Amon

You look at me.

You look at me and think that I am cruel.

You wonder if I enjoy inflicting pain.

You are wrong.

I shall not allow my team to fail.

I shall drive them on, more and further every day.

I shall defend them with my life.

And I shall grant them merciful, swift peace when the Sickness overtakes them.

Yes, I shall give them peace, more than I shall ever attain.

I do not stand against them.

Instead, I grant them that one final gift.

It is a blessing to them, not an act of evil or cowardice.

I am not cruel, the weight of this responsibility I bear is heavy.

The road is long and my burden cannot be lifted.

I am not cruel, yet I cannot love as you think I should love, cannot feel as you think I should feel.

I can only bear my burden to the best of my ability.

And I shall