Might be a b/f shipper if I continue the next chapter Hints of one to come tell me if I should continue. Or just leave it alone.

I do not own any of the buffy the vampire slayer characters I am just borrowing them they are owned by Joss whedon. And the song in this story is by Avril Lavigne not me.

Angel and me are over,

I don't really care, I mean yes it does hurt but like I've said before I just knew it was going to happen, the only question is if I knew that it was going to happen why did I let it happen? Why did I get back with him in the first place? Of course I know the answer to that. Because of a little thing called when it's over all you think about are all the good things. Along with my own guilt, confusion and his pushes. Also because I wanted things to go back to normal, boy was I wrong. Even then I thought about Faith. We were getting along so well she was showing me new things that was when it started the feelings, and then he comes back and I didn't even tell her, she might have helped but I can't regret that now. I hurt her then.

So here I am patrolling in one of Sunnydale's many cemeteries listening to music. Ok yes that is a new one for me, what you don't think we get bored and don't listen to music while killing fiends? I know, I know, changing the subject. But what's their left to say except my friends don't even know yet. Surprising isn't it? Whoever thought the Scooby gang wouldn't have the time to focus on my love life, with all the things going on? The music's on low and

I know already I'm not suppose to but I just felt so lonely and the music is on the lowest setting. The day I don't pay attention! I smile to myself, but as soon as it comes it seems to fade just like the days the days of a long distant dream called childhood.

I'm thinking about my past, always the past.

Our past, it's not a very long past, (pushing through some bush's winds blowing throughout soft blond hair across my face while I have a grim smile on my face while my eyes scan the surrounding area.)

Tonight I'm wearing a black T-shirt the kind that flows at the bottom, and some jeans. With a medium-built coat that's black help's with the wind. A sharp coldness comes over me so different from the feelings of when my brunette ex-counter part creates. Thinking back to last night, I was so foolish choosing that song, all it ever does is remind me of her and me. What we could have had. How we're both afraid of that very thing. Or so I think but why would her seem so upset by what I did last night, singing a simple song. What was I suspecting her to look into my eyes and realize my feelings? Or to say them back?

Her the supposed bad ass and me Miss. Goody two shoes as she called me, the chances of us being friends were low to begin with but the chance of us being something more then friends might be pushing it but I'll still go for it always do.

Vamps they never do wait for you to finish a thought. "That's just too nice of me to expect from one of you Huh, Mr. I'm evil and have to come after people while they just maybe want to walk outside at one o' clock in the morning and think! Yes, its really late but excuse me!"

I probably sound like a loon out here near one o'clock. As I do a Back spring round off and plunge Mr. Pointy into the last of the remaining vampires. At least I got some exercise. "Sighs"

Faith always said that slaying made her hungry and horny,

I can admit that sometimes it does, ok a lot of the time, but sometimes when I'm in a mood such as this I'm not lying. I just feel a deadness, something missing. I feel this warmness spreading throughout me, as I let it spread through me, I think back to how I felt around Kendra and realize this never happened with Kendra, so why with Faith, what's so different? And why would faith be here? And where is she?

Of course! , When out of no where a black blur of leather comes flying out and I grab onto her trying to not be knocked down by her unexpected attack I grab onto her around the waist and end up knocked off my ass anyways and I'm laying on the ground as I see my cd player go flying out of my hands and in the dark distance still playing. I instantly put my hands up in a defensive position. Sitting above me is Faith wearing a low-cut black T-shirt and leather pants which are currently being shoved between my thighs. She has the look she always gets after slaying on her face and something else . . . curiosity I think. And that look is certainly not helping my hormones!

"Isn't that funny B, looks like I've knocked you off your feet. What do you think you are doing walking around listening to music?" With a harsh tone in her voice, and her eyes showing some emotion of the very thought of B being hurt or killed. " One of these days I won't be able to be here to make sure it's me kicking your ass." Saying with a snarl. I slipped up there hopefully she didn't catch it. Her heart beating faster while she looks down at B.

"Don't worry F I don't count on it I never could, besides who would ever want the help of a psycho slayer when all you do is help the demons!" Why is she in this cemetery she knows I always recheck them? And why haven't I pushed her off yet? I know why, because I miss being close to her. I can only hope that she came to talk to me not to fight. What's that noise, it's the ending of my cd I look up into faiths eyes and realize she also is listening to it.

She's leaning over me, causing her long brown hair to travel across my breasts and along my face as her face is only a breath away from my face and her breath is breezing slowly against my face like a caress. I look into her eyes shocked at what I think will be our first kiss. What's going on? Faith kissing me I only had dared to dream and whoever said she had the same feelings? Who am I kidding? she pretty much told me straight out everything come on, it had to mean something.... frowning .. But I just ignored it thinking she would never feel that way, guess I was wrong . . .

The friction between my legs is growing I just want to push up against her knee, the urge being so strong I have to stop myself and I see her eyes wandering across my body, making me feel the wetness starting to moisten the lips between my legs. I can't give her the satisfaction! What is going on here? What does she want? Did she come to find me?

Faith's thoughts

Looking down at Buffy, I just want to kiss her. She looks so confused my hair tangling with her blonde and without knowing it I'm slowly inching towards her. The heat coming off her in waves seems to be spreading throughout me. Turning me on more. My knee between her legs making sure she can't get away slowly inching forward, and I smell this perfume like smell. Not being able to stop myself my lips press gently against hers sparks just seem to be flying throughout my body and I can tell she was anticipating this. The once softness changing to a more daring exploration, her lips at first being slightly open in surprise are opening and I'm sucking on her tongue, as I hear a ragged moan vibrating into my mouth all those times I saw her pout and had wanted to just suck on her bottom lip are coming to mind, as I start to slowly explore her mouth trying to find the places on her body that get different reactions. I'm getting high off her very smell. High off Buffy Summers cherry flavored lip balm and her unique tasting mouth.

Then you came around me

The walls just disappeared.

Nothing to surround me

Keep me from my fears

I'm unprotected see how I've opened up

You've made me trust.

I can feel my body heating up, just from a kiss. Isn't this one of my fears, but she isn't pushing me away. I am open and that scares me more then anything. This isn't right. She has Angel. But she's responding just as much as I am. (Buffy's trying to get into a sitting position) shocked by what buffys knee just had done to her. A small moan had slipped out. *Her knee barely even touched against my crouch and my body,.... the connection? just wants to rock off her knee, getting friction that is showing itself more and more becoming apparent but with B's eyes on me, I just have to leave. She means too much for this to be a one-night stand. And this is something I've wished for, and its happening something's wrong and I have to get out of here. Jumping off Buffy, Faith runs away into the night.

Buffy's thoughts

Run Faith but it seems soon will both be having an important talk that I think its time we finally had. Giddy about their first kiss, and a little confused but hopeful over faiths departer. Walking over she hears the ending song of Avril Lavigne's song Naked. She walks home thinking about their first kiss and where this will take them.

PS. Sorry I didn't update a little sooner I've had this on my computer a few days, but didn't have the time with having to go again to my oral surgeon due to a complication with getting my wisdom teeth out. Hope you like it, It was really hard to write this chapter due to having to wonder about which song. But if u don't like it nor have a comment I'll try to put it in the next chapter or fix this one.