M/N: Holy Crap Batman! I seem to have struck a few nerves with Nina and Juice. To answer guest one question. Yes Tara is non canon. I am not however writing her off canon to boost Nina up. Believe it or not I am a Tara fan…well it didn't happen until season six when she was lying on the kitchen floor when I felt bad for her. In my opinion, Tara is not going off the rails in this story she had a bad night and she did not intend to put her boys in harm's way. Please understand and take this in the best way….. this is fanfiction and if I want to write Tara as a crazy loon (Don't read New By Laws) I am entitled to as I am the author and it is at my discretion how I write characters. I appreciate your genuine honesty and your review. I hope you can stick it out with me, as Tara has not been written out yet. If you cannot I totally understand and will not take it personally as I have said before on another story my writing style is not for everyone.

Guest two…Yes I felt bad for Nina being thrown a curveball in becoming pregnant. She thought they used protection and now her whole life had changed. As for "the wife being cheated on" It's Tara…LOL and it's Jax Teller…..he always cheats. As for your comment stating as a woman you never could imagine me making such a statement…sorry to disappoint ya….she is my character and of course I will have a soft spot for her….no matter all the dumb crap I have her do. I will state again this is fanfiction and please do not take stuff personally.

Thanks. Big hugs to all. ~M

Hazing Chapter 18

Juice was taking his time in devouring Nina's body. He did not leave an inch of her skin untouched by his lips or tongue. He was about to go down on her when they both heard knocking on her door which had woke Lily who began to whimper.

"Get off." Nina said to Juice, as she needed to get to her daughter.

"I will see who it is." Juice left the room to get his shirt to answer the door. Nina quickly threw on her clothes to check on her daughter. She stopped in her tracks when she found Jax in the living room holding his baby girl.

"Hey beautiful. How are you feeling?" Jax asked. His smile faded when he saw Nina's expression on her face. He looked over at Juice and saw a look of guilt on his face. Feeling tension in the air, he put Lily back into the playpen and walked up to Juice. Jax stood in front of Juice for a few moments. Juice would not look into Jax eyes and Jax quickly summed up something had happen between him and Nina. Jax stepped away from Juice and walked up to Nina. She did not look away from his penetrating stare.

"What Jax!" she challenged. Jax looked down at her neck and received his confirmation when he noticed a couple hickeys forming on her neck. Without a word, Jax walked over to Juice and clocked him in the nose. Juice stumbled back and grabbed his nose as blood trickled from it. Juice did not try to fight back as he knew he had been caught and he did not have any excuse for what he and Nina were about to do.

"Get out Juice! I will deal with you later!" Jax shouted at Juice. Juice scrambled and grabbed his cut and keys and flew out the door. Jax turned his attention to Nina.

"How could you?" he asked pain in his voice.

Nina shrugged her shoulders. "To be honest…I needed a distraction and he was here."

"I wanted to be here! You told me you didn't want me here." Jax walked up to Nina. "Nina did you fuck him?"

"No."

"But you would have if I didn't show up…."

"I don't know…..maybe." She answered emotionless. Jax grabbed Nina's face in his hands.

"Why Nina? Why? I just left my wife for you…I love you Nina."

Nina pushed his hands off her face and stepped back from him as tears welled in her eyes.

"You left her for me?" tears spilled down her face. She had been waiting for him to leave her and tell her he loved her forever. Was this real?

"Yes." Jax stepped closer to Nina only to have her step back from him again.

"So Lily and I had to get kidnap and me almost fucking one of your club members made you realize that you love me?" she asked wiping her tears away.

"No Nina….I have fallen in love with you months ago. I just kept denying it…..have you been drinking?"

Nina did not answer him but walked over to check on Lily who was happily gnawing on a toy.

"Nina have you been drinking?" Jax asked again, grabbing your arm and turning her around to face him.

"Yes Jax! I've been drinking." Nina snatched her arm out of his grip. "Can you leave? I'm a little tired and I need to rest." Nina headed to her bedroom. Jax followed behind her, watch her turn the baby monitor up, and crawled into bed.

"Why are you still here?" Nina asked closing her eyes to hopefully get some sleep.

Jax walked over and stood at her bedside.

"Do you love me Nina?"

Nina sighed, opened her eyes and sat up in the bed.

"You know I do Jax. Juice was a mistake. I was buzzing and horny and he happen to be here. I have no feelings for him. I was being selfish and I am sorry." What she did with Juice was wrong. She wished she had known Jax had left Tara for her and that he told her he loved her months ago. She felt like shit and did not want Jax to see her in the state she was in. She was foolish and stupid to lead things on with Juice. She had enough problems with Jax to deal with. Why add someone else to the equation.

"Jax can you please leave."

"No. I'm not leaving you. Even though I am angry as hell at you I need you." Jax took off his cut and threw it on a nearby chair. Nina was about to lay back down in bed when Jax grabbed her arm and pulled her out of bed.

"Jax what are you doing?" she yelped as he pulled down her boy shorts.

"Giving you your distraction." Jax said as he bent Nina over the bed, pulled down his pants and roughly entered her from behind. Nina squealed and grabbed the sheets as Jax franticly fucked her from behind.

"Don't you ever look or touch another man again!" he said pumping in her harder to get his point across.

"I won't." Nina croaked out as Jax fingers snaked under her and found her clit. Nina bit her lip to keep from screaming during her orgasm. As she tighten around Jax he came shortly after her.

After they gather their composure, Jax went to get Lily. He placed her in the middle of the bed, took off his clothes except his boxers and crawled in the bed. Lily cuddled in his arms as he stroked her little face. Jax wanted to spend a little time with them before heading to his moms to see the boys.

Nina looked at her family and could not help but smile. Jax looked up at her and smiled back.

"She is beautiful isn't she." He said to Nina.

"Yes she is."

"I want you to move to Charming after I find a place for us."

"Move to Charming? To live with you?" she could not believe her ears.
"Yes. I want you with me."

"What about Tara and your boys?"

"I told you Tara and I are getting a divorce and we will have shared custody of the boys. I want the boys to meet their sister."

"I'm sure Tara will be thrilled about that."

"The boys are Lily's family and they need to know each other."

Nina nodded her head as she agreed with Jax that Lily did need to meet her brothers.

"So are you coming to live with me?" Jax asked.

"I will have to think about it. I want to finish school and I have my parents to think about." She said snuggling closer to him and Lily.

"You are grown you don't need your parent's permission. We have a school in Charming."

Nina wrinkled her nose.

"You have a community college in Charming and I want to graduate from my HBCU."

"Well you can commute."

"We will see….Jax are you going to hurt Juice?" Nina did not want Juice to face Jax wrath just because of her actions."
"You don't worry about Juice." He snapped.

Nina closed her eyes to sleep and decided not to approach the subject again. She knew it will forever be a sore spot with Jax. She felt Jax lean over and softly kiss her lips. She smiled to herself and fell asleep with her family beside her.