Ding-Dong!
"Sean, what are you doing here"?
"I came to see you Ellie, I misses you".
"But you moved to your parents and left me. You tore out my heart when you left".
"Ellie after the shooting I couldn't take it. I loved you I hope you never question that".
"Sean, you left. I had to pay the bills and get good grades for student welfare. I had to do it by myself"!
"Ellie".
"What, what is it Sean"!
He grabbed me by my shoulders and pressed my lips against his.
He kissed me and I felt that happy feeling again. The happiness was soon overcome by pure hatred. I pulled away and slapped him.
He just stared at me. A giant red hand appeared on his face. I felt sorry for him. I saw tears swelling up in his eyes.
I just stood there looking at him. A tear slid down his cheek.
"Sean get in the house".
He just stood there looking at me. Then walked pass me into the living room and sat on the couch. He just looked down at a photo of him and me before the shooting.
I walked in and grabbed my soda and sat next to him.
"Sean, why did you come here"?
He just sat there.
"Answer me"!
He looked at me and held my eyes for a long time. I was getting so anger I slapped him again. He just sat there. I hit him again. I was filling up with so much anger. I was about to hit him but this time he grabbed my hand in mid-air. His face was bright red from my hits.
Tears were running down his face. For some reason I can't explain it wanted to be with him. I stood up and grabbed his hand and lead him to the bedroom. I took my shirt and skirt off and undid his belt. I lifted his shirt and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. He looked at me in confusion. But then he ripped off my bra and my underwear. I tore away his boxers. He got on top of me and started kissing my neck.
I woke up with soft breath blowing on my neck. I turned around and there was Sean. Passed out naked on my bed. I slipped out from under his arm. And went into the bathroom. I grabbed my black CD case. All my razors and rubber bands were still there stained with my blood. I zipped it up again and threw it out the door. I sat on the floor when Sean walked in.
"Ellie"?
"Hi, I didn't mean to wake you up".
"Its ok. Are you ok"?
"Yeah I'm fine".
"Ellie I still love you".
He was standing there naked and I was on the floor naked. But it wasn't aqward at all. He sat next to me and put his head on my shoulder.
I got up and went into the room,
I got my skirt and shirt back on.
"Um… Ellie do you know were we threw my pants"?
I laughed out loud.
"There under the pillow I think".
He looked under the pillow and sure enough there they were.
"Ellie, I have to go but I will be back".
I stood there as he walked out.
3 days later.
Ding-Dong!
"Jay"?
"Hey Red".
"Jay your drunk, what are you doing here".
"You look really hot".
"What".
"Come here and show me why Sean is still obsesses with you".
"Get out".
He came closer.
I backed up and ran towards the phone.
He grabbed it and threw it against the wall.
He tied my hands with some cable. And rapped a shirt around my mouth.
He tossed me on the bed and unzipped his pants.
I tried to get away but he was holding me down.
He got on top of me and I kneed him in the balls.
He fell over and I ran towards the door. He quickly got up and grabbed me by the hair and dragged me back to the room and locked the door. All I could think about was how Sean left and hadn't been back in 3 days. Jay was once again on top of me this time my pants were down. He slapped me so hard I blacked out. The last thing I remember was a loud bam and someone yelling.
"Ellie, Ellie wake up please wake up".
It was Sean he was over me.
I opened my eyes.
"Good your wake".
"What happened"?
"Jay was attempting to rape you, I came just in time".
"Where is he now"?
"I tied him up and locked him in the closet".
"He was drunk".
"Yeah I noticed his breath smelled like rotten onions".
"Where have you been"?
He just looked at me.
"I had to take care of some things in Wasaga. Ellie would I be able to move back in"?
I just stood there. I walked into the kitchen.
"Ellie please say something".
"Sean what am I suppose to say you left me hi and dry once. How can I trust to"?
"Ellie do you love me"?
"Hey let me out of here"!
Jay was banging on the closet door.
Sean walked over to the closet and opened it.
And punched Jay in the face.
"What was that for"?
"That was for trying to rape Ellie this is for being stupid and if you ever come near her or me again I will kill you"!
"Hey calm down".
I walked over to Sean and put my hands around him. With him I feel safe.
"Get out of my house Jay"!
He left. Not because we told him to, because he was afraid of Sean. And what he could do to him. Sean turned to me.
"Ellie do you believe me when I say I love you"?
"Yes".