Has change always been a good thing?
Well, it seems so, with the change i am going through with this heart of mine.
You see, i think I'm in love. With the person i least expect to fall in love with.
I hadn't seen him for a few years. He was onii-chan's best friend, whom he always had silly arguments with. i never thought much of him during the Shaman Fight as i watched their friendship grow.
Perhaps i was just a silly little girl then.
I'd always thought of him as an arrogant jerk, handsome nevertheless.
But that was it. I didn't try to understand why he was always in a foul
temper or why he rarely showed his joy. Why would i have bothered anyway?
But time changed. He showed up at Yoh's house the day we were having the reunion. As expected, that arrogant boy came late, in his shiny limo. i would have probably thought nothing of him if he didnt change throughout the years.
As he decided to swing his kwandao at onii-chan's head, he stopped as he saw me. or rather, I saw him.
My heart was racing as we stared at each other in a few seconds of silence.
How did he become so dashing all of sudden? Taller, muscular, sexy.
No, why am i thinking of him like that?
I gave him a nervous laugh and he, turning a bright red demanded to know what i was laughing at.
I didn't know what to say, so i just said that he grew taller. He seemed to look confused and i wondered loudly if he remembered me.
"Dammit woman, of course i have. milk does wonders you know" his voice,
had deepened and had this deep, mysterious and sexy tone to it. much like
his personality.
i didn't know what to say next, so i decided to divert my attention from his eyes throughout dinner and talked to tamao and anna.
He was staring at me, i couldnt help being nervous.
I dont know why i went looking for him after dinner. i found him outside the Inn, staring intently at the moon. I called out his name.
"You're cute"
"what?"
I could see him blushing like mad. i guess no girl had ever said that to him? he chased me away though. i took it that he didnt want me to catch him in such a fragile state.
I restrained myself from talking to him the next few days. everytime i saw him, my heart would race. i dont know if he felt the same way too. i avoided embarassing him, if only i talked to him for a bit more.
i bade him goodbye and mindlessly blurted out that i would like to see him again. He drove off, giving me his everlasting Tao smirk.
That was it. it melted my heart.
When will i see him again?
Tao ren. will he ever know that i'm longing to see him?
I wonder what he's doing in China right now.