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Olivia's first words weren't exactly what she expected.

"How did you know where to look first?" Olivia looked dazed, shocked, confused and hurt all at the same time. A scan of the others told her this blindsided all of them. She looked right at Olivia, back at what first made her take this case.

"You're eyes, the Johnson family has always had unique eyes, and an intuition or stubbornness that we follow even when being told were wrong or shouldn't do something." She couldn't stop the tear from rolling down her face. She looked away towards the hall only to see her dad, handcuffed, being guided to the holding cells. That was the last straw, she let out small sob, looked back at Olivia and saw the information begin to sink in. "I'm sorry," She turned to leave, Huang, who had walked up behind her just after the confrontation locked eyes with Elliot and both headed towards the two females walking in separate directions. Both reached for their arms at the same time.

"I'm fine," the two female voices rang in unison, looking at each other they began to realize how similar they were. This caused them both to flee. Captain Cragen, Fin and John were all still in the room. John was the first one to speak up.

"Well I wasn't expecting that."

"Elliot I told you to leave me alone I'm fine." Olivia turned to face him, tired of being followed around.

"You're not acting fine," Elliot said as his protective side came out. "Liv, you're allowed to be hurt right now, but I'm not going to allow you to spend it alone." She sat down in the nearest chair and put her hand up covering her face as tears began to roll down.

"I never thought this would happen, it doesn't make sense. I always thought the man who raped my mother was mean, abusive, cruel, and violent, him and his children would amount to nothing because they were all scum." She said between breaths, Elliot patted her back trying to console her, this was as much a shock to him as it was to her, how many hours had he spent working on that case, and nothing.

"You thought he'd be cruel or you hoped he'd be cruel?" Elliot questioned, knowing the real answer.

"The pain he had in his eyes when he saw his daughter upset, her cares about her so much. My mothers rapist was a better parent then my mother." Olivia tried to hold back a sob but it didn't work.

"That's not true, Olivia people change you know that, no parent was better, your mother loved you, you turned out great, both of you ended up here, willing to help people, people who desperately need your help." Elliot tried to console.

"I think that's why I hated her so much at first." Olivia told him trying to stop the tears from falling.

"Why?"

"Because she's so similar to me, I had this gut feeling about her, maybe it wasn't distrust maybe it was something else, like subconsciously I some how knew she had something to do with my mothers rape, whether she or I knew it consciously or not." Olivia told Elliot trying to organize her feelings and sort them out, none of this made sense right now.

"Huang will you please leave me alone I don't want to talk to anyone."

"I don't want to leave you alone right now," George said as he guided her into a room. "You know people make mistakes when they're young, people can change, your father isn't any less of a father because of it."

"That's not what I tell victims, I tell them that he's a piece a crap and should rot in jail but the law is to lenient." Lisa yelled hoping it would somehow rid her of her frustration. Huang knew this was about more then her father going to jail. On the other hand Lisa idolized her father, he protected her and within mere minutes the only person in the world that she trusted, she couldn't trust anymore. "Huang how long did it take for me to accept the past?" she asked knowing he knew the answer, when he was her TA she began having panic attacks and visions of the past. It wasn't until she talked to him that she felt better, he was the only one, other then her father, she had confided in back then. "How many self-defense classes until I felt comfortable?" She asked looking down, her tears had stopped but her feeling of helplessness stayed.

"That was the past, what did I tell you back then? What doesn't kill you may reveal just how strong you really are, look how you've grown because of it? Look who and how you're helping because of it." George looked at her; she had become so much stronger emotionally and physically since he last saw her. Her mental age was much higher than her chronological age; she never really acted her own age, not since he'd known her. When she turned 21 she went to the bar with a couple close friends but lost interest right away. She stood up interrupting his thoughts.

"I really need to be alone right now, ok George?" he was about to protest, "listen I know you're worried, but I just need some time alone to think all this through, I found out just before you and the others. We'll talk tomorrow." She told him as she opened up the door to leave.

Olivia had managed to convince Elliot that she just needed to go home for a little while to rest and eat she'd think about things and would be in here tomorrow. Never the less Elliot insisted on walking her to her car. A door opened as the two walked by both looking, they didn't think there we any interviews being done right now. Lisa almost crashed into them.

"I'm sorry," Lisa apologized before she saw the faces of Elliot and Olivia. "Um hi," was all she could say. Olivia's eyes were red and Elliot didn't know what to say. Lisa sensing there was nothing to be said brushed by them heading for the front doors. She was pretty sure Huang would tell Cragen she wouldn't be in the rest of the day. Once she could no longer see Lisa, Olivia also left. George walked out of the room beside Elliot.

"She's pretty torn up and confused right now," Elliot said seeing George out of the corner of his eye, he nodded.

"So is Lisa, but they're both tough women, they'll figure things out." George answered, knowing they would have to, or they would both eventually break. Elliot nodded and watched Olivia close the door.

Lisa got home sat down and tried to eat, it was almost 4 o'clock it would be getting dark soon. So she threw on her running clothes and headed outside, a run always helped her think clearly. It was nearly 5 pm when she got home, feeling better she went to have a shower and eat something.

Olivia made it home around 5:30 she had planned to go straight home but when she drove by the park she decided a run would be best for her. So she parked her car changed in the nearest bathroom and ran a while before driving home. Sitting down she clicked on the TV just then her cell phone rang, looking at the number she sighed. "Captain I'm fine," she answered her phone instead of the regular hello.

"I wanted to call and make sure, I wasn't sure if I should let Lisa take that case, I had no idea it was in that pile." The Captain told her honestly, she smiled he worried about her too much.

"Captain you made the right choice, we are supposed to solve any case we think we can solve. If I wasn't comfortable with that I wouldn't have joined the squad. I just need some time alone." She assured him, then hung up the phone. At least she knew now why she was so wary of Lisa when she first met her. She knew she wasn't being paranoid but she couldn't explain to Elliot why she had been acting that way to her. She was glad case had been resolved, though it didn't feel as uplifting as she thought it would. 'I also didn't think I be working with the perps daughter.' She thought to herself, she wasn't sure how she felt about Lisa now, 'I know I have to talk to her, I finally found someone with a key to what I inherited from my father. She said her brother and uncle were in jail, maybe I do have a violent gene, it seems all the men on that side are in jail for the one thing I try and prevent in my career.' She was so deep in thought she didn't even notice how late it was, "how is it 9 already?" Olivia asked herself, her eyes were droopy and it felt really good to close them. She grabbed a piece of bread and headed to bed, 'mmm healthy dinner,' she thought to herself once more before drifting off.

A/N: hey hope you guys liked this chapter, it gets more exciting next chapter. I only started watching the show during the summer after a friend got me hooked on it. For the last couple of weeks a local TV network has been playing the season six episodes. I just finished watching the one where Olivia expresses her fears of the genes she inherited from her parents. It's a hearts stopping end, maybe I get a little emotional but I was about ready to cry by the end.

I remember hearing about the episode and it helped me with writing this chapter but I actually saw it tonight, anyway please review it makes me feel better when you do it's very exciting for me : ) I'll update soon I promise, but until then I hope everyone enjoys watching Conviction tomorrow night I know I will.