Misunderstood Chapter 1: misunderstood, a teen titans fanfic

misunderstood

ch 1

By the oh so faithful... Iluvyaoi! cheers cheers yes I will atempt a Beast Boy and Raven. Title kinda gives it away. Anyhoo..does a dance for no reason at all

YAY! I'm just SOOOOOOOOOO HAAAPPPPYYY!

here we go...

Beast boy walked into his messy room sighing. Again. He had made a fool of himself again. He was fine if it was just good jokes but sometimes when its right at him it hurt. He couldn't tell anyone how he felt. They didnt understand. Nobody took him serious anymore. he was just a joker, nothing else. Like he had no feelings or something like that. This time he had stormed of during their fit of laughter, fuming. Nobody noticed him go away. Not even Starfire or even the watchful Raven. He was hurt, all it did was bring him pain. He had no one to comfort him or to talk to. He couldnt talk to his friend Cyborg he just never listened. Raven clearly hated him, she would never ever listen to him. He wasnt to familiar with Robin yet and Starfire would tell the others. He could only think about it and having no one to talk to about his feelings. He had made a bad remark and they all saw him as a retard or moron. Thats all they did. "Shut up already beast boy, or you moron." And they would laugh at him. But if he cracked a joke it wasnt funny at all. When they called him names it was funny though. He didnt understand. They were supposed to be his friends. Dont friends comfort you? Or ask you how have you been feeling? Nobody asked him that though. Nobody cared for a green man. Yes man. He referred to himself as a man not a boy. He actually didnt know how to see himself. No wonder I always feel bad about myself. They always put me down. Why am I still here? I don't have any reasons. Why because their my friends? Yeah right. Fighting crime? Putting my life before my fake friends? Why should I? They treat me like shit. They werent even my friends from the beginning.

Beast Boy was wrenched out of his thoughts as a knock came from his door. He got up slowly dreading whoever was on the otherside. Beast Boy stood there. He realized he didnt want to be here anymore. he didnt want to deal with it anymore like he used to. He managed to get himself to move and he answered the door that had still been there knocking.

"Yo grass stain come on. Robin's holding a meeting in the main room." Cyborg said not calling him by his name. "Thats not my na- I'll be there in a second." Beast Boy said I told him fifty times It's Beast Boy! Beast boy! He mentally screamed at Cyborg but kept his mouth shut. "Okay but hurry up" Cyborg said walking to the main room.Beast Boy felt sick. He no longer saw a need for him to live there nor reason to fight for civilians. He slowly walked down the hall way and entered the main room.

Raven sat there reading her book waiting for the last team member to arrive. What's taking him so long? Cyborg told him to hurry up didnt he? Raven thought getting annoyed about him being late. She looked up and saw that the green boy had walked in, face grim. And thats when she felt it. No not just felt it, she saw it.

"Two banks on North street have been robbed and third bank on Lenoxx. A letter was sent to a fourth bank and it says that its going to be robbed tonight. So we are going to surround the building. Starfire you take the roof, Cyborg the other side, Beast Boy you take the back and raven you take the other side. I'll take the front." Robin said pressing some buttons on the main computer and a picture of the bank popping up.

"Then we'll wait." Robin said pulling up a map of the city. "You guys...I cant go with you guys" Beast Boy said his face grim. "What are you chicken or something?" Cyborg said laughing. Everyone looked at Beast boy, smirking. "No. I'm not apart of the teen titans anymore" Beast Boy said no facial expression to try and say he was serious. "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Nice one Beast boy, but this is a serious conversation. Dont crack jokes like that" Cyborg said shaking his head in a I cant believe you look.

Raven was jerked back to reality as Robin began speaking."Two banks on North street have been robbed and third bank on Lenoxx. A letter was sent to a fourth bank and it says that its going to be robbed tonight. So we are going to surround the building. Starfire you take the roof, Cyborg the other side, Beast Boy you take the back and raven you take the other side. I'll take the front." Robin said pressing some buttons on the main computer and a picture of the bank popping up.

Raven looked at Beast Boy. Was he serious? Or was it another one of his jokes? She was confused. I had saw the future by a couple seconds. Is Beast Boy serious?

"Alright lets go" Robin said walking towards the door. Everyone followed, but beast boy just stood there staring at them as they left. "Are you coming?" Raven said turning towards him. "I cant I'm not apart of the teen titans" Beast boy said walking towards the hallway. Raven's eyes just about popped out of her head.

"Raven! Beast Boy! Coming?" Robin said from the t car. She walked up to the car and signaled for them to role down the window. "What?" Robin said poking his head out. "I'm sitting this one out" raven said walking back to the door. " Okkkkk looks like we will be the only ones defending the bank." Robin said leaving the tower.

raven walked in quietly. She had decided to talk to Beast boy about his sudden mood change. She admitted it. She did care for him. Even more than a team member. She loved the little runt. She couldnt help it. She made it to his door and she heard things being moved around and thrown about.

''Beast Boy?" Raven said knocking. "Come in if you want" Beast Boy said nervous around her. He was especially nervous around Raven. She was special in his eyes, more than a team member, more than a friend. If she didnt understand him now though, she wouldnt understand at all.

There was a long silence before Raven spoke. "Was it true what you said at the meeting?" Raven said dreading the worst. "Yes" Beast boy said not wanting to say much about it. he already felt terrible leaving them.

ok...wait for the next chapter...R&R WEEEEEEE runs up wall

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