"Ellie I have to Wasaga to pickup some of my stuff".
"Ok be back soon".
He walked out the door and I heard the car start and pull out of the drive way. 2 hours passed and I was in the kitchen getting a snack when the door bell rang.
Ding-Dong!
"MOM! What are you doing here mom"?
"I… cam toooo c y…ou Allie".
"Its Ellie mom and your drunk"!
"I… wan yu to com bck hom with my".
"No I live here with Sean. And im not leaving"!
"Allinor yur comng wid my"
She grabbed my arm and started pulling me out the door.
"Let go"!
I pulled back and pushed her out the door closed and locked it.
She stood there screaming to let her in. I ran to the bathroom and closed the door. I slid to the floor crying. I grabbed my black CD and opened it. I hessitated to take the blood stained razor. I grabbed it and dragged it across my wrist. I felt so releaved.
"Ellie! Let me in".
It was Sean at the door. I hid my wrist and ran to the door.
I opened it and let Sean in.
"Hi".
He said as he entered. He kissed me one the lips and I held him there as he tried to walk away. He dropped his stuff and we stumbled to the room.
He layed me on the bed and was rubbing me his hands cerresing my hands and arms.
"Whats this"!
"Nothing".
He felt my cut. I got off the bed and stood up.
"Ellie what is it"!
"Nothing its nothing"!
He got up and grabbed my wrist.
"Let go Sean"!
He pulled me in closer and was going for my sleeve.
I pulled away but not before he grabbed my sleeve and ripped it up the side all the way to my boob.
"Look what you did"!
"Ellie show me. What is it"?
I ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
"ELLIE OPEN THE DOOR"!
"GO AWAY SEAN. LEAVE ME ALONE"!
All I heard were foot steps running.
SMASH!
Sean came busting threw the door. I jumped into the tub.
"ELLIE WHAT IS WRONG"!
He grabbed me again and faught to get away.
He tossed me onto the bed and held me down. And looked at my arm. He fell backwards off the bed and hit his head on the wall.
He got up with out a word and walked out.
I followed him and turned him around.
"You told me I could never leave you again. Then you said that you werent going to cut anymore. Why? Why would you tell me something then just switch it around and try to hide it from me"?
"I…I…I… Sean I love you but with you coming back and my mom in the same weekend. I couldn't handle it".
"When was your mom here"!
"While you were gone".
He sighed and started hitting his head on the wall. I slipped off the bed and crawled over to him. I sat in bettwen his legs and leaned on him. I grabbed his arms and put them around me. He started rubbing my torso. Gropping my boobs and kissing my neck.
"Please Ellie no more cutting and I will never leave you".
We sat there and just kept doing the same thing.
"Well you may not have to but I have to pee".
He got up and went towards the bathroom.
"Shit".
I got up and went to find out why he yelled.
"I broke the door".
"Well looks like were never going to the bathroom alone till I get it fixed".
"Im so sleepy right now",
"Yeah me to. My parents freaked out when I came for my stuff".
" Well im going to bed".
He stood up and walked towards the door.
"You coming"?
I stood up and walked into the room with him.
"We need to sleep anyway we both have school tomorrow".
"Uhhrrggg".
He put his hand over his eyes and groaned.
"I love you Sean".
"I love you to".