A/N: It's my first time to post/submit a story on Gensomaden Saiyuki so I hope to accept comments from those who will read my story. I've been craving to write Saiyuki fanfiction so I made one so here's something for all of you. I hope you'll like it!
Warning: The story you are about to read is a shonen-ai/yaoi fic. It is a SanzoxGoku and KougaijixGoku pairing.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Gensomaden Saiyuki or any of its characters. The characteristics of the characters you are to see maybe out of character. If they are, gomen. Please R&R!
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Sanzo stared blankly outside the window. His amethyst pools were obviously full of despair. It was a cold night for the monk. The rain has not ended yet since that morning. It was unexpected, the rain poured while he poured all his pain on every cigarette that he lit. It was painful for his part to accept that Goku, his only joy is gone.
A knock on the door awaken Sanzo from his profound trance. "Sanzo, dinner's ready" Hakkai's ever flawless voice resounded in the monk's elbowroom. It was silent. Hakkai was certain that Sanzo was feeling miserable.
"C'mon, you need to eat… I mean you haven't eaten since…" Hakkai was cut off when the ashtray toppled on the floor just in front of him. He immediately picked it up and placed on the side table.
"Sanzo…"
"Leave" Sanzo said coldly.
Hakkai doubted if he is to go near the other. He did not hesitate. He put his arms around his comrade. He felt cold. There is nothing. The warmth, it is gone, totally gone. Sanzo then nudged Hakkai away making him tumble on the floor. He grimaced in pain. It did not bother him to stop in helping his friend who for him was a special one.
He stood up at once. Blood started to trickle down Hakkai's nostrils. He wiped it away with his thumb. From the start, Hakkai knew all about these and now, he decided to get rid of it.
"It was Goku, right?" Hakkai finally voiced out. Sanzo looked away facing the window and stared downwards. Tears were noticeably streaming down Sanzo's face. Hakkai was not expecting of what was happening. He could not react at the fact that Sanzo is not the type of person to respond in this kind of situation. He was expecting the person to ignore.
"I wish he didn't left, I felt, I felt so helpless…" Sanzo sobbed. He stood and punched the solid concrete beside him. Hakkai knew how much the monk feel glad whenever Goku is around. He was staring at the other not knowing what to do.
"Don't worry," Hakkai, laughed bitterly.
"He'll keep coming back…"
A/N: Sorry for the hanging part, next chapter is already out so you can go and read it. Please read and revioew! If you have any comments or suggestions, please send me your messages at my address,