Might be a b/f shipper if i continue the next chapter Hints of one to come, tell me if i should continue. or just leave it alone.

I do not own any of the buffy the vampire slayer characters I am just borrowing them they are owned by Joss whedon.

P.S. on other stories such as what kind of world is this I will update soon I promise sorry about the delay and I have another new story coming out about Buffy going back into the past season 3 with all her memories what will happened and will some one else remember their own memories, will have two different story lines.

We use to be sort of...

She started to fill in the gap

The very gap in my soul, in my life that angel created.

Maybe that's wrong, but I didn't look too much into it at the time.

Wasn't ready too and besides she was acting (B " I never knew you had so much rage in you" F "What can I say I'm the worlds best actor. A "Second best")

I had Angel in my life; still do those 2 nights before we had just been on a date.

You and me use to be together,

Everyday together always,

I really feel that I'm losing my best friend,

I can't believe this could be the end.

It's just as Xandar said to me she was jealous of me being with Angel, he at first says he didn't realize

But was she really? Great, I'm sitting here at the Bronze dragged here by my friends,

And can't stop thinking about how did this all happen and why?

And no Doubt is playing here tonight. "Sighs"

It looks as though you're letting go and if its real then I don't want to know,

Don't speak I know just what you're saying so stop explaining don't tell me cause it hurts

Don't speak I know what you're thinking and I don't need you're reasons don't tell me cause it hurts. No no.

It did hurt for awhile, Angel being sent to hell by me,

Me being thrown out of the house since my mom couldn't deal,

And running away and trying to make peace with my friends.

Then she came in and threw my world upside down.

She understood me or so I thought, I remember the fight against Kakistos,

Was she acting there too? No, I think that's the first time I ever saw the real her.

Our memories they can be inviting some are all together mighty frightening,

As we die both you and I, with my head in my hands I sit and cry. Don't

Speak I know just what you're saying so stop explaining don't tell me cause it hurts No, No, No.

Don't speak I know what you're thinking and I don't need you're reasons don't tell me cause it hurts.

Memories, we did have a few good ones, and then it all went to hell.

She has this defense these walls that go up, what does she really think,

Is this what she really is like. My friends must think I am freaking,

Xandar is dancing with Anya, and Willow is just hanging with me for some reason watching my facial

Expressions I'm looking across the dance floor, she here! And dancing closer and closer I can see her facial expression it's her shit-eating grin. Oh "SHIT" Willows looking at me worried now, and I can just see her nose scrunching trying to figure out what the matter is. When I can tell by her body language that when Faith put her hand down on willows shoulder that she knew who it was.

You and me I can see us dying aren't we?

Don't speak I know just what you're saying so please stop explaining don't tell me cause it hurts No, No, no. Don't speak I know what you're thinking and I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't tell me cause it hurts.

Why is she grinning at me, I have to speak up though. But it seems willow has beaten me to the chase,

(Still showing you're face around her Faith, thought you'd be hiding with you're best friend.)

Faith having to smile at the red heads remarks just looks down at Red and squishing her shoulder, oh no I thought I would go find B. And dig up some fun.

Is this all we are left to I think fighting, I never wanted her to be like me I don't get why she is doing this,

But I didn't want to be here tonight anyways I have no interest in fighting. I get up slowly looking down at willow before saying Will I'm going to leave thanks for inviting me. And I brush past ever so elegantly in my black skirt as possible and start to leave.

Don't tell me cause it hurts,

And it does, it hurts but I don't care anymore the hurt I turned into anger. But right now I just feel so old

I wanted to be friends and I just feel so sad, but I don't want to fight tonight there will be enough fighting tomorrow so I'll let faith deal with what happened tonight.

And so Faith did following buffy as she walked home, even though she pretended not to care she wouldn't let anything happen to B without her being the one to do it. And besides she didn't like seeing B hurting and she just didn't get what had happened.