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Chapter 2
At work the next day, Pan was looking at herself in her compact mirror, scowling at how poorly her cover up "covered up." The purple of her oh so lovely bruise showed through brilliantly. Closing the mirror, she set herself back to work at creating a new invention.
Jessa walked in the room just a moment later, the coffees she held sloshed about in their convenient café cups with lids, which was good because it would've been all over Jessa's shirt.
However, lids don't prove very helpful when the cup's dropped on the floor.
Jessa stood transfixed by Pan, who looked up to see a very startled best friend and coffee all over the floor.
" Pan, what happened to your face?" she asked quickly, and also rather bluntly as well. Pan gave her a look.
" Oh, it's nice to see you, too." Pan said sarcastically.
" Pan I'm serious," said Jessa in a voice much unlike her own, " Did that bastard hit you?"
" Relax, will you?! And keep your voice down." She said, and went to shut the door.
" Oh, my god. . .why didn't you call me? Did you spend the night with that ass?" she said, her voice quiet yet it trembled with anger. Pan shook her head slowly, leaning on the door.
" I ran out right after he hit me," began Pan, "He left by the time I came up, and I locked the door afterwards. I'm ok, now, really."
" Pan," Jessa said softly, walking over to Pan and taking her hand, " I want you to come live with me. It's not safe where you are now. He's dangerous."
" I'll be fine. I'm giving it a few weeks to see how things are."
" NO! Pan, this is bad! He hit you! Don't you understand? Giving him another chance will only make things worse! I don't want you hurt." she screamed out, looking as if she was about to cry. Pan moved in to give her a hug.
" Listen, the moment things get bad, I'll leave, ok? I just want to see if he can go back to the way he was, to the man I loved. Please, just trust me on this. I promise I'll leave him if he hits me again."
Jessa waited for a moment to let Pans words sink in. If she wanted to try it her way, fine. But she would get hurt one way or another, and Jessa knew it. She wanted to beat some sense into Pans head, anything to get her to see what she was setting herself up for. But she couldn't. No matter how much she cared about her, she couldn't interfere with something like love. Jessa knew Pan would get hurt, but she had to let Pan find that out for herself.
" Fine," she exclaimed, "have it your way. But if he hits you again, I'm going to personally kick his ass."
" Only after I'm finished with him." Pan said back, and smiled widely.
" Oh yeah, you take those class things that makes you all Jackie Chan-like." She scoffed. Pan gave a laugh and walked back to her desk.
" Maybe you should, too. You're looking a bit. . . frail."
" Shut up." She muttered incoherently, sitting down at her own desk, but just as she did so, Mr. Briefs walked in, standing in the doorway rather shyly.
" Miss Son, can I speak to you for a moment outside?" he asked unsurely. Pan nodded, a look of alarm came to her face. He was going to ask about the little incident the night before. She knew it! She knew that he would be curious as to why she blurted out everything.
After Pan was outside of her and Jessa's office, Mr. Briefs turned to face her. 'Oh, here it comes. . .' she thought sourly.
" The prototype was amazing, Miss Son," he told her, and her mouth dropped to the floor. She was not expecting that.
" It ran perfectly, and there weren't any problems whatsoever. I'm impressed." He continued, and she flushed, and murmured a "thank you".
" It wasn't really all me, sir, you helped yourself, remember?" she told him, her face still a bright red.
" Don't even think about that," he said with a wave of his hand, " It was all you. I expect great things later on, Miss Son."
She gave another thanks, and was about to go back into her office when Mr. Briefs said, "Oh yes, there's something else I'd like to say."
' Oh, shit. . .'
" About last night, I'd like to apologize." He said calmly.
Yet another surprise.
" It wasn't my place to lecture or give advice. I was just concerned." Pan was almost ashamed of herself! Here was Mr. Briefs, saying that he was concerned about her well being, and—
' Wait a minute, did he say "concerned"?' she asked herself. She thought that he never showed emotion. If it were in any other situation, she would've thought it awkward, but she was far too preoccupied to think about it.
" Oh, please don't be! I'm fine, and there's really nothing to worry about. I can handle myself. I'm really sorry I acted like a jerk, in a hallway, of all places." Speaking of which, that brought her to another point.
" Um, if I may ask, what were you doing in that apartment building last night?" she asked quickly, unable to keep the curiosity from her voice. About a million theories fluttered into her head. He could've been visiting a friend there, or going there to check out the facilities for some unknown project. Or maybe(she gave a silent snort at this) he was visiting a secret woman. But that theory left as soon as it came. She just couldn't see him reacting with other women. His voice suddenly penetrated her thoughts.
" Well, Miss Son, I am entitled to live somewhere, am I not?" he said smoothly, and it caught her off guard.
" You what? In that little apartment building?" she asked in disbelief.
" Oh, I thought it was nice. I like older buildings, and that place caught my eye. I moved there a few months ago. And what about you, do you live there, too?"
" Yep," she replied, still a little dazed, "I live on the forth floor."
" I'm on the fifth. Maybe you can come over and talk with me about all your ideas. I'm eager to learn more about your theories." Said Mr. Briefs in a inquisitive tone. Pan raised her brow questioningly.
" S-sure." She stammered. And he then did the most surprising thing that had happened in all the time Pan had worked for Capsule Corporation.
Trunks Briefs smiled.
Pan's eyes widened at this. It was just a small, insignificant gesture, but it did something to him. It made him more human. But she knew it wasn't a true smile. She could still see pain in his eyes. But it was a start. Pan felt herself smile, too.
" See you around then, Mr. Briefs." She exclaimed , and made to open the door. When she did, a very flustered Jessa tumbled out onto the floor. She got up, red faced and embarrassed, and she straitened her skirt.
" You know, this carpet is really nice," was all she said before running back into the office. Pan let out a laugh and Mr. Briefs shook his head and walked away.
Pan entered the office again and sat down, her smile still firmly attached. Jessa turned to Pan with a scowl embedded into her face.
" I just made a total ass out of myself." She said scornfully. Pan nodded her head quickly in response and Jessa threw her pen at her.
" Sorry, Jessa. You should've seen yourself."
" Oh, yes, hahahah. It's so damn funny," she yelled, throwing herself down in her chair, then added as an afterthought "I heard your whole conversation, by the way."
" Well, I guess you know that he lives in the same building as me now. It's so weird. I swear I would've run into him at one point or another."
" Pan, you've been living there for a year, and you still don't know anyone that's' living there, why would you know about him?" said Jessa.
" Shut up. I know two other people." Pan said in an attempt to defend herself.
" Was it just my imagination, or was "Trunks Briefs the expressionless" actually smiling?" Jessa asked with a gleeful glint in her eyes.
" Yeah," said Pan, "It's really strange. But one thing's for sure, he looked really good. . ."
" HA, I told you he was hot!" Jessa screamed. Pan became extremely flustered and went back to her work, mentally slapping herself for letting that slip.
The next two weeks went smoothly for Pan. Kyo had come home the day after he hit her, saying that he was so drunk that he didn't know what he was doing, and he actually begged for forgiveness. Pan was so surprised that she didn't stop him from hugging her. Yes, it seemed as though everything would be alright.
However, things didn't stay so smooth at the apartment for long. Soon enough, Kyo was back to his old tricks. He stayed out late, came home, and drank even more than he had before, but he was still as sweet as pie to her, so Pan didn't think twice about it.
One day at work, Mr. Briefs came to Pan's office while she was updating a new idea of hers. She looked rather scruffy in comparison to him; the sleeves of her white sweater were rolled up messily, and her hair was pulled back in a sloppy pony tail. Some hair, for it was too short, slipped out and loosely hung around her face. She bit her pen profusely as she pushed her reading glasses back onto her nose. It was a huge contrast to Trunks Briefs. His soft, purple hair was perfectly groomed as always, and his black button up shirt matched well with his super ironed kaki pants. Pan looked up after a few minutes of him standing there and blushed immediately.
" M-Mr. Briefs, I didn't see you there!" she cried out, jumping out of her seat. He held up two coffees from the cafe in the building and walked over to her with his large stride.
" That must be because you haven't had your coffee yet. I noticed that Miss Arvy isn't here today, and wondered where you would get your supply of daily caffeine. I was on my way to get some myself and I thought I might as well bring you one and we could mull over this new idea I've heard so much about." Pan smiled brightly.
" How sweet of you," she said in a warm tone, "Jessa's sick with the flu. When I went to pick her up(because her car's in the shop) she was on her couch barfing."
Pan didn't expect him to say much, due to his inability to show much emotion, but too her surprise his eyebrow twitched uncomfortably.
" Er, yes, I received a call from Miss Arvy this morning about her illness." He said with all the formality he could muster. Pan smiled to herself. She wondered if Mr. Trunks Briefs was one of those men who couldn't take a dirty conversation. She could have loads of fun with him, but for the sake of her job, she decided against it.
" Well, what is it you wanted to know about?" she asked, pushing her chair away from her desk to get a better look at him. He grabbed Jessa's empty seat and sat next to her.
" This invention everyone has been talking about for the last few days. I hear you want to design a new under water craft. What's wrong with the 3065 model?" he asked her, taking a sip of his coffee. She fidgeted as he set his stare on her.
" I know it's tech has just been updated," she began unsurely, " and that we spent a lot of money trying to make it more of a durable product.. . ."
Pan hesitated for a moment. He raised a brow as she bit her lower lip.
" Do you mind if I tell you exactly what I have to say?" she asked quietly.
" If you think it's something that I should know about, by all means tell me." He told her, placing his chin on his folded hands and listened attentively. 'He looks positively adorable sitting like that' Pan told herself, but shook the thought out of her head.
" The people who did the improvements did a horrible job." She said bluntly, and needless to say that he was taken aback.
" Have you actually seen the new model? You can't go deep sea diving for more than twenty minutes at a time. The water pressure is too much for the exterior of the craft. The outside wasn't made to equalize the pressure between the water and the air inside. There could be major problems for buyers who use them."
Mr. Briefs looked at her closely before nodding his head.
" What do you suggest we do?" he asked, running a hand threw his oh so glorious hair.
" Let me take over the remodeling, and I can improve it." She said confidently. He nodded once again and his eyes glanced over to the clock. His eyes widened and he wrote something down on a piece of paper furiously.
" I'm so sorry to cut this short, but I was supposed to be in a meeting ten minutes ago. Here's my apartment number. I was hoping you could come by later and tell me more about this situation. This is truly distressing to hear. . .
" Will I see you tonight then?"
" I don't have a problem with it. I'll be over at eight, if that's ok." She replied, taking a long drink from her coffee.
" That sounds fine with me. I guess I'll be waiting for you." and he left without another word. Pan watched him as he did, a pondering look graced her features. Why was he so formal all the time? He seemed so distant. And another thing, why didn't he supervise the water craft? He seemed to enjoy making inventions, it would've been a thrill for him. Well, he wanted to talk about it tonight anyways. She could ask him about it then.
' I just hope tonight will be one of those nights Kyo disappears.'
Pan found herself knocking on the door of apartment number 5 18, waiting expectantly at three minutes to eight. She straitened the pair of jeans that she had on nervously. She hoped that he didn't expect her to wear her work cloths, she liked her pants. 'They're just so cute. . .'
Trunks Briefs opened the door, and to her relief he was wearing jeans, too. ' He looks so different in regular clothes. It makes him more approachable. Hmm, he looks cuter then my jeans. . .'
" I'm glad you could make it, Miss Son." He said, welcoming her inside his apartment. She looked around, expecting to see lavish items everywhere: huge leather furniture, big artistic pictures, creates and creates of expensive junk from Africa, all the rich guy stuff. But she was surprised to find a normal, squashy couch with a matching set of chairs, normal little frames with just regular pictures in it, and a bunch of rather modest things. Wasn't he supposed to be rich?!
" Is something the matter?" he asked, and she jumped at the remark.
" Oh," she said, blushing furiously, "I'm sorry, I was just expecting to see more of a. . . lavish setting." She finished meekly.
" I get that a lot." He said after a moment with a very light smile, "I'm sorry to disappoint you, but if it makes you feel better I have a huge TV."
Pan let out a loud, ringing laugh at this. He stood there watching her. For some weird reason, it intrigued him. It wasn't the annoying, false laugh that he grew so accustomed to. It was warm. . . pretty. Becoming quite aware of herself, Pan immediately stopped, blushing to her roots.
" Sorry, I know I have an obnoxious laugh. I get a little carried away. Just stop me next time I do that." She told him.
" No, I don't find it obnoxious at all," he said, almost sweetly, " It's quite. . .charming."
Her face was so warm that she could swear it was on fire.
" Well, if you could sit down, we can continue our conversation." He continued, sitting down gracefully onto his chair. She followed suite, fidgeting a little as he stared at her expectantly.
" Well, as I said before," she started, "the team who worked the project didn't improve the model all that much. The appearance factor, yes, but the usefulness, no. The pressure in the cabin will cause the water craft to explode. It's in the company's best interest if we remodel it, considering all the faults of the old one."
" Then I guess we have our work cut out." He told her, leaning into his chair. Pan looked surprised.
" We, sir?" she asked in disbelief. He nodded his head.
" It's not that I don't trust you, Miss Son," explained Mr. Briefs, "but from what you've told me, I have to supervise the more expensive projects. I really screwed up, didn't I?"
She shook her head, a little surprised that he was showing her a some what vulnerable side, and told him in a reassuring voice, "You're important to the company, you have to make choices to be in one place or another. No one holds it against you."
" I suppose, but I still think it would be wise if I help this one a little bit. I don't want another problem erupting and having you to be the person to take the blame. If it would be anyone's fault, it would be mine. So, do you think that we could be partners for a while?" Pan looked thoughtful for a moment, and then turned to face him.
" Only if you can answer me one question." She said, and he bit his lip in response.
" It depends," he told her coolly, "but go ahead and ask."
" Well, why is it that you didn't help with the water craft? And it's really not just this one, it seems like you never can help with the other projects, too. You're too brilliant of a man to be locked up in an office all day."
For a moment, Pan could make out a faint blush of Mr. Briefs cheeks. The man was actually blushing!
" T-thank you, Miss Son," he said, his voice a little less composed then normal, "Not too many people tell me that and make me believe it. As for you question. . .it's hard to explain. I have an obligation to my family, as you are well aware that it is indeed a family corporation, and I have to do what I can for the company as its president. It was my mother's wish before she went."
" Oh, I'm so sorry," Pan said quickly, "when did she die?" Trunks Briefs gave a small smile at this, and it looked as if he was trying to hold back a laugh.
" My mother is perfectly well, she retired a little over a year ago and is enjoying her life in England. However, she can't stand not working so she develops new products whenever she can. As for me not being able to work on many of the projects, it's because I have to keep the company running. There's no one that I can trust who can help me, so I spend most of my time trying to keep everything in order."
" Your mother had helped her father until you came, right?" she asked and he nodded his head, "Then you began to help when he retired. So if your mom hates to not work, why don't you ask her to help run the company?"
Mr. Briefs shook his head with a sigh, "You have to understand, I don't want to make my mother think that I'm unhappy. If I ask her to come back, then she'll try to take over everything. I couldn't have her do that."
At that moment, Pan felt particularly bold. She made to look dead center into his eyes to make sure he wasn't lying.
"Are you unhappy?" she asked quietly. Nothing was said for a while, and from the strained look on his face, Pan inferred that he was asking himself the same question.
"I'm not sure," he said honestly, "I guess I am. . ."
Pan watched him as he sat there in self reflection. His brow was knotted, a frown deep on his face. It was as if he had just realized that he was unhappy with his current position. If only there was something that she could do for him.
"Well then, enough about that," he said as he got up from his seat, "we have a good part of the night to start planning about this, so lets get started, that is, if you don't mind staying for a little longer?"
"Of course not," she replied, relieved that the silence was over, "And I'm way ahead of you with the planning. I've already started a few days ago. I have it all on my lap top."
"The surprises just keep on coming with you, don't they?" he questioned, and she shook her head enthusiastically, "I guess I'll go get us some coffee, then."
She flashed him a smile and he went into his kitchen. She got up from her seat to grab her laptop, which was over by the coat rack. She lifted it from the ground and turned around to make her way back, but as she did so, she knocked into a table with a bunch of papers on it. She cursed her clumsiness and began to pick them up and order them the best she could. Suddenly something caught Pan's eye, and she quickly placed the rest of the papers onto the table. She picked it up and realized it was a picture frame. She looked at the picture closely, and her eyes widened with shock.
It was a very happy looking Trunks Briefs with a beautiful blond woman. It had to have been a recent photo, because they were standing in front of a restaurant built about a year ago. He had his arm around her comfortably and she held his hand. He was looking at her adoringly with an expression that she never thought would come to his eyes.
Love.
Pan smiled a little at the thought, but it left quickly when she heard a noise behind her.
"What are you doing?" Trunks Briefs asked quietly, his tone a little angered. Pan spun around quickly, placing the photo down.
"I'm so sorry, I knocked into the table when I went to get my computer. I just picked up the picture. I never meant to look at it." she said frantically. After saying "sorry" about a million times, Mr. Briefs calmly interrupted her.
" It's quite alright, Miss Son," he said, "I'm not offended. Lets get started now shall we?" He placed the coffee down on a table between the two chairs.
" S-sure." Said Pan, a little shaken up. They sat down once more and began to discuss feverishly about the ideas Pan had.
Four hours and six cups of coffee later, Pan got up to stretch. Her back giving a satisfying crack, she grabbed her laptop and prepared to leave.
" It's getting late," said Pan, "I really appreciate you helping me with this."
" It's no problem, really," he said to her, getting up to walk her to the door, "Come over any time you wish. Tonight was. . .the most fun I've had in a while."
" Oh, come on, you had to have been secretly wishing that I was gone," Pan said with a laugh, "You're just being nice."
" Ok, you got me there." He said in a joking manner. Pan smiled again, but soon replaced it with a more somber expression.
" Uh. . . Mr. Briefs?" she asked unsurely.
" Yes?" he replied back. She hesitated for a moment. Was what she was about to ask appropriate? Of COURSE not! But it could finally answer her questions about why he was the way he was.
" That girl. . .I'm assuming she's your girlfriend, am I right?" she said slowly. His eyes flinched for a moment, as if he was hit with a brick.
" Was. . ." he corrected. She nodded her head. She was getting somewhere now.
" If I'm prying too far into your life, please tell me." she said softly, "I just wanted to know little more . . .about you."
He stood there for a moment, looking as if he was debating with himself. He already knew so much about her life, and she hardly knew anything about his. ' I've never told anyone this. . .' he thought to himself, ' But I owe her some explanation, she gave me one about her relationship.' At last, he looked up, his eyes no longer firm and emotionless, but unbalanced and swirling with pain.
"We broke up about five months ago." he said, his gaze drifting to the floor, and Pan was taken aback. He was actually going to say something!
"It was. . . a painful separation. I thought she cared about me, but it turns out she cared about my money. She ended up cheating on me with some other rich guy who would "spend more on her". It's really my fault, come to think about it. I was different once. Arrogant, rude, I thought bad things of people working "lower" jobs. . .I was just not a nice person. I use to think that money was so important, that it could make me happy. I thought it would make her happy too. Image was all that mattered to her. I had to have that house, I had to have that new car. . . it was all for her wants. I thought it would be enough for her, but it wasn't. That's why I moved here, so I could get away from all of that superficial stuff. So I could get away from the memory of her. . ."
Mr. Briefs looked up to see a solemn Pan. She didn't look piteous or upset. ' She's going to think I'm weird now. She won't want to speak with me anymore. Why did I tell her all of that?'
"I'm sorry Miss Son, I've never told anyone, I didn't mean to say all of that to you, I—"
"Please, don't be," she interrupted, her voice slightly wavering, "You shouldn't apologize for anything. She should be the one who's sorry. What she did was wrong, it's not your fault. Women like that. . .they don't deserve men like you." He looked shocked at her reply. Was she for real?
"You wouldn't have said that if you knew me a year ago." He said with a small smile, " Well, I guess I should really thank her. If it wasn't for her money groveling ways, I'd still be the same. I think I like living a more simple life, anyways."
"Well, who you were then doesn't matter. You're a good man now, and don't let her ruin what your life could be. She's not in it anymore, and that's her loss." Pan said softly, in a sweet, comforting manner.
" Thank you," he said slowly, "you know, you're a very. . .different person. I don't think I've met anyone quite like you before."
" Is that a good thing?" she asked him, raising a perfectly arched brow. He shrugged a little.
" I think so. No one else I know would've comforted me the way you did just now, especially someone you hardly know."
Pan studied his face with a new interest. It seemed a little lighter, less expressionless. Maybe she was getting through to him. However, there was still a missing part to him, the part that was destroyed when he was betrayed by the one he loved. She vowed to herself right then and there that she would help Mr. Trunks Briefs to become a whole person again by the only way she could.
She would do it by befriending him.
"Well, sir," said Pan, "maybe this would be a good thing, us getting to know each other. Some are open to friendship, some are just afraid to let others find out who they really are. Are you afraid?"
He gawked at her, his gaze held rather intensely with her own, searing through her as if he was trying to find anything to indicate that she was lying to him, trying to hurt him. But he could find nothing. He shook his head lightly.
" So what do you say, can we be friends?" she asked him, holding out her hand. He grabbed it hesitantly, shaking it.
" I'm a little foreign with the subject, but I'll try." He exclaimed, and then he smiled. Not the small ones that he could manage every once in a while, a huge, broad one that took over all of his face. It wasn't even like the one at the office the day after Kyo had hit her. It wasn't sad, it was a true, beautiful smile, one that Pan became entranced with. She suddenly wanted to see more of his smiles, see what was really inside of him.
" You know something, sir," Pan said, opening the door, "You have a nice smile. You should show it off more. See you at work." And with that, she gave him a peck on the cheek.
Pan turned and left the apartment with a bounce in her step. Mr. Briefs stared at her retreating back incredulously, a hand flying to where her lips were just a minute ago.
" Yeah. . . tomorrow."
It was safe to say that Pan's relationship with Trunks Briefs was certainly different then it was before. At work he'd give her a friendly wave or pull her aside for a little chat. The water craft turned out to be a big hit. What was more important though was that Trunks Briefs was happier then she had ever seen him. She picked up quickly that he was still a little mistrusting, but she couldn't do anything about it except for just to let him get to the point where he was totally comfortable with her all on his own. But that wasn't what was on her mind at the moment.
Pan was at her favorite food store picking out something special for Kyo. She was let off two hours early and he was still at work. He had been so good to her lately. Giving her back massages; buying her little gifts. Nothing bad had happened for a month. She thought she'd give him a little treat tonight. . .
Opening her car door and turning the ignition on, she thought dreamily to herself. Finally it seemed as though she got her old boyfriend back. Oh, how she missed the feeling of being loved by someone. Well. . .actually he hadn't said he loved her quite yet., but it was only a matter of time! Kyo wasn't the type of guy to express his feelings all the time, anyway. Soon. . .soon he'd tell her.
Pan opened the door quietly, smiling the whole while. With her coat and hat still on, she set down the bag with all of the ingredients that she was going to use on dinner that night on the counter. Humming to herself, she opened the fridge and grabbed out some sauce and proceeded to open it. But sounds of . . .something rang out through the apartment.
" What the hell. . .?" Pan said aloud. Was someone in her apartment? Come to think of it, the apartment was unlocked when she came home. What was going on? Was there a burglar there?
Going to her closet, Pan grabbed a wooden sword her uncle had sent her when she was in one of her "phases". Martial arts had been the only thing she had kept up through the years as a serious hobby. Everything else was just fun little projects. She went through them often, just to liven up her life a bit. The month before had been Pilates, and this month was sword fighting. Flinging the sword over her shoulder, she began to follow the sounds of thumping. Taking careful foot steps forward so not to make a sound, she soon found herself outside of her bedroom. Gripping the sword until her knuckles turned a nasty shade of purple, she reached out to open the door just a crack.
Well, she could rule the burglar theory out, for it was definitely not a burglar.
Pan stared as if she was paralyzed in horror by the sight of Kyo in her bed with some girl wrapped in her sheets, but he didn't seem to notice her. Kinda like most of the time, except he was having sex with some dirty blonde woman. Yes, they were too caught up in the "fun" that they were having to see her almost fall to pieces at the site. Her sword slipped from her shoulder, a loud "clack" stopped the commotion on the bed just long enough for Kyo to look up and see a rather pained Pan.
Ah, so he finally noticed her.
" P-Pan, honey!" he stuttered, and proceeded to say stupidly, " What are you doing here?" He quickly got up, trying to find his boxers, but tripped on the comforter. The blond woman gave him a look.
" Kyo, darling, just call me later," she said drawlingly, as if she was found in bed with another woman's boyfriend often, then got up and slipped on her dress, "Come over after your done with this." She gave a cold stare over to Pan and continued to walk, brushing by Pan with a smirk. Pan resisted the urge of strangling her and set her eyes on the half dressed Kyo. Oh, yes, she'd be saving the strangling for him. Kyo decided to speak again.
" Pan, listen, this was a mistake, she came onto me—"
" And she was the one that took you here and forced you to sleep with her? From where I was standing it looked like a joint effort! How stupid do you think I am?" she questioned harshly, her voice strained from the effort of not crying. He gave her a blank stare.
" What do you mean, sweetheart?" he asked with the most sweetness that he could muster, reaching out to her take her hand. She pushed him away quickly, her pained look replaced with an angered one.
" Shut up. Don't you play dumb with me, I can see right through it, you idiot," she replied sourly, looking away from him, "How long?"
" Huh?" said Kyo dumbly. She scowled, picking up her sword and she walked back to the closet and threw it in, Kyo close at her heals.
" You know what I'm talking about. How long have you been seeing THAT!" she yelled, throwing an arm at the door that the blonde woman had just recently walked threw.
" Only about a month. . ." he said lamely, deciding to give up on what he thought was a good lie. A bitter laugh bubbled from Pans throat. Kyo gave her a bewildered stare as she began to put away the ingredients that she had gotten out only moments before.
" How could I have been so stupid," she asked herself with a frown, closing the fridge door, "so that's why our relationship had finally taken a turn for the better. It was because you were screwing someone ELSE!" she screamed out, throwing an apple that she picked up at him, making Kyo flinch slightly.
" I'm telling you the truth, it was a stupid mistake. You're the one I want. I love you, Pan."
He had said it, the words that she had wanted to hear for so long. But it hit her ears like daggers. It sounded empty coming from his lips. At that moment, Pan realized that Kyo had never loved her. She was just a safe spot for him. He might've had some kind of infatuation with her at the beginning, but nothing more. He was looking for his fun in other means. She looked at him for the first time in minutes, noting the look of falseness on his face.
" You know, Kyo," she said sullenly, "I've been waiting for months to hear you say those words to me, but hearing them now just seems so wrong. It's normally a beautiful phrase, but with you it's a tool to manipulate me with, and I'm tiered of it. You've abuse the words for far too long. Save them for some other woman."
" But Pan—"he tried, but was interrupted by her pointing to the door.
" Get out." She said calmly, putting on an indifferent face. He made to grab her hand but she pulled away, "Get your things and leave. You've been slowly taking away all of what I liked about myself. Go find the tramp you were with earlier, work your magic on her."
" Pan, don't do this." He pleaded. She just shook her head.
" You just don't get it, do you? I don't want you. . .I don't need you. Get out of my apartment, you manipulative little bastard." She finished. Suddenly, his face grew red with anger.
" I've tried to be nice, Pan, for a whole freaking month, and this is what I get?" he replied. She only stared at him blankly. Suddenly there was a look of realization on his face.
" You know, darling, now I see there was never even a point in it, because I can control you with one emotion: fear. When I hit you that day, I saw fear in your eyes. At that moment I knew that you'd be too afraid to leave me. You're afraid of me. I didn't have to treat you like a princess all this time. You wouldn't be able to live without me. You won't leave me," his tone made a dramatic change from earlier, and then an insane looking grin spread across his face, "I'd kill you before you'd get the chance."
Suddenly, he grabbed her and shook her painfully. He lifted his hand and sent it soaring to her face. It hit her lip, making a sickening noise as it burst. He wasted no time in punching her in her stomach, then gave an uppercut to her chin. He threw her along the counter, sending glass crashing to the floor. Grabbing her by the neck, he kneed her in her gut, then threw her to the ground. Pan coughed up blood onto the shiny tile floor, taking in a painful breath. Was she going to let him beat her like this? Was she going to die?
'No, not again. . ." she thought, clambering to her feet. She faced Kyo with a determined glare that he had never seen before, clutching her fist.
" Didn't I say that I'd make sure you'd get it if you talked to me like that again?" he asked loudly, getting ready to punch her. He launched his fist at her once more, but this time she caught it.
" Well, looks like your plan's going to back fire, isn't it?" she asked, taking his own fist and slamming it into his face. He fell back a few steps, grabbing at his bleeding nose.
" Don't you remember?" she continued, "I've been taking martial arts classes for years. I'm tiered of letting things go on when I know I can stop them; I'm tiered of taking your abuse thinking that you'll stop, so let's see how you like it!"
Pan hit him on the broad side of his face, then kicking him in the stomach. Kyo coughed for a moment, giving her a hateful look. He made another attempt to attack her, but she ducked quickly, crouching on the ground to trip him. He landing on his back and yelled out in pain. He laid there for a moment, just trying to catch his breath. She gave him a sneer, then turned to walk away. Feeling like she had done enough, she was done with that fight.
But it seemed that it wasn't quite done with her. Kyo got up yet again and grabbed her hair, and with a yank, slammed her against the wall. He grabbed a knife from the knife block on the stove and pressed it to the side of her neck. Pan shuddered as she felt the steel penetrated through her skin, sending warm blood trailing down her neck.
" You dumb little wench," he said through gritted teeth, "You could've just continued our relationship and pretended nothing happened. But now you're going to die."
Pan grabbed at his hand and tried to pull the knife off, but he proved too strong for her. She began to feel dizzy. She had to do something!
" Kyo," she squeezed out as he pressed the knife harder with a crazed laugh.
" What? A last request before I send you off?" he said, his demonic smirk still firmly attached.
" Get bent."
She kneed him in the stomach as hard as she could. Air whooshed from his lungs as he doubled over with pain. As soon as his hand fell from her neck, she delivered a powerful round house to his head, sending him flying to the ground.
" By the time I get back," she said, wiping the blood from her forehead, "you had better have your ass out of here." He looked up at her, his mouth hung open dumbly.
" Good bye Kyo." Was the last thing she said to him before she walked out of her apartment, not looking back once.
Pan walked slowly to the end of the hall, leaning against it then sinking to the floor. She balled her self up and began to cry painfully. She rocked back and forth, grabbing at her heart distressingly, as if she was trying to hold it together. All the feelings that she had suddenly came pouring down on her. She had never felt like this before. Kyo was the first person she had loved. How could he have turned out the way he did? She figured after a moment that he was always like that. He was using her from the start. He knew that she was in love with him, and he used it to his advantage. The betrayal felt like a knife in her chest. It hurt to breathe. It hurt to think.
So she didn't.
Pan sat that way for a long time, trying not to think, not to move. This happened so suddenly, how was she supposed to go on with her life? Kyo would most likely stay there until she got back, perhaps he'd try to apologize, or even attack her again. She had no where to go. She didn't want to phone Jessa quite yet, she'd have to admit that she was wrong, and her pride simply wouldn't allow that, damn it! Well, at least she kept her promise. She said that she'd leave Kyo if he hit her again, and that she did. What a freaking great night she was having!
" Miss Son!" a voice called from the staircase under her.
The surprises just kept coming.
Trunks Briefs was in front of her in a second, pulling her up to her feet. She quickly looked down so he couldn't see her face.
" What's going on here?" he asked softly but firmly, "Are you ok? What's wrong?" Pan just shook her head, pushing him away slightly. A tear landed on his hand as she did so, and his concern increased ten fold.
" Miss Son, why are you crying? What happened?"
" Look, I have to go." She told him, her voice shaking, "I need to get out of here. Leave me alone, please."
" Miss Son—"
She pushed him out of her way and ran down the stairs as fast as she could. The only thought she took comfort in at that moment as she made it to the first floor was that she was wearing far more sturdy shoes. Boots were hard to run in, but their heals don't break off when you're trying to make a get away.
Pan made it out the front doors of the charming apartment complex and proceeded to run through the chilly night air. The trees loomed over her as she staggered over the cobble stone pathway, her tears blinding her vision. She had cried in front of her boss! How could she face him at work now? 'Damn you Kyo.'
Just as she made it halfway to her car, Pan heard a "Wait!" somewhere close by but she decided to keep going. But it was rather hard to flee when someone has your arm. She turned around to see slightly wind-nipped Mr. Briefs in his black, knee-length coat looking at her confusedly. His normally perfect hair was disheveled, his cheeks tinged pink. He had to have run really fast to have caught up with her. 'Then again,' she thought bitterly, ' these boots are really heavy. GOD, I CAN'T EVEN RUN AWAY RIGHT!'
" Miss Son," he said again, quite out of breath, "Please, tell me what's wrong?"
" What are you doing here?" she asked, her voice wobbling slightly, her back still turned towards him. A surprised look graced his features.
" I'm trying to see if you need help. Miss Son, could you at least look at me while I'm talking? What are you hiding?"
" I don't think you want to see what I'm hiding. I'm not looking my best right now." She said quietly.
" Nonsense. . ." he reasoned, setting her strait so she would face him. He lifted her face so that she was eye level with him, and he became enraged with the sight. It was the strongest feeling he had had in a long time. Ever since. . .her.
" Did that Kyo fellow beat you again?" he asked with a scowl, trying to keep his voice relatively calm. She nodded slightly, trying to hide her face as much as possible.
" That bastard. . . that bloody bastard. . ." hissed Mr. Briefs, turning away from her and began to walk back towards the apartment.
" Where are you going?" she ask in an alarming manner.
" I'm going to kill him, what do you think I was going to do?" he asked. This was a very unusual characteristic for Mr. Trunks Briefs. She had never seen him angry before. However, Pan was thinking of something else. He was going to leave her there by herself. She quickly grabbed onto his jacket sleeve, making him stop.
" Please. . .don't leave me alone. . ." she said rather vulnerably. He turned to face her once more and tried to give her a small smile.
" Of course I won't. I was just going to go give that asshole what he deserved." He said simply. She raised her brow in shock, "What?"
" I haven't ever heard you curse before," She said rather sheepishly, "you've always been such a proper guy."
" Well," he exclaimed with a faint blush, "even a guy like me slips up every once in a while. Did you want me to go take care of him?"
" Oh, please. I don't need your help in that department. He probably is in worse shape then I am. I know how to fight better than he does." She said with a slightly amused voice.
" O-oh, right then," he said in a boyish tone as his fantasy of being the hero was sent crashing and burning to the ground, "What exactly happened between you two?"
" I. . ." she began, but couldn't say much more, the wounds were still too fresh. Taking in a big breath, she continued.
" Kyo. . .he. . .I found him in bed with another woman. He cheated on me. . . so I broke up with him." she managed to say before dissolving into another batch of tears. Mr. Briefs, not being extremely experienced in comforting someone, placed a rather awkward hand on her shoulder, giving it a furtive pat.
" Miss Son. . .I'm not sure what I'm supposed to say to make you feel better," he tried softly, "but I know you deserve someone better than some loser who has to make others feel small by beating them."
Well, that didn't help her much. She cried even harder than before.
" I was s-so stupid to think that he'd changed back into the Kyo I once knew," she sobbed out into her hands, "so stupid. . ."
" You're not stupid," he told her, getting closer, "just trusting. God, if there were more people like you. . .well, I think you're very smart, and you were just confused. He doesn't deserve someone as wonderful as you."
" Stop it," she sniffed, "I'm not smart, and I'm certainly not wonderful."
" Listen to me, you're the most wonderful person I know. After my girlfriend . . .I shut myself off from everyone, and no one even seemed to care, thinking that I was some jerk with a big title. You're the only one who. . .who saw through all that, and made me feel better again. You were the only one who would talk to me as if I was a human being, not just some stuck up rich guy out to conquer the world. Please, Pan, don't do what I did to myself. You're better than that. "
Pan looked up at Mr. Briefs with shining eyes, her lip trembling slightly.
" . . .What. . .?" she asked softly, and his eyes widened.
" I was saying—"he said, but was interrupted.
" You said my name." she said in amazement, and he looked more confused then ever.
" Of course I did, I say it all the time." He replied.
" No, you said my name," she exclaimed, her eyes bright, " you didn't say "Miss Son"."
He gazed at her for a moment before it hit him. He hadn't used her actual name before, not once.
" I did. . ." He said faintly, "I guess you can call me Trunks then. . .i-if you want to, that is."
" Trunks. . ." she repeated quietly.
" Pan, I want you to know that I'll try to be here for you as well as I can. I know I'm not the type of person that you would normally turn to for help, but if no one can say something that will make you feel better, maybe I could tell you what you need to hear. Don't ever confuse yourself with thoughts like you had tonight. You're a good person. You have a beautiful heart."
Pan had never felt so touched in her life. Her emotions were all over the place right then that she felt that she couldn't control anything.
Trunks suddenly felt two arms fling around his neck, embracing him tightly. He hadn't been held in an embrace for so long that he forgot what to feel at that moment. Without even thinking, he put his arms around Pan as well, holding onto her tightly as if he would never get the chance to again, like she would leave him too. Closing his eyes tightly, he allowed all the feelings of bitterness and pain surface, and he finally could accept it. He didn't have to close himself off; he didn't have to be alone anymore.
The pair let go slowly, the warmth still lingering on their bodies. Pan shivered slightly at the air. By that point in time, the sky was pitch black, save for the moon which hung luminously and full in the sky. Trunks looked her over and grabbed her from behind the elbow.
" Come on," he said, pulling her to the building, "we have to get you something warm to eat."
" But Kyo's still there, I know he is." She said, her voice scared. He stopped for a moment.
" Then you can stay at my place. . .until he leaves." He said with a reassuring smile. She looked at him shyly.
" You wouldn't mind? I wouldn't make you feel uncomfortable?" she asked almost meekly.
He gave her a true smile before saying, "I couldn't feel uncomfortable with you, even if I tried."
She felt herself smile back as she dried her tears. She knew, as she walked with Trunks back to his apartment, that she would get over Kyo. . .and finally get her life back.
So, was that any better than last chapter? Normally it takes me a couple weeks to get started on a new chapter for a story, but this is just occupying my thoughts all the time. Wow, this is kinda cool. . .
Well, I'd like to take the time to thank the reviewers! You have encouraged me to work so much harder! This is a new record for me! Six reviews on the first chapter in two days! My other story, though totally understandable because it is not a fic for everyone, and I knew that when I started writing it, only has 15 reviews over eight chapters. I'm just happy with that! Well, my thanks go out to:
Ladybugg: My first reviewer! I really didn't think when I posted it that it had a novel quality about it, I thought that it was rather rushed. Wow, you're so sweet, I hope you liked this chapter, it was also kinda rushed. I hardly have any time to do anything any more. Err....
DBZAngelX: Yeah, I was going for the whole "loner" thing in the first chapter. I wanted him to open up more in this one, he's developing as a character much faster in this chapter. Maybe too fast. . . I'm planning on having only about 10-13 chapters, so I have to move things along. I'm so glad you loved it!
Mii-chan1: Am I a good writer? Thanks! I was hoping that the story didn't look too amateur-ish. I hope you liked this chapter too.
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Videl17: Yeah, I was hoping that it would be a good chapter. If you can't get people to read the first chapter, the most important one out of the whole story, chances are you won't get people to read the rest of it. I hope you like the second chapter, too!
Jas: I hope this was as action packed as you had hoped. It took me a couple hours to write (more like six, actually), but it was worth it!
Thanks again to all of you who reviewed. If you still like it, then go ahead and review some more!