How many times do I have to tell you people!?! I DO NOT OWN DIGIMON!!! oops...momentary lapse of sanity... Anyway...thanks for the support everyone. I am having as much fun writing this as you are reading it. Tosses more plushies of Matt and Tai to the adoring yaoi fans . This is the third installment. I do hope you like it. Please read and review!!! I will love you forever and ever. . Enjoy!

T.K.: Hey Willow.

Willow: Hiya T.K.

T.K.: You know what...

Willow: What.

T.K.: Seeing how this story....

Willow: Journals

T.K.: ...these journals, are about mine and Kari's brothers liking each other.........shouldn't it freak me out more than it does?

Willow: How badly does it freak you out?

T.K.: Barely...same for Kari.

Willow: I don't know. Maybe. You say it doesn't really bother you or Kari, so maybe you two are just happy that your older brothers found someone... namely, each other.

T.K.: Willow...your twisted. You know that?

Willow: Yep! Enjoy the journals.

T.K.: ...............Twisted...... shakes head

Love Journals 101

Tai's Journal...Entry 3

February 26, 2004 10:53 a.m.

Hello journal. Well...what the crap. Yolie and Cody opened a digiport at the school yesterday, and brought Agumon and Gabumon through. They had to disguise them as stuffed animals (not really a hard feat, if you think about it) and then they brought them to us. So now I have had Agumon around me constantly for the last twenty four hours. He's actually kind of annoying when he's hungry...but then again...I guess I am too. .

Matt had band practice yesterday afternoon...and decided that he was going to drag me along to listen to them. Guess I must not have had anything better to do. He and his band still sound pretty good...I mean, after the other night and everything...you would think so too. They're gonna set up practice for sometime in March. Some of the other band members have songs that they'd like to be played on the next album...the only problem is...they haven't written them yet!! Ha ha ha.

Matt crashed at my place again last night. We made dinner, and hung out, and watched a movie...and made out. What! Ergh...well folks...that IS what we did last night. Embarrassed flush warms face I feel kind of weird, even admitting it to a journal. What if Matt came in and saw this? He would confirm...how creepy. So...no point in denying it any longer. I think I would go insane if I tried. Now...if only I could SAY it (or, at the very least, write it) ......ergh ......um.........I... growl ...I like Matt. No, that isn't right though. Oh god, this is really starting to kreep me out. But the truth? I think I love Matt Ishida.........I love you, Matt Ishida.

Ok...that was hard. But it felt good to say. Hmm...how twisted. ANYWAY.... Kari and Gatomon came over and had breakfast with Agumon and me yesterday morning. It was nice. Now I have to go...don't want Mr. High and mighty Ishida reading this over my shoulder. Peace Tai

Matt's Journal...Entry 3

February 27, 2004 11:54 p.m.

So...um...I haven't written in here for about a week. My bad. I have been busy this week. There was more band practice two days after our concert, and some more a few days after that. Tai has been swamped with Football practice lately. He's getting Really good at the game, though, so who's complaining?

T.K. and Kari came over with Gatomon and Patomon today. They wanted to clean my house (why? I have no idea...but I would like to know what CRACK they MUST on...lol). They did a pretty good job, with my (reluctant) help. I know where everything is AND I can find it too! Tai would have a heart attack. Damn...can't wait till he comes over and sees this! Visualizes Tai on floor, in throes of heart attack... . I know...I'm mean. Ha ha ha. Does it look like I care?

T.K. and Kari are staying the night here tonight. I set them up in the living room with the warning of no hanky-panky, unless my little brother wanted his wacker cut off. He didn't warm up to the idea too much. Ha ha ha. They're in the living room now, curled up on the couch watching "Shakespeare in Love" (Kari's choice...T.K. wanted to watch "Mortal Kombat ...Annihilation). I am sitting in my kitchen, drinking a mug of hot chocolate, writing in this stupid thing.

Yeah...anyway. Tai and me...I think that we might be gay...or at least bi. 'Cause I know that I still like girls...but...um...I like Tai too. Wait...that just doesn't sound right...even on paper. Let me try again.......................................... I love Tai Kamiya. Okay...that was...odd. Oh well. I can't run from the truth despite what the little voice in my head is currently shouting at me . I mean, Tai and I are both grown men...and we can handle anything that comes our way, right? Does Tai love me back? How can I tell? What the HELL is going on with us? Would Mr. I'm-so-athletic-and-popular reject me?

Dude, I'm a grown man...and I'm fretting like some little school girl with a crush on the star football player.........oh, wait...I DO have a crush on the star football player. Freaky. Um...I'm gonna go now...cause even writing this is making me feel kind of weird. Will write soon. Peace out Matt