First of all. I'd like to thank everyone who reviewed. I seriously didn't think I'd get reviews so quickly, let alone 4 reviews. In 24 hours. Wow. Ialmost screamed when I read them. I felt so happy! And I'm so sorry if I ruined your day with this story. I didn't think it would be so sad. I mean, I knew it would be sad, because, this is suicide we're dealing with. But I thought that I didn't put in enough details to make it a true angst. But anyway, thank you for the reviews. I'm taking all your suggestions into consideration. Ok, here's chapter 2. I hope it's as good as the first one...
DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the characters or the show of the Fairly Odd Parents. whines WHY!
Ok, on with the story.lol
Timmy stared at Wanda and Cosmo. The look on Wanda's face was truly one of shock and sadness. She had never thought that the bright eyed bouncy girl would fall into such a depression so fast that she'd take her own life. And she never though Timmy of all people would wish someone dead. But she knew she couldn't be mad at her godson. He may have wished it, but she had been gone before he had even thought of the wish. She knew it wasn't his fault. Yet, at the same time, it was all his fault.
They all sat there staring at each other silently. Even Cosmo had gripped what had happened, and looked at Timmy with a slight look of anger. For the next ten minutes, nobody uttered a sound.
Timmy was the first to break the unpenetrable silence. "Fine." he said coldly, "I'm glad she's dead. Dump her in a lake for all I care!" He turned and walked out of his room, leaving Wanda and Cosmo speechless.
"What's happened to him?" Cosmo finally said.
"He's become so cold. " Wanda shook her head, a tear rolling down her cheek. She turned and looked out the window, looking towards Tootie's house, only two streets over. She sighed. I never thought...Tootie..of all people. But still, it could have been expected. Why ?"
Cosmo joined her. "Wanda, in this crazy life, people are like bananas. Bananas are always fine. But if they don't get eaten soon, they get more and more brown spots. They might not seem like a big deal, but after a while, they get so many spots that when someone finally takes that banana, it's no good anymore. It's already been consumed by the monkey of death."
Wanda stared at him. In a way, that actually made sense. Those constant rejections from Timmy were like the brown spots. And they finally wasted her. But still...
"How could you use such a stupid comparison!" she smacked him on the arm.
"Ow!"
"Don't you get it!" she shouted, "Tootie's gone. And there's no way we can bring her back!" She broke into tears. Cosmo simply held her, this time saying nothing. He felt the same pains she did. They could only hope that Timmy would too.
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one month later
Timmy walked out of school, frowning. Wanda and Cosmo poofed and floated next to him.
"What's wrong?" Cosmo said.
"Somethings been missing." Timmy spoke. " I don't know what."
"Could it be that Tootie's no longer here to bother you?"
"No. That's been great!" he frowned again,"It really has been great...but...I miss it. I miss Tootie bugging me."
Cosmo exchanged a look with his wife. They smiled weakly. Perhaps Timmy was finally feeling remorse. "Can you guys make her come back?" Timmy's words were sincere.
"We thought you'd never ask!" Cosmo said, smiling. They waved their wands, only to be greeted by that flbt. Timmy grimaced."You can't bring her back, can you?"
Wanda frowned. "No. I...I suppose not."
Timmy shrugged. "Oh well. No big deal. I just miss her. That's all." he looked up, " Is there a way I could talk to her?"
Wanda and Cosmo nodded, and waved their wands.
Suddenly, they were in a strange place. There were lots of people in their own individual "cases", you could say. They were in the middle of nowhere. "Where are we?" Timmy asked. He felt confused, yet felt a little hope that he could see Tootie one last time...he hoped.
"We're in FairyWorld." Wanda sighed," this is where we go to see deceased ones. This is a very rural part of FairyWorld, far from everywhere else." She waved her wand again, and all the cases started top fly past them. Timmy's hair whipped around his head, and he felt as if his clothes would be ripped off his body. He was slightly worried.He yelled above the roar of the wind,"What's going on?"
"We're locating Tootie!" the pink haired fairy replied. Cosmo remained silent. Timmy winced. The wind was starting to hurt. He fell backwards, sliding with the breeze. It stopped. Everything was quiet. He stood up.
"Timmy?"
He turned around. In front of him was Tootie. "Too--" he couldn't even finish saying her name. He looked down, ashamed. This was the girl he had wished dead. After she was dead. He stared at his sneakers.
"What happened? How did you die?" he asked.
Wanda and Cosmo poofed themselves away. They hadn't told Timmy how Tootie had died. They left, and Tootie and Timmy were alone.
Tootie stared at him. She didn't speak. Timmy stared back. He hadn't realized until now how cold she seemed. Her voice was gentle, but her face, her eyes, her expression was blank, desolate. Herviolet eyes seemed to look past him, into nothing. And her now pallid skin seemed to give off acoolness that made Timmy shiver.
"I didn't intentd to." she stared into nothing, still. "I was just cutting myself. To take my mind off of what had happened. But it didn't work. So I took the knife I was cutting myself with and stabbed myself." Her eyes stopped staring at the nothingness and stared straight into his blue eyes. Her voice became cold and angry.
"Because of you."
Timmy took a step back, surprised."What!"
"You!" her voice rose a bit."You were always rejecting me. But I never gave up. I was stupid to think you'd ever change. You humiliated me. You broke my heart. YOU DID THIS!" she was yelling now. She stared at him angrily. "YOU couldn't see that someone like you for who you are! YOU caused all my pain. YOU were the reason for my death, Timmy Turner! YOU! It's all your fault! And I hate you for it! I hate you! I hate you!"
Timmy stared at her in shock as she continued her rant. She screamed and hit him, beating his arms and shoulders.
"I can't believe I ever gave my heart to you! How could you!" Tears streamed down her angry face.
Wanda reappeared. He's had enough. she thought. She raised her wand and poofed them both away. The instant they disappeared, Tootie fell back into death's hands and fell into her case.
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Timmy woke up in a cold sweat. Had that really happened? He shook it off. He was still holding a grudge against her. It wasn't was bad as before, but a grudge is a grudge. He looked at his clock. It was 9:45. He was really late for school. But he didn't feel like going. He just wanted to stay home. He felt angry. Angry at Tootie.
Wanda poffed and once again, floated next to him. Cosmo stayed in the fishbowl. He had nothing to say to Timmy lately.
"Should I poof you to school?" she asked.
"Nah." was all he said in response. He got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. He stared at himself in the mirror.
So this is whatI've become, he thought to himself. But still, Tootie had no right to humiliate him like that. Sure, it was sad that she'd died, but still, if she wanted to commit suicide, who was he to stand in her way? There was nothing he could do but say yes to her. And even then, he'd have been lying.
His eyes were slightly bloodshot. By now, Tootie would've been outside his window, seeing if he was okay. It was refreshing with her not doing so anymore. But still, as they'd entered high school, she'd layed off a little. She didn't bug him as much. He felt a slight twang of guilt as he remembered how he'd told her harshly:
I DON'T love you!...leave me alone!...
And he remembered her hurt voice:
Bu---but Timmy, I--...
He shook his head. He had to move on. Besides, there was nothing he could do now that she was gone. Except try wishing her back again. He ran to Wanda as fast as he could. She was in the fishbowl again. He grabbed the bowl.
"Quick! I WISH Tootie were back again! I wish she were alive. And I really mean it!"
Wanda shook her head."We can't interfere with life and death situations. She's no longer alive. And that's done."
Timmy sighed. It was worth a shot. "Whatever", he muttered and walked out of his room. He shook his head again. As much as he hated to admit it, he missed Tootie.
But he only missed her being alive.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Ok, I hope this chapter was good. I don't think it was because I couldn't make it as angsty. All the angst was coming from Tootie's emotions. But now that she's gone, I can't make the chapters as good. Man!...
Thanks again for the reviews. If you have any suggestions,I am all ears. But I do have a few ideas...
MisterBlue: I'm sorry for ruining your day. I really am. But yes, I agree, I don't think that Timmy would wish someone dead, even in the worst of moods. But it was my only opetion. My plotline for this story was for Tootie to commit suicide, and forTimmy to wish without knowing it already happened. (It will add to his guilt in later chapters.)
Dean kiwidean: Thank you for the suggestion. I might use that idea, and if I do, I'll be sure to give you credit.
Barry: I'm going to assume you want more chapters? Lol. I'm kidding. But I'm glad you liked the story.
BWLiiAfanatic: Sorry for ruining your mood! I reread the story, and I see what you mean. Timmy doesn't fit his character. But as I said, it is for later purposes that I had him do this. But don't worry. He'll be back to normal character after a while. (Well, whatever is considered normal for a 15 year old Timmy Turner. lol) I was surprised and happy when you said that I wrote it so perfectly. And I agree, suicide is a very sad thing. And it's sad to see what love can do to people. And whatever it is that you saw happen in real life, I'm so sorry.
Please R&R! ( for the new peeps out there, that means "read and review". lol)
I hope this chapter was to your liking!