I do not own digimon, much to my dissapointment (though Matt has agreed to be my teddy bear for a while evil grin ) Thank you to those of you that reviewed (Starts throwing Matt and Tai plushies to reviewers) , it was much appreciated. This is the second installment. PLEASE R&R! Enjoy!

Izzy: Willow?

Willow: Yes, Izzy?

Izzy: You are a great author...good entries last time.

Willow: Thank you Izzy. I didn't know that you reviewed my story. That means a lot to me. tosses plushies at Izzy

Izzy: Your welcome...it was my pleasure. I love getting the dirt on my friends. And I don't really mind Yaoi that much.

Willow: Ummm...that's good. I expect that's the reason you read and reviewed?

Izzy: Yep. Keep on with the writing-ness, O Great Author.

Willow: (ego inflates slightly) Thanx Izzy. I will.

Love Journals 101

Matt's Journal...Entry 2

February 20, 2004 10:17 p.m.

It's the night before my bands concert and my eyeballs are about to pop out of their sockets. This is driving me insane! There are fan girls (and oddly enough, fan boys too) chasing me around EVERYWHERE I go! It's really starting to grate on my nerves.

Tai kidnapped me from my fellow band mates (who let my overly stressed out self leave...thank you god) around 4 p.m. and we went back to his house. He had to sneak me out in a trech coat and hoodie. Not a single person recognized me....they all thought I was still inside. I am so happy.

Tai made dinner while I sat back and relaxed on his couch, flipping through channels until I landed on MTV. They had a news special about my concert on the following night. Oh god...they're going to be allowed backstage! Who in the HELL approved that? Oh well... can't change it now. Anyway, I thanked Tai about a billion times for getting me out of there. He said it was no problem... as long as he and Kari got V.I.P. passes to the concert. I laughed and said sure.

At dinner, I asked Tai to pass the rice, which he did, and our hands touched ever so briefly...and it sent this oddly pleasant thrill down my spine. After dinner, me and Tai sat down and started to watch a movie (Pirates of Caribbean...with Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom), and I kind of fell asleep from sheer exhaustion. I woke up a couple of hours later...and me and Tai were snuggled up next to one another, him hugging me about the waist, me hugging him about the shoulders. It didn't even bother me.

I'm not gay, am I? I mean...I still like girls...does this mean I'm bi? Oh god...weird thoughts...lucid thought process...this can't be good.

I woke Tai up, he groggily went to bed...I came home...and now I'm writing this. So I think I'll go now. I DO have the concert tomorrow night and everything. I can worry about that other stuff tomorrow. And every Ishida needs his beauty sleep. Ha ha ha. Peace out Matt

Tai's Journal...Entry 2

February 22, 2004 11:45 a.m.

I got back from Matt's concert last night at about midnight. DuDe! They ROCKED!!! I have never seen Matt do so well on stage before. It was great! He even brought my little sister up on stage (which made hordes of fan girls supremely jealous), and she sang one of the songs with him! She sounded so good up there! I was so proud.

Matt looked really good on stage. He did great...not a single note out of place, not a single chord missed. He did his blond hair in some unruly spiked mass that actually looked pretty good. It went well with the delicate features of his face. Did I seriously just write that? ...(rereads sentence)...yep...sure did.

Anyway...Matt crashed at my place last night, since he was too pooped to get to his own house...and my house was closer. He took a shower last night (some fan girls threw candy onstage...which made Matt slip and fall on his ass, covering him in chocolate and cherries), and now he's taking one again, so I'm writing this. I wonder if he keeps a journal too? Who knows...
Me and Matt both slept on my queen size bed last night. I was on the left, he was on the right. We fell asleep soon after we hopped into bed...but we woke up in each others arms at like, what, 3 a.m.? It kind of freaked us out...'cause I think that we were both getting these really pleasant sensations down...um...there, so we pulled apart and went back to sleep.

Later on (like 4 or 5 am) I remember being half asleep, and I was in Matt's arms. He was holding me really close, like he was protecting me from a bullet. For some reason, I didn't bother to pull away. It just felt right, lying there in his arms like that. Kind of freaky, right?

So we're laying there, right? And me, I'm still mostly lost in slumber, so I just snuggle up to the warmest thing next to me (namely Matt). I fell totally asleep again...but woke up a while later to find Matt calling my name. I looked up into his eyes (I had scooted down on the bed by accident, and it left Matt's head higher than mine), and he looked down into mine...and then we kissed. It was so weird. Neither of us minded...and neither of us wanted to stop. But kissing was all that we did. We fell asleep a while later...and I woke up to the smell of breakfast cooking. We ate, then Matt got into the shower.

We're not gay, are we? I mean, I still like girls and all. I still have that crush on Sora...who still has that crush on Matt. Ha ha ha. What a life, huh? We both kept on insisting that we weren't gay while we kissed. Ok, that just sounded weird, even in writing. Damn.

Oh boy...that's him getting out of the shower now. I guess I should go. Don't want him reading this thing over my shoulder. I will write again later. Peace Tai