Hey everybody! Today is July 2nd, and it's my birthday! (Cheers and begins to party)
I have just turned fourteen, signaling that it's another year, and another time to start over. I really feel that I can change with everything that has happened.
I still have some emotional things to deal with, but I should hopefully be alright. I know I can make it. I have been talking and getting help, but some of it isn't really working, so I guess I'm going to just deal with it on my own. It's just kind hard to go and not see my dog. They cremated him, and that just really scares me as well. It makes me scared because I look at it, and I just feel like dirt. But I have to be strong. He would want me to.
I also want to be the best person I can be. Which is why im almost done with the chapter. I've been really good and I've been helping myself get back together. I don't want anybody giving me pity. It makes me feel sad.
Now that that's done, I wanna shout out thanks to everybody who read my note and answered me back. I mostly want to thank Brat-Bitch for what she wrote. It really made me feel a lot better. Honest to god.
Happy birthday to all the people born on July 2 and im gonna go and shop with some friends! And once again I'm sorry I haven't updated, but it's almost here! I had to change my ideas to not make myself confused.
Love always,
Rampaging Sorrow
