Might be a b/f shipper if I continue the next chapter Hints of one to come, tell me if i should continue. or just leave it alone.

I do not own any of the buffy the vampire slayer characters I am just borrowing them they are owned by Joss whedon.

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It's a Karioke night at the Bronze something extremely unusual in itself.

I'm here once again, but this time after a big fight,

A fight between Angel and me.

The very fight about us being over pretty much.

The funny part is I always knew it would happen.

I told myself when he first came back that I wouldn't get back together with him.

After coming home after the fight with Angel,

I took a shower trying to take away the feel of the sewer and rinse away bad thoughts.

Changing into some tight jeans that I hadn't worn forever, for that fact seen the light of day for ages I grab a red T-shirt. And head for the mirror.

looking in the mirror I try to figure out

Will anyone know by my expressions . . . , could my dear friend Will figure it out? ,

That some thing is wrong? (Shrugging) I realize I'd Rather them not figure it out.

That's not what's going on right now though,

I'm here while Will and Oz are up on stage singing,

Wondering if I will see my now enemy as I have to refer to her,

here at the bronze, I remember when walking out of here yesterday

Her slightly confused expression. Will I see this seductress, the other slayer?

Will's so shy I have to wonder how my old redheaded friend is being able to be up there on the stage, Wearing one of her fuzzy shirts, with Oz on her arm. Guess that answers my own question

Anytime she is with Oz it's like she's less shy.

So far I haven't seen any of the night of the living dead around,

Including Angel but what can, I say I would probably hit him if I did.

But I do sense something . . . It's getting closer and growing stronger,

Like a tickle a tickle by a feather along by back and the hair on the back of my neck is standing up meaning only one thing.

She's HERE. I have to stay calm all my thoughts from yesterday are coming back, some how I can't explain why but she can always cause this kind of reaction from me. When I'm reminded of

another thought that had came caused by my restless sleeping of yesterday night,

Willow once said to me that I was acting like a scorned lover, when I found out about Faith going evil. Sad how it took me this long to realize that was how I was reacting,

Am I finally going to be able to admit my feelings toward her? ,

Feelings that I can't do anything about anymore.

I see no way to help her, when she doesn't even want it.

I now realize I am sitting here by myself once again,

I keep zoning, maybe I should see a doctor for that, it can't be normal, I

can't help the smile that spreads on my face by the very thought of suggesting for myself

To see a doctor. Whoever said I was normal?

I come back to earth with the metallic sound of army boots, and it seems it's walking across the floor to where I am sitting. Holding a plastic red cup of punch with some slight alcohol in it I decide to look up as the person I wasn't suspecting to see less talk to without a fist being thrown or someone being hurts plunks her black boots down on the table and lays back into the couch. You can tell she has had some alcohol she's in a way chipper.

My mouth automatically forms the very name of this dark person who has confused, hurt, and betrayed me and yet I still have the one feeling of love hidden for her. "Faith."

Looking at me with her chocolate eyes all dolled up and her lips in a slight smile, knowing that I hadn't suspected her of coming up to me, yet even sitting and talking. The first thing I hear from her with a slight laugh to her voice is " What thought I would hide from you B, should have learned from what happened yesterday."

"And what did happen yesterday F?" It's easy to slip into this, and it's the same old same old. Will comes over with Oz glaring. The light from their eyes just diminished so quickly once they saw her. It's sad really but she helped them. Will's about to say something when I beg her with my eyes not to I want to lash out but in the end If I lashed out against Faith she would bite back. And I have to decide what would happen if I did besides this wouldn't be the place to fight with her.

"That's right Red don't say a thing. You wouldn't want me to hurt you." Faith says to Willow, remembering the time Will was kidnaped and Faith had a dagger to her throat I have to wonder though if she would, that's just my mind hoping for the best.

In a loud voice they call the next group up to sing when I hear Elizabeth Summers to the stage. Elizabeth summer, I sit there in shock, I didn't sign up.

Faiths POV

Coaching my eyebrow to give a sarcastic look I give B a look she looks pretty hot tonight wearing a red/ maroon T-shirt showing how firm her stomach is and some jeans. I've never seen her in I can't say it doesn't show off her butt. But then I realize she doesn't wear this kind of stuff all the time either. "Ah isn't that sweet B's going to sing, go little B. I'll remember to clap for her princessness " I have to taunt her I came to figure out what happened. Silently I have to wonder how she will sound singing, probably like a damn angel, something I've never heard her do is sing.

Pushing people out of the way to get to a table to get a good look of her on stage. Have to see My B sing, since that's a first for me. I kind of hope she would sing for me one day had we became better friends who am I kidding girlfriends would have been great. Kicking a couple off my new found table. I settle back in my seat looking at her. It's so hard, I knew her and Angel were tricking me but for some reason Me loving her and all I had to let her know of course while having my own fun. She chooses her song, and is about to sing. It'll probably be girly. Not that I mind unless its like Britney Spears or something.

The songs starting and the lights go out except for the one shining on her lighting up her golden features.

Song by Michelle branch

I cannot help it

I couldn't stop it if I tried

the same old heart beat fills the emptiness I have inside

And I've heard that you can't fight love,

So I won't complain

'Cause why would I stop the fire that

Keeps me going?

I know this song . . . I've heard it on the radio,

I was waiting for her in the library. When it came on we were going to spar.

She's looking at me why ?

Why would she sing any song for me? What are you thinking Faith like she would sing for you.

You can tell by her eyes that she knows this song really well I have to wonder how many times she has sang this song before. And who for. She's not just standing there she is going with the words the words in the song mean something to her.

Cause when there's you, I feel whole

And there's no better feeling in the world

But without you I'm alone And I'd rather be in love with you

Her eyes seem to be watering up, or maybe I'm just delusional,

probably she has Angel, boy did that burn. Here I am becoming good friends with her

when Angel comes back. I'd really like to dust that guy. Our connection for some reason just feels like its humming. I'll probably always love her...

Turn out the lights now

To see is to believe

I just want you near me

I just want you here with me

And I'd give up everything only for you

It's the least that I could do

I'd have given up everything for her,

even the mayor, we should be side by side but I pushed to hard

I pushed her away. When All I really wanted was to grab onto her and to be held tight.

Why has she been so sad lately, why am I even wondering?

Would it make a difference?

Cause when there's you I feel whole

and there's no better feeling in the world

but without you I'm alone

And I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me

Why are we afraid to be in love?

To be loved

I can't explain it

I know it's tough to be loved

And I feel you holding me

B looks so sad up there and at the same time like an angel or a goddess to me,

I am afraid to love, my eyes are tearing up I won't let how her eyes are trying to tell me something get to me. She's probably singing this to play with my head, Or meaning it towards Angel, Funny thing is I actually thought she was finally over him probably was too and then he comes back.

Oh, oh

And when there's you I feel whole

And there's no better feeling in the world

But without you I'm alone

And I'd rather be in love

Yes, I'd rather be in love

Oh, I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me Oh

I am in love with her,

we are two parts of a whole, and she has to feel that,

the songs over and all I can think about is the ending lyrics.

And I have to find out who she meant them for,

even if it might hurt. All we've been doing is hurting each other anyways

I've been hurting her more, But I think soon it will be time for a talk

will see how this turns out So I turn and walk out the door for a night full of thinking,

thinking about the other golden slayer.

PS. SORRY if it was crappy I just kind of threw it together really quick I'll probably re-due it if I have time, unless u like it I guess. Haven't done stories with songs so its kind of new to me.