Diary,

Is lady luck smiling at me?

Horohoro called me this morning. He asked if I wanted to stay over at his and Pirika's place over the month. Apparently they were having some kind of school holiday there and Horo-horo thinks having me for company would be a good idea. "Ren, you're entertaining you know," he laughed over the phone.

If it weren't for him giving me a chance to be near Pirika i would have given him a piece of my mind about him thinking that I am for entertainment purposes. (And anyway, Horo shouldnt know that i am thinking about his sister like this. He'd kill me FOR SURE.)

I agreed anyway, seeing that i need to get away from my lonely life at home for awhile.. and of course.. to see Pirika.

Kisama. What is wrong with me? I have never been excited by the sound of any girl's name before, and now i am blushing fiercely at the thought of a certain female Ainu.

Pirika. Pirika. Pirika.

I wonder if Pirika would like my presence at all?

Dammit Ren, she wouldnt give two hoots about you.

Yes, so i will just ignore her presence and enjoy the lush scenery at the Ainus' place, as Horo had promised. I will not entertain these rushes i get when i think of her.

Yes.
I will ignore her.

I will maintain my Tao pride, and not let my feelings be swayed by a girl.
I hope Pirika doesn't notice my uneasiness around her.

I had better start packing now. I cannot wait to get there. I cannot wait to be welcomed by the vast Ainu coltsfoot field. I cannot wait toswing my kwandao at Horohoro again.

And i cannot wait to see her. Sigh.

Oh. I think it should be appropriate to bring those two gifts. A Tao should never stay over someone else's place without bringing them gifts. expensive gifts.

What shall i get that idiot? And more importantly, what should i get his sister?

Dammit. I had better pack and get the gifts, Jun is telling me to get ready-- I will be flying there tonight.

Here i come..pirika.

-ren