R.S.: Hey guys!
It's been such a long time since I've been on this thing. Too long I think. I really feel awful as a writer because I didn't finish what I started. I also feel awful because you guys, the fans, must have been waiting for such a long time. But a lot of things have happened since February, and I wasn't able to do anything for so long.
My grades began to fall apart in school because of my attitude and the way the teachers treated us. Everybody in our class had an attitude, so the teachers didn't like it and penalized us for it. I have the worst attitude in the world, and that's what made them jump on me and a few others the most. They wanted to break it, but they couldn't.
I was written up three times in two days. I screamed at my Math teacher, walked out of my Science class, and I cursed at my Spanish teacher and told her to "Shut the fuck up." I was suspended for that. So after that they kept a close watch on me. Everything I did, they jumped on me for it.
My family was falling apart and pulling themselves back together numerous times. I was ready to run away at one point. And I tried to run away on three occasions. My mother cried to me one day about how I was ruining myself and that made me cry as well because I hate to see her cry. It makes me feel like a murderer. And then after that my mother didn't trust me, making me more rebellious because it was their fault that she didn't trust me.
So I rebelled hard against school along with half of my class. We rebelled, threw things, and we decided to take control of the hallway. The whole school of choice did. Ron Brown began to rise back up from December and we just did things that made the other schools of choice look like garbage. We were the baddest and the smartest at the same time.
But I got tired of them talking, so I calmed down. We all did. We wanted to graduate. So we turned back into the class from seventh grade. Smart, and very powerful with the academics. I made up for everything and I got A's and B's. On my GEPA (Grade Eight Proficiency Assessment) I got Advanced Proficient in Math. My scores were great and they all said that I was indeed smart. Teachers turned their heads once I was done and they were very impressed. I was the child from seventh grade again. The good one with no problems who loved to smile.
But then My dog Alex became very sick and ill. He was blind, but he was still energetic in the beginning of it. Then he just became dull and he didn't do anything. But oh well, he's sad right? I always tried to make him feel better and I always tried to make him bark happily or wag his tail. Even my cheerfulness didn't work on him. And he just got sicker and sicker.
Alexander died the day before I graduated. They put him to sleep.
I… I've never felt something like that before. What I felt really broke my heart. I sobbed in my classes and I broke down. I really crashed, and that was something that I've never did before. They had never saw me that way, just pouring my eyes out. You might say "Oh it's just a dumb dog." But it's not. I've grown up with this dog. Since I was little, I've grown up with this dog since I was just a baby. We've done all the adventerous things that I've done together. We use to sleep on the couch together, eat together, even drink our water at the same time. We did everything. And when he died, it was like I lost my brother or something. I was really heartbroken and I was depressed. But I have to thank all my friends, they really took care of me that day.
But with all that's happened, I'm happy to say that I've graduated with flying colors. I came back up from my down and I made it. I feel happy to know that I did. But now I just gotta get ready for High School. Oh boy.
With all that said, I'm happy to say that I've started back. I'm going to post a chapter. So get ready! I'm coming back!
Truly Sorry,
Rampaging Sorrow