The Affair II: The Pavilion
Gloomy
shadows met me as I slowly made my way to our rendesvous point. I was
nervous, taking my time, knowing that he won't be there even if I
was. He was always later than me. Always. Makes me wonder why it
seems that I'm the one who's chasing him when he's always one step
behind.
Reaching the pavilion, I closed my eyes and took a
deep breath. Cool air entered my stuffed lungs as I exhaled my
frustrations away.
This was the reason why I had to
come.
To feel that I wasn't alone, to feel that the world was
at my feet, to feel...
Strong, supply arms found their way
round me as I was pushed into a hard, streamlined body. Warm breaths
found their way to my ear as he hugged me tightly, whispering my name
over and over again like a mantra he never wants to forget. I leaned
back, wanting to crush myself into him. To lose my flesh, my blood,
my bones and to meld into him... to become one forever.
Breathing
in his scent, I released the breaths of exhaustion from my weary
limbs. He was all the strength I needed.
"'Nishi,"
I whispered, "You're here." All the while smiling to myself
at that revelation.
He was here for me now. I didn't need
forever, forever doesn't exist. But now, now can last
forever, if I just close my eyes and believe, and make it so. Now
is forever in my reach.
"I told you I'd be, didn't
I?" His voice, gruff with emotions unexplained and
undecipherable, simply flowed through me as he clutched onto me
tighter than before, if it was even possible. "You know I'd
never say a word I don't mean."
Grinning, I held onto
his hands as I spun out of his embrace to face him, our hands still
linking us, like two dancers waiting in position for the music to
start.
"Oh really?" He arched an elegant eyebrow at
my teasing words. Smirking slightly, he took a step towards me as
though daring me to take a step backwards. But I was no fool. Who
would step away from someone like him? Who could?
"Are
you calling me a liar, ma'am?" His voice dropped to a
merely whisper as his eyes spoke volumes of the thoughts that were
running through his mind. Thoughts that only I had the code to break.
This young boy did not realise the extent to which I knew him and he
belonged to me. But that did not matter. Now was all that
did.
"Would I dare?" Standing my ground, the
sardonic grin on my face only widened at his stance. This was a
challenge I was willing to see to the end.
"So do you
believe what I said?" He cocked his head to the side, sizing me
up, looking for weaknesses in my defence, a game we started playing
since this affair began.
Attack.
"That
would depend on what you're saying."
Hold your
defense.
"What if I said..."
Keep
your enemy guessing to the last minute.
"... that
I..."
Never let your defense or attack have the
possibility of being counter-attacked.
"... love
you?"
Somehow, the music has started playing, but the
dance was long forgotten.
*Tsuzuku*
A/N: A little note
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Alright, about this
chapter, not much to say really, although this is already the second
chapter, it's only in the next chapter that the true 'action' begins
(and it gets lenghtier) so please endure. Have fun! and don't forget
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~Haruko
