Yeah so this chapter 3. I don't really like it, but oh well. The stuff in italics is the 'voice', and the stuff in bold is Terra's thoughts responding to the 'voice'. I know it's confusing, but it's the easiest way I could think of doing everything.

Disclaimer: I do not own the Teen Titans.

Everything's wrong

You bring only pain, not only to your self, but to everyone you know. They want you gone, want you dead.

You've done horrible things.

Terra's eyes shot open and she sprung upward. Cold sweat dripped down her forehead. 'He's only in my mind.' she told herself as she tried to catch her breath. She noticed then afterward that she was in a room that she didn't recognize.

"Where am I?" she asked herself. She sat up with her legs dangling off the edge of the medical bed. She stood up, she wobbled a bit at first but then regained her stability. She walked over to the window that was in the plain white room. She looked out at the morning sun. The water was speckled with dancing reflections of the sun. The waves gently splashed up against the rocks.

Terra opened the window. She closed her eyes as the fresh morning air found its way to the open window. The light breeze played with her hair as she stood taking in the warmth of the sun.

Terra slowly opened her eyes. She looked out at the city. She saw a part of it where buildings were no more, and rubble was blanketing the ground. 'I caused that.' She looked away and sighed.

"What's happening to me?" she asked herself as she turned around. Just then a red haired girl with emerald green eyes came into the room. The girl got an ecstatic look about her. Then she flew up to Terra and hugged her, but it was more like a death hold.

"Oh, friend Terra I am happy you are not harmed!" Starfire said while Terra was still in the hug.

"Uh... air." Terra managed to say. Starfire let go of Terra. She had a huge smile plastered on her face.

"Let me tell the others that you have awoken." Starfire told the very confused blonde. 'Who is this girl, and why did she call me her friend, the only time I've seen her is on the TV.' Terra thought to herself as Starfire called the other Titans.

Robin was the first to come into the room. He went and stood by Starfire.

"How are you feeling?" he asked Terra.

"Um, fine, just a little tired." Terra responded hesitantly. Cyborg walked into the room after Terra had said this.

"Hey Terra, have a nice nap." Cyborg joked as he went to the computer in the room. Terra got a really confused look on her face. 'How do they know my name?' she thought as she sat down on the bed. Raven came in the room afterward.

"So you're awake." Raven simply stated. She gave Terra a small glare. Now Terra was really lost.

"Ok, that's it! Who are you guys and how do you know my name?" Terra yelled out of frustration. Robin looked at her as if saying 'what are you talking about?'

"Friend Terra, it is us, your friends." Starfire said with a little sadness in her voice.

"More or less." Raven snapped.

"Don't you remember us?" Cyborg asked. Terra looked at all of them.

"I'm sorry, but I don't know what you guys are talking about. I've never met any of you before." she stated to them. The four Titans looked at each other. Just then a sad looking Beastboy walked into the room.

"Beastboy, there you are." Robin said to him. Beastboy didn't say anything, he just stood there looking at Terra.

"Y-you're the one who helped me, aren't you?" Terra said to Beastboy. The changeling merely nodded. He had heard what Terra said, 'I 've never met any of you before' her words rang through his head.

"Titans, meet outside now." Robin ordered. Then he went out of the room. The other Titans followed. Beastboy gave one last glance at the girl who he once cared about so much about.

Once the rest of the Titans were outside the room Robin stopped his pacing and turned to them. No body said anything at first, then Starfire spoke up,

"What has happened to friend Terra?" Starfire questioned with her hands up to her chest.

"She's obviously lost her memory." Robin stated with out looking up. Raven decided to jump in.

"She could be faking it. She could be trying to get to us again." she said to her teammates.

"She could be, but why would she have lost control like that back in that neighborhood?" Cyborg asked.

"This could all be a plan of hers. We can't trust her." Raven retorted. Beastboy was still looking at the ground.

"Is it really her though?" he said almost in a whisper. The others all looked over at Beastboy.

"It's her alright, I did a DNA test when she was still unconscious, her DNA matches the old Terra's." Cyborg answered his green friend. Robin didn't know what to do. He had forgiven Terra, but he still didn't want to put his team in danger again. It was times like these that he wished that he wasn't the leader.

"I say we let her go of on her own, if she doesn't remember us that's all the better." Raven expressed in her monotone voice.

"We just can't let her wonder the city on her own! She has no memory and no home! I say she's stays." Beastboy finally said. Raven shot a glare towards him.

"I say she goes." Raven bluntly said.

"I wish for friend Terra to stay with us." Starfire told them.

"I don't know what to think." Cyborg said. Then they all looked to Robin. It was his vote that would determine if Terra stayed or went.

"I think...we should let her stay, at least until she regains her memory. Beastboy's right, we can't leave her on her own. But I want her monitored. We're not taking any chances." Robin told his team. Raven couldn't take much more of this. She stormed off to her room to meditate.

The rest of the Titans went back into the medical room. Terra was sitting on the bed still.

"I need to tell my parents where I'm at. They're probably worried about me." Terra said to Robin. Robin looked away. How was he supposed to tell her that her parents are dead.

"Terra, you're parents..." Robin couldn't find it in himself to finish. Terra got a worried expression on her face.

"What's happened to them?" she asked.

"They're...they...they died, along with some of your brothers and sisters." Robin finished. Terra turned pale and her eyes widened. She could feel chills run up her spine.

"Died?" Terra hoarsely choked out.

See, you even killed your own family. Now your alone again,

Shut up!

And it is all your fault.

Stop it! You're not real!

I am as real as the lives you've taken today. What makes you think any one else will want you? What makes you think that you can have a family? You can't have a family and you can't be happy.

Shut up!

And it's all your fault.

Terra shook her head and thoughts away from her mind. Now was not the best time to have some voice in your dreams and mind tell you that you're worth nothing. Terra couldn't say anything. Beastboy went up to her and put a hand on her shoulder.

"If you'd like, you can stay with us for a while." he comforted. She looked up at the green pointy eared boy. She nodded a little bit.

"I'd like that, if it wouldn't too much trouble." the young earth mover said in a whisper.

"Star, why don't you show her to her room." Robin told Starfire. Starfire nodded and grabbed Terra's arm and led her away.

'My room?' Terra thought as the girl known as Starfire dragged her through the halls.

Back at the medical room the boys were having a discussion.

"If she's really lost her memory then we should help her get it back." Beastboy said to the other two boys.

"But how? I don't even know where to begin. And what if she doesn't want our help. I mean we didn't really give her time to think about anything." Cyborg said back to Beastboy.

"We'll ask her tomorrow if she would like us to help her. But in the mean time, nobody tell her anything about her past or Slade. That's too much for her to deal with at the moment." Robin told BB and Cyborg in his leader tone. Both boys nodded.

"Good, now I think we should get some rest. Today's been... tiring." the boy wonder told his team. Cyborg and Robin left the room. Beastboy stayed behind for a bit.

'Everything's all wrong.' he said to himself as he looked out at the part of the city that Terra had crumbled to the ground.

AH! This chapter was way more horrible than I intended it to be. But I guess you have some like that every now and then. Oh well. I hope that you didn't get too lost or annoyed with it. So please review on your way out!

-Randomgirl-