung high above the couch as well as several swastika symbols littered throughout the cabin.

"Follow me and don't try anything or I will slice that baby in half."

Terror filled Nina, as she knew the man meant what he said. The man looked closely at a sleepy Lily.

"Darby are we sure this baby aint white?"

"Don't let her white skin and blue eyes fool you. One drop of nigger blood makes you a nigger. No matter how you look on the outside."

"I just can't believe this is Jax Teller's kid. He actually slept with a nigger….wow….this world is getting less white with all these half breeds walking around." The man shook his head in disgust as he motioned for Nina to follow him.

She followed him to a bedroom in the back with no bed except a bunch of dirty blankets and a flat pillow on the floor. Nina looked around the room and was appalled when she saw pictures of lynching's on the walls. Tears welled up in her eyes as she heard the bedroom door slam and locked from the outside. Nina sat on the floor, grabbed Lily's blanket out of the diaper bag, and spread it on the floor. She gently placed Lily on top of it and got up to take the pictures down. She was not going to be stuck in this room staring at those horrific images.

"Tyler. Jax…please come get us." She whispered as she unhooked one picture.

Jax could feel the tension when he walked into the house. He sighed as he shut the door, took off his cut and hung it on the coat hanger. He was not in the mood to deal with Tara right now but he knew he would have to face her eventually. He found her in the kitchen doing dishes. His boys were at the table having a late lunch. Jax covered his nose with his hands and closed his eyes bracing himself for Tara's wrath. He smiled, as he smelled the scent of Nina still lingering on his fingers.

"Daddy!" Abel jumped from his seat and ran to hug his father. Jax snapped out of his thoughts of Nina, picked up his oldest son, and planted kisses on his face.

Tara turned around and Jax cringed when he saw her eye. He could tell it was healing but it still looked bad. His mom did a number on her.

"Were you really out of town on club business or with your other family." She spat at him.

"I was out of town Tara." He told her as he sat Abel back at the table.

"Have you seen her this week?" she asked throwing the dish she had in her hand back in the sink forcibly.

"Why Tara? What difference does it make? I told you I would always see my little girl."

So you have seen her." Tara sighed and sat down at the kitchen table. She slowly looked up at Jax.

"It's not going to work Jax." She whispered.

"What are you talking about?" Jax frowned as he opened the fridge, grabbed the carton of milk, opened it and drunk some of its contents.

"This….us…it's just not going to work. I still want a divorce."

Jax slammed the milk back in the fridge.

"I'm not letting you take my boys."

Tara looked over at Thomas and Abel who were oblivious to their conversation.

"The boys…the boys…that's all you care about. You don't even care about me anymore."

"That's not true Tara. I still love you and you know I always will."

Tara shook her head. She was just so tired.

"That's not enough anymore Jax. I can't do it anymore. I deserve better than this. I can see her all over you. You are not the same. She has placed her mark on you. It's like she has branded you. I can see that you are always thinking of her. When you are here, you are not here. You are mentally with her. When we make love….if you even want to call it that, I can tell you are thinking of her. I can't live like this anymore. I am not going to be placed second to some little twat!"

Jax face scowled when Tara called Nina a twat. At that moment, Jax decided not to fight anymore. She was right. They could not continue to live the way they were. It was not good for the boys and not fair to either one of them.

"I want custody of the boys." He told her sternly. Tara laughed sarcastically.

"Who will raise them? You? Gemma? For God's sake….over my dead body!" her voice started to rise getting Abel's attention. Jax phone started to ring and Tara jumped up from her chair.

"Don't you dare pick up that phone!" Tara glared at Jax.

"I have to Tara." It was Tyler he needed to see what was up. Ignoring Tara's icy glare Jax flipped open his phone.

"Hey Ty! What's up?"

"You heard from my sister?" Tyler's voice was in a panic.

"No I haven't since earlier." This was not good.

"Something is wrong Jax!"

"What do you mean?"

"I was on the phone with her earlier while she was driving and it sound like she got into a car wreck. The phone must have fallen and I could hear everything. A man was yelling for her to get out the car. Nina was begging him not to hurt her or Lily. Jax we need to find her. I have Kenneth on the computer now trying to triangulate her phone and we have someone at the police station to let us know of any calls of a car accident."

"Oh my God." Jax felt as if the wind was knocked out of him. He started to become dizzy. Tara saw the color drain from Jax's face. Something happened.

"Wh...where are you?" Jax finally manage to get out. He stumbled a little as the kitchen was spinning. Tara ran to him to make sure he didn't fall.

"Sit down." She told him as she guided him to an empty kitchen chair.

"I'm at our bar. You need to get here Jax. I need your help. We need to find them."

"I will be there!" Jax snapped the phone shut and texted some of the guys to meet him at The Niners bar and got up.

"What happen where are you going?" Tara asked grabbing his arm.

"I have to go." Jax headed for his cut.

"What happened Jax?!"

"Nothing that concerns you." Jax pulled on his cut and grabbed his keys. "This conversation is not over." Jax ran out the front door and headed to Oakland.

Tara stood in the kitchen and just stared at the door for a long moment as she pondered on what just happened. She grabbed her phone and dialed the garage she knew who would tell her what the hell was going on. Tara sighed when Chucky answered the phone and not Gemma.

"Hey Chucky! It's Tara. Jax left out in a hurry. Did he get in touch with some of the guys there? Do you know what's going on?"

"Yeah I overhead Opie say Jax's friend and baby was in trouble and they all left out in a hurry."

Tara controlled the anger in her voice.

"Thanks Chucky. You are a sweetheart."

"I accept that."

Tara hung up the phone and in a fit of anger she started throwing dishes and screaming causing her boys to cry.

"Did you find out anything?" Jax asked as soon as he saw Tyler. Tyler was a little caught off guard by Jax's appearance. His hair was disheveled as well as his eyes were red. He was a total mess.

"Yes we found her car on the side of the highway. A witness called it in and they saw a black SUV pull up next to her and force her and Lily in their SUV."

Jax started to tremble, as he was so angry.

"Who would do this? No one knows about Nina except you guys and the club. I don't understand."

Jax phone rung in his jean pocket. He pulled it out and looked at the number. It was unknown.

"Hello!" he snapped.

"What kind of white man are you to mix races?" the voice on the other end growled into the phone.

"Who is this?" Jax demanded.

"Hold on." The man handed the phone over to Darby.

"Jackson…if you ever want to see your little colored girl and her mutt again you will do exactly as I say."

"Darby?"

"The one and only…..and the only one who can get your little whore and niglet back."

Tyler looked on as he watched Jax face turn several shades of color. He had seen Jax pissed before but this was a whole new level Tyler has never seen and he was glad he was not on the receiving in.

"What do you want Darby?"

Jax listened to Darby's demands and snapped the phone shut and before Tyler could ask what was going on Jax went ape shit in the bar. Tyler held back his men as Jax turned over tables, chairs and threw beer mugs and anything he could grab against the walls. Opie and some of the crew walked in on Jax's mayhem and grabbed him to calm him down. As Tyler watch several of the Sons subdued Jax it hit Tyler like a ton of bricks. Jax Teller the president of The Sons of Anarchy was head over heels in love with his little sister.