R.S.: Hello everybody. Things are pretty smooth for me right now. Even though I'm still being blamed for every fucking thing, just to know that people out there care is good enough. I have this big basketball thing coming up in two weeks. Junior Nationals. Over 200 college coaches are gonna be there and I wanna make the best impression that I can.

But enough of that. Here's the story. Oh! And thank you to everybody who's been reviewing all this time. You're really helping me a lot. But, here's the story. This is the third part and there is one more section to his.

This one is kinda sad, it's kinda violent, and words are said that weren't meant to. It's really… deep in a way.

-Rampaging Sorrow

It's always that one person

By: Rampaging Sorrow

Chapter Twelve:

There's something I don't understand

Why can't I just be like you:

PART THREE

Soaking… fucking… wet. That was all that was going through his mind as he stepped into the house. Shinji had summoned the Himura boy over, and he didn't even have his car. So when he was walking, some lady sprayed him with a hose when he went up to ask where he was going. The area was new to him when on feet. She had apologized later, but Kenshin was just plain old upset.

Shinji laughed at the boy before he gave him a towel and let him strip down. He did his famous two-minute dry, and Kenshin's hair was nice and dry once more. He sat down before he looked over at Shinji. His look said everything as Shinji poured himself something to drink. Kenshin took his bottle.

"So… did you see her yet?" Shinji shook his head softly before he pulled out a CD. He tossed it towards Kenshin and Kenshin caught it on his finger.

"Listen to this shit. She did this wherever she is and it's deep as hell. I mean, she's talking from the soul. Listen to it and then afterwards, I'll tell you what she said." Kenshin nodded before he got up and put it in. Shinji put it on #5.

Kenshin sat back and he heard the beginning. He wasn't really interested until he heard her speaking in japanese. He was listening more intently as he heard her voice. It was the voice he loved and he just was entranced by it. He didn't want to stop listening. Shinji smiled as Kenshin gasped and laid back into his chair. His breath was one of pure delight as he heard her just singing. He couldn't help it. It was just good to him. The way she sang… the way she thought about her music… it was different from everybody else who made music. Once the song was over, Shinji paused it.

"It sounds like she's saying that she's not alone right now, huh?" Kenshin nodded.

"But guess what my dear boy?" Kenshin looked at him as he took a sip and put down his glass.

"What?" Shinji presses play and then Kenshin hears what she says.

Listen to this song, and take the words and put them into the exact opposite. Just think about it… and that's how I truly feel… in my heart.

Kenshin was shocked as Shinji began to laugh.

"My daughter is smart! She's genius!" Kenshin just had his mouth wide as Shinji hit his own glass with Kenshin's and he drank it down, laughing and choking all the way.

Kaoru was tired as hell. She had just came into the house and it was late. Real late. Tyler and Kaname had fallen asleep, but Michael and Asahi stayed awake. Once she had gotten into the house, Michael caught her as she almost fell to her knees.

"Kaoru, take it easy. You can't be doing this. You're not well." Kaoru nodded as she pulled her hair up into a bun. She sat down before Asahi gave her water. He looked at her and she just looked ready to kill. Her eyes were cold, her clothes were dark blue and her gun was on her waist. She then looked around before Asahi smiled.

"You went out to the city huh? What did you find?"

"Not a damn thing. Nobody would open the fucking door." Asahi nodded as heard the bitterness in her voice. She was acting just like a child, and for some reason, both Michael and Asahi liked this behavior. It was… something more like the Kaoru deep inside. For once she was letting all of her anger out. And they didn't mind one bit.

"Kaoru… come here." Michael went to her and he took a cloth as she had dirt stains on her face. Kaoru just looked at the floor as he finished up making her look clean. She thanked him silently before she put her arms out since she wanted to be hugged. Michael smiled and took her into his arms. She snuggled into him. Then she began to make small circles.

"You love you're cousin Michael, huh?" Kaoru nodded before she felt something coming. She sat up fast and Asahi went over so they could all talk. It was getting closer until Kaoru swore she heard something. She looked out the window to see a big blade coming right for them.

"Get down!" she pushed them all down before she saw it break the window. She cursed before she went to the window and just saw them moving. She let out shots and it woke up everybody. Kaoru cursed before Tyler came downstairs with some weapons. Kaoru took one and then Tyler and Michael ran out of the house with her. All Kaoru could think about, was something her mother said.

There are things that make us happy… and things that make us sad. This is life people. And we as human beings are the wildest species on earth. We are feared by all. And… it's sad to say that we'll never ever change. No matter how much God or anybody effects us, we still have it inside. It doesn't go away.

"Stop!" Kaoru yelled before she sped up and kicked it into overdrive once more. She jumped on him before he kicked her off and the two began to fight. Kaoru ducked and she shot him right in his leg. He dropped before Asahi called Kaoru's phone.

"Kaoru you gotta drop the gun and hide all the weapons. Hurry back to the house. The police are coming soon."

Kaoru nodded and she began to drag him along with other people who were there. Tyler and Michael dropped them all before Asahi pulled out his rifle and he told them all to change and look dirty. Kaoru had to laugh and then she kept on washing her hands until they were clean. She washed her face as well before they all came down and stood on the porch and in the doorway. They sighed and Michael put some dirt spots on her face, ignoring her curses. Kaoru leaned against the doorframe and Asahi began to speak out and yell as the cops came up to him. Kaoru stifled a laugh as his voice was country. Literally.

"The damn robbers came up as if they were gonna go robbin' us and tried to shoot us all like we were raccoons diggin' in the damn garbage! If I didn't have my sons with me the women might be lookin' for their fingers in the sunflower fields!" The cop told him to calm down and he began to write down everything. Everybody put their piece in and then Asahi spoke to him.

"We don't want no court business. Just give him some kind of sentence and let him rot like the road kill." The cops nodded before they saw the hospital car going off with the criminals. Asahi then showed his license for the rifle. They nodded before they left. Once they did, they burst out laughing and Tyler and Michael hugged their father.

"That was the best one ever! Did you see their faces! They totally bought it! Right Kao? … Kao?" Kaoru wasn't around. She had already went to pack up her things. She came back down and then she looked at them as they gave her frowns.

"I gotta go. I'll come back to sleep, but it's the best thing. I swear you guys are gonna die for me."

"Kaoru what the fuck is going on?" Kaoru picked up some keys before she looked at her cousin.

"They don't want me to know who she was. Nobody does." Michael frowned before she began to hug them all. She let Michael walk her to the car and he hugged her tight. She put her arms around his neck and put her face in his neck as well. She began to talk to him and it sounded as if she was crying. As soon as he felt tears, he knew she was.

"Just make sure that you keep my spot warm, alright? And candy smokes when I get back. We'll be on Cloud Nine when we're done." Michael laughed before he wiped her tears with his fingers. Kaoru bit her lip as he kissed her forehead.

"Don't get hurt, alright? I'll be mad if you do." Kaoru nodded before he let her in the car and she reversed out. She threw Michael a box before she drove off. Michael went up to the steps before he sat down and opened the box. He gasped.

"Holy shit." He said with a whisper before they looked in as well. It was money. Lots of it too. Asahi almost collapsed so he just sat down. Picking up his cell phone, he dialed her father.

"Shinji its Asahi… well she just left here. And she left us with at least over ten thousand dollars. How she got it I don't know. But something happened tonight and I think she knew it was gonna happen… I don't know bro. But you're dark child is going to kill somebody soon. If you had seen the look in her eyes." He shivered.

"How was the look Asahi? I need to know this." Asahi pulled his hair from his face.

"It was like death itself."

Kaoru was just going fast. She then pulled over on the highway before she opened her mother's journal. She went through each page softly before she stopped at a page. She read the address over and over again before she cursed.

"I have to go home. This isn't gonna work." Kaoru put it away and did something so illegal, that she would have been locked up for years. She turned her car around and began to drive backwards. People honked their horns, but Kaoru's mind was set. She was going to find out anything. Her eyes were so cold as she just let her hair down and she began to drive with one hand as she pulled out her phone. She put on her ear piece before she dialed home. Her father picked up the phone.

"Kaoru is that you! Where are you-"

"Pare la mierda de falsificación. Yo no soy mudo. (Cut the fake shit. I'm not dumb." Her father was confused.

"What are you talking about Kao? I didn't know-" Kaoru cut him off and talked very angry. She was yelling at him. Shinji didn't like it.

"Vengo en casa y yo no soy feliz! Usted miente a mí! Usted y todos están más en algunos pequeño jodiendo el secreto! Cuándo yo obtengo en casa yo quiero que algunos contesten, y yo no los obtengo, juro que alguien obtendrá cortado¿Lo obtuvo!"

( I'm coming home and i'm not happy! You're lying to me! You and everybody else are in on some little fucking secret! When I get home I want some answers, and I don't get them, I swear somebody is going to get sliced! Got it!)

With that she hung up and threw it aside. She was driving eighty miles per hour. And it was only a forty-five mile zone. She was gonna get in trouble, but she didn't care. She was pissed.

Kaoru got into the house with a ticket. She had let herself in and as soon as she saw her father, she punched him. He stumbled backwards a little bit and her siblings gasped. Kenshin was in shock as well as he had stayed. Her father sat down before he licked the blood that was falling. Kaoru glared hard at him before she picked up the glass that was there. Shinji then noticed along with everybody else that her English had gone out the window. She wasn't thinking straight. Since her mother knew Spanish, her mind was set on that. Kenshin pouted, because she was talking so fast he lost track.

"Por qué miente usted a mí? ... Por qué esconde usted las cosas? ... ¡Por qué es usted no diciendo la verdad!(Why are you lying to me? … Why are you hiding things? … Why are you not telling the truth!)" She threw it into the wall and she just got mad as her father didn't answer. She went on a rampage.

(A/N: Forgive me if I don't translate anymore. I just get so tired and so does my spanish friend.)

Kenshin got up and he went to grab her as she threw something else. They winced at everything and her curses. Kenshin held her before she began to cry out for him to let her go.

"Kaoru why are you doing this! Calm down!" Kaoru pushed him away before she swung at him.

"I have been lied to for the past five years!" Kenshin froze as he touched the blood on his lip. She had caught him right there and he wanted to swing back, but he had remembered that she was his girlfriend AND was a girl. So all they did was look at her. Aoshi pulled Kenshin to his seat.

"How would yo feel to know that you've been lied to by everybody! EVERYBODY!" she threw something at the glass and it fell. She balled her fists as tears began to water up in her eyes. She was really mad.

"For five fucking years all I knew was that my mother was a good person who never did wrong. She was a person who loved to help everybody and hated to be in trouble! Sure she was crazy, and she loved messing with the law, but they said that she hated to be locked up and stuff like that! I've been lied to too fucking long! I didn't know what to believe!

How do you tell somebody one thing, and then hear it different from somebody else! Why are all the stories different! I had to read this to find out about her, and that's bullshit! It's pure bullshit!"

"Kaoru your mother was a calm person-"

"MY MOTHER WAS A FUCKING NUT!" they opened their eyes too look at her.

"My mother was in the wrong state of mind! She's fucking nuts! I read this damn thing over and I looked at everything! She wasn't right! She needed help and she didn't get it at all! All she had was you daddy, and you were turning away as well! Weren't you!"

"I… was." Shinji looked at the floor.

"But it was because she wasn't trusting me. She was going to… him."

"Who the fuck is Daniel! Who the fuck is this guy that she was messing around with! I wanna know because I wanna go and make his life hell! He was a fucking abuser and he didn't care at all what he did! He hurt her and she didn't say anything at all because she was scared, and it was making her feel safe! Why! She had you!" she pointed to her father. Shinji never looked up.

"She was a cutter too and nobody told me! I thought all those scars were from the accident with the fence! But they were scars from a fucking blade! And nobody told me she was fascinated with blood or that she liked it on her tongue! Nobody said shit! And daddy you didn't say anything about where you two went! I asked you!" Shinji looked up through his bangs. His hair was down, so he could see. She saw that look.

"That look was the same one she described in this book. Where did you take her and why was the water red?"

"It wasn't blood. It was always that way. And to answer the question, it was a sacred place. A place in my family that not even I was suppose to go. But I disobeyed and I went. Just to have that first experience with her… To know what it felt like to feel her near me… To feel… her body."

"And you let her hurt herself the next day." Kaoru's tears were now falling as she couldn't hold them back anymore.

"Mommy was crazy daddy! And nobody said anything! She was the most unstable person as she said and now look! She's got a double!" Shinji looked at her as she let her hair fall. His eyes widened in horror.

"Do you see it? It was her most favorite. And I like it too. I did this to let you know that she and I are so alike it's scary." She pulled at it before she wiped her eyes.

"I need help daddy." Shinji got up as he heard her say it in a serious tone.

"Kaoru, tell me what's going on inside your head. Tell me what you feel… Please."

"I'm not sane. I'm think I'm going crazy. I need help. I really do need help." Shinji pulled her close to him and she rested her head against his chest.

"Why did you let her do this to herself? Why did you let her hurt herself like that? Why did you let her go close to death? Why daddy why?"

"Because she wouldn't let me get to her." Shinji sighed and he kissed her forehead before he began to rock her softly and he just kept on telling her that he was sorry. Kaoru wiped her tears and let go.

"I want the other book." Shinji heard Kenshin shift and he looked into Kaoru's eyes. Their colors were so similar, but yet Kaoru's held a lot more than his. It made him afraid.

"I.. I can't. I don't know where it is-" Shinji gasped as Kaoru grabbed him and pushed him into the couch.

"Tell me where it is. I swear to god I'll go crazy! I WANNA KNOW WHERE IT IS NOW!"

"Kaoru please stop."

"Dígame! Yo wanna sabe ahora! En este momento!" Shinji didn't answer before Kaoru hit her father in his chest. He let out a soft yelp of pain. He wasn't too well in that area from falling down the stairs in the morning.

"Fuck you then." She looked around with a small evil smile before she went to the book case.

"Yo lo encontraré yo mismo." And with that, the rampage began as she threw down all the books.

Kaoru was going wild. She had thrown down all the books, flipped over the couch and the cushions, and she just destroyed the living room. They gasped at how strong she was. She was in the kitchen and she was just throwing things down. She had went from there and then she saw the television. She shook her head and ran up the steps. Shinji sighed and he leaned against the wall.

"Kaoru is crazy. It's in the TV, but I won't tell her that. Her mother would kill me in my sleep."

"Give her the damn book! Do you see this shit! We're gonna be walking on glass forever!" Shuichi looked at his father with a pleading look along with all his other siblings. Then he heard her yell.

"WHO WAS IN MY BED!" Kenshin ran up the steps and he locked her in her room before he pined her down. He was way stronger than her, so it was easy. Kaoru was moving against him as he held her with one hand. He had his phone.

"I told you she would fall for the bed thing. Shuichi told me she was crazy for her bed."

Kaoru yelled out and called him the worst names and they had to cover Yahiko's ears. Yahiko was scared and it had made him cry for a few moments, but he was calmer and he jumped down from Tara before he ran to the steps. He began to climb and Shinji yelled to him.

"Yahiko no!" but Yahiko was fast and he had already pulled the key from under the carpet and let himself in. Kaoru smiled as Kenshin went to shut it. Kaoru got up and was ready to bust down, but Kenshin locked it fast and picked her up before slamming her on her bed. Kaoru looked up at him with a smile.

"Kaoru don't!"

Kenshin screamed out and hissed in pain as he rolled off of her. Kaoru had thrown something into his eyes that was hot and she picked up Yahiko as he began to cry again and she ran off towards the car. She put Yahiko in and locked it before Kenshin fell down the steps. Kaoru broke the television and she saw it. She took it and she ran out the house before she kissed Yahiko's forehead.

"You're fine." And with that she drove off. Kenshin was in pain. He was blinded. Shinji picked him up before Kenshin cried out again.

"She threw something into my eyes! I can't see a goddamn thing!" Shinji opened his eyes and then he told them to get cold water. He splashed it before Kenshin cried out again. They saw how red it was and they took him to the hospital. Kenshin was in the car just raging and cursing out.

"I swear to god Kaoru's going down. When I find her I swear to god I'm gonna put her in some misery. She blinded me over some shit like this? Kaoru is going down! I swear to god! I've been helping her and I've stayed by her side! And to get this! Fuck that!" Kenshin screamed out again.

"Little son of a bitch!"

Kaoru had reached back to Asahi's house around eight in the morning. They had put Yahiko to bed on the couch and Kaoru was feeling awful for what she had done to Kenshin. She had some tears in her eyes. She then decided to do the worst and call him. She heard him pick up and he said 'Don't talk to me'.

"Kenshin I'm really sorry. I didn't know it was hot. I thought it was the water that I had left there days ago. Somebody must have drank it or changed it."

"That's not the fucking point! You throw something in my fucking face after I'm trying to help you calm down! You destroyed your own fucking house for some hard-covered fucking book! What the fuck is going through your head! Are you really fucking crazy!" Kaoru didn't say anything.

"I know but this is something I've wanted for years! You can't blame!"

"So you destroy everything for it! And yes I can blame you! This is the dumbest thing ever! I've been by your side for how fucking long! And then you come home like you don't know anybody and you almost break my fucking jaw! And now I think I'm going fucking blind! If I go blind I swear to god Kaoru I'm going to forget you are a girl and I'm going to get you."

"I said I was sorry! Somebody was in my room with that hot ass cup! I don't bring shit like that in my room! It's always cold water!"

"I don't give a fuck if it was cold water, hot water, or fucking holy water! I don't give a fuck! You think I'm doing this for my health! Huh! If I was doing this for myself than I wouldn't be worrying about you at all! Would I! No! I would just be at home sleeping while you kill yourself over something that has nothing to do with you!"

"Yes it does have something to do with me! I'm her child I'm the middle dammit! You don't know what it's like to have people look at you and say something dirty like 'oh her mother made that' and 'that poor child'. You have no goddamn clue!"

"My mother was a goddamn prostitute!" It fell silent on both ends as Kenshin was breathing hard and angry. Kaoru was shocked as so was everybody else.

"That's right! My mother sold her body to make money for us! Alright! When my father was in the hospital almost dead she was out there because no other jobs would take her! She couldn't do anything because of her family! They looked at us as if we were damn demon spawns! My sister couldn't do anything, I couldn't do sports, and Soujiro was just a broken shell! So don't say I don't have a clue! I know damn well!" Kaoru looked down sad.

"I'm sorry Kenshin. I really am."

"You're sorry? That's it? You're sorry? So when I go blind that's what you'll say? You're sorry? Huh? Tell me that!" Kaoru didn't say anything.

"I've hate what you've become! You're some goddamn psycho! You're scaring me! Me of all people who isn't afraid of anything that comes my way! But you have made me actually fear you! I hate what you are right now! It's not pretty! I hate it! I don't even know who you are anymore! I looked at a picture and I looked at you now and I think I hate you right now than from that picture of us before!" Kenshin immediately regretted those words. He could hear Kaoru on the other line. He could feel her heart breaking. And he could feel his as well. Kaoru had began to cry.

"Kaoru I didn't mean that. It came out wrong-"

"So that's what you really think about me Kenshin… I finally understand what you're true colors are."

"Kaoru please listen I swear its not-"

"I'm sorry for all the time you've put up with me! I'm sorry that I ever even let myself get close to somebody! I'm sorry you got hurt over me and I'm sorry you've had to protect me for the time we've known each other! I'm sorry I fucked up your perfect life!" she looked up at the ceiling before she coughed.

"I'm sorry for it all and I'm sorry I ever met you!" and with that Kaoru hung up and she got up and began to run.

Kenshin sat in the hospital just holding the phone. He finally let it drop before he felt his eyes water up. As they watered up his vision began to come together and Kenshin looked around. Genia didn't know that he had spoken to her, so she came into the room and she put up two fingers.

"Two." Kenshin said sadly and he put his head down and began to cry. Genia looked at the phone and she saw Kaoru's name before she knew instantly what happened.

"Oh no.. Oh god no…. Kenshin I'm sorry." She did the only thing she could do and that was hug him tightly. Kenshin began to just cry harder now and he didn't care what anybody thought. Shuichi came into the room and he heard Kenshin's cries. He knew that it wasn't the time to make him toughen up. Aoshi looked at the phone before he knew as well. All they could do was sit with him as he kept on crying.

"I can't help it at all… It just hurts because I don't want anything else but her! I don't want anything else in life! I could be poor and if I have her I would feel like the richest man alive! I need her so much that nothing else matters but her! I have nothing to live for!"

Kaoru was just sobbing hard. Michael had her in his arms as they were back inside the house. He was standing up as he just held her and kept her close to him as she had her head against his chest just crying her heart out. Michael kept running his fingers through her hair as he just held her there and kept her close to him. He knew that Kenshin didn't mean what he said, but he just couldn't convince Kaoru. No matter how much words were said, he knew her mind was set that Kenshin hated her.

Kaoru's heart was broken in two as just held onto the only thing that made her feel better. She was just regretting everything that had happened in the past twelve hours. Every single thing that happened was her fault, and as she thought about it that way she just wanted to die. She couldn't stop crying and all her tears weren't enough to make anything better.

Asahi just sat there speaking with Shinji and then he pointed the phone to Kaoru. Michael took it before he put it to her ear. Kaoru heard her father go what's wrong and she just began to speak as she kept crying against him. They looked at her eyes and saw a sad blue and gray as she was just speaking and looking out the broken window. She then shut her eyes and she cried out 'no he hates me. He hates me.' And with that she gave the phone back and let Michael just hug her and keep her from hurting herself.

"Shinji leave the girl alone for a while. Let her just calm down and let her collect her thought. I'll take good care of her. I promise. Just… send him in a few days." And with that he hung up. Kaoru just kept on crying. Michael was just speaking to her softly as he kept on kissing her neck softly.

"Stop the tears Kao-kao. I'm here for you. No more tears." Kaoru nodded as he wiped her tears with his thumb.

"I've never felt this way for anybody before. Kenshin just makes me feel so good inside and now that he hates me, I just feel like dying. I don't even want to live anymore." She then sniffed again before she sighed.

"I remember when I was about ten. I saw the most amazing thing… and it was just beautiful…Como la salida del sol… I wanted to have it… but I then realized afterward… that I would have to be dead." Michael looked into her eyes as he had pulled away a little.

"And what was this thing?"

"The thing was mommy's warmth. I wanted it so bad.." And with that Michael hear her begin to sob once more. He pulled her back before he kissed her forehead. He hated to see her this way. It was hurting him as well.

Kenshin was with the Kamiya family just helping with the new things they had bought for the house. They had to get everything done over that Kaoru messed up. Shinji then looked in an area that Kaoru didn't touch and he laughed. As he laughed, they heard some sadness in it and they looked at him.

"What is so funny daddy?" Tara asked him. Her blonde hair was a mess as she began to pull it up into a ponytail.

"See that area that Kaoru didn't mess up?" they looked over and nodded.

"Well all those things in that area belong to your mother. We never moved them because we decided to leave them there to make her in this room somehow. Kaoru didn't touch them because she knew. Even in all of her rage, all of that anger that she let go, she still managed to keep this harmless." He went over and he touched the tallest statue. It was an award for her music.

"Kaoru… my baby. Come home to me please. If you only knew." Shinji just stood there looking at it with tears into his eyes as he began to sing softly a song that Kaoru's mother always sang to her and him when they were there with her alone.

"yami no yozora ga futari wakatsu no waThe dark night sky separates us)

yobiau kokoro hadaka ni suru tameto lay bare our hearts as they call out to each other.)

kazari nugisute subete nakusu tokiCast off your useless trappings. Some things can only be seen)

nanika ga mieru.(when you've lost everything.)"

They all looked at him sadly as he just dusted off some of the dust in the area and gave them all a smile as he wiped his eyes.

"Lets all just finish cleaning up this glass. We don't want anybody with an infection, right?" they just nodded as he gave them another smile and went to picking up the glass. He cut his finger and he said 'dammit.'

"I cut my finger." He looked at the blood as he wiped his eyes with his other finger. Then Shinji's cheerful smile turned into a sad one as he put his finger into his mouth and tried to clean it. It was something his wife always did for him and now he was truly missing her again. He put his face in his hands as he was on his knees before he leaned over and began to sob.

"Annalise why oh why. Why you? You were needed so much. You're daughter is hurting herself." He then went from that and he began to pray. He said a verse in the bible he knew very well. Kenshin put his head down as soon as he heard the first two words. The others didn't know why, but they just looked at their father and at Kenshin as Kenshin had his hands linked on his thigh. Shinji sighed as he had messed up and as he started over, Kenshin said something different as he spoke with him.

"Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name,"

"There's something out there that is beyond us" Kenshin said softly with his eyes closed.

"Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth, as it is in Heaven"

"The universe always tends to unfold as it should"

"Give us this day our daily bread"

"The opportunity to make things better will always come. All we have to do is to be ready for them"

"And forgive us our trespasses, as we frogive those who trespass against us"

"Everyone's allowed to make a mistake, and everyone ought to be forgiven"

"And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil"

"Sometimes, it's good to have faith that someone is watching over us".

"In Jesus name, Amen." They both said softly before Shinji got up and wiped his tears. Both of them began to clean again and everybody just followed. They wanted to ask a question, but they knew it wouldn't make sense to. Both of them would give an answer they wouldn't understand.

(A/N: I got this verse from the Holy Bible. God bless. And I got the italic parts from a site called :Being Changing Seeing: . It doesn't belong to me. I only borrowed.)

Days later, Kaoru was still at the Country Kamiya's residency. She refused to go home and she refused to pick up any phone calls from any of them. That few days turned into a week.

Kaoru was bored now. She was just daydreaming as she had looked at her mother's other book. She had only read two pages and it wasn't as bad as the first one. But hey, it was only two pages. She was dressed in a wife beater and a pretty little skirt. She had brushed her hair to a shine and she threw some sunglasses on her head. She also had some dangling earrings and her outfit was stylish as she added on some white k-Swiss shoes. She then heard something vibrating and she opened her purse as she waited for the others to finish getting ready. She pulled out her sidekick that she had just recently owned.

"I wonder who this is." She saw an e-mail and it was unknown, but it was urging her to open it. It said, "Please this means life and death. Open this."

"I never get any spam… so it must be important." She opened it and then she looked down and she began to read it. When she read it, her heart was slowly rising up from the depression that it was in. It was long as hell, but it was well worth it as Kaoru's eyes watered up from the loving passionate words.

"Here you are

Daylight's star

Made out of miracles

Perfection

Of your own

You Alone

O so incredible

Each atom

Sing to me

"Set me free

From chains of the physical"

O free me, O free me

The mirror melts

I'm somewhere else

Inside eternity

Where you on

Outstretched wings

Sing within

The Garden of Everything

Where memories

Call to me

Backward dreams?

Or phantom reality?

Call to me, they call to me

And so here we are

Lovers of Lost Dimensions

Burning supernovas of all sound and sight

Every touch, a temptation

And for every sense, a sensation

Eyes of pure

Deep azure

Quite unbelievable

The sun's daughter

You've been made

Not to fade

Quite inconceivable

Each atom sings to me

"Set me free

From chains of the physical"

O free me O free me."

Kaoru blinked and wiped the tears before they fell as she kept on reading. These words were really true to her and it meant the world. She saw a little flower next to the rest of it.

"A love like ours

A starry flower

Through seasons and centuries

As rivers reach the sea

You'll reach me

With songs of your symmetry

A small boat

There will float

To far off coasts

The Isle of Infinity

Come with me. O come with me

Here we'll see

Love's lost tree

Made out of miracles

Emotions, crystal leaves

To cover me

And you in eternity

Each atom sing to us

Through the blood

"Love is a miracle"

Sings softly, it sing softly

And so here we are

Lovers of Lost Dimensions

Burning supernovas of all sound and sight

Every touch, a temptation

And for every sense, a sensation

And so here we are

Twin stars of brilliant brightness

Lanterns lit by life for all the depths of night

And every day will return us

To arms of the ever eternal

And so here we are

So far from earthly orbits

Burning supernovas of all sound and sight

Where every day will return us

To arms of the ever eternal."

Kaoru wiped her eyes again before she saw the picture of her and Kenshin hugging closely with a smile. Both were in the snow as it had been falling, but they didn't care. She saw how happy they both looked and she had to arch her eyebrow as she read the next line.

Go onto the computer and openyour e-mail.

Kaoru went down the hall and past the kitchen into the computer room. She sat down before she went into her e-mail before she opened the letter. She saw a music file and she pressed play. Her ears were filled up with a sweet violin sound. She then looked back down and she scrolled all the way down. She smiled at what he wrote. It was something else more sweet as she turned off the computer and went back to her seat. She sat down with a soft smile and she was happy.

I see your soul shining to me… give into my fantasy… I'm your king and you're my queen… let us dance into ecstasy.

We will dance at dawn… we will dance at night… we will dance this slow dance… until we both are feeling high and light.

The feel of fingers against each other's… the way our hips will touch… your head against my chest… the pleasure will be just too much.

Those blue eyes call to me… as I take you to places you've never been before… those blue eyes call to me… they shake me to the core.

The warm breeze of the light and the clouds… the cool air of the stars and the dark… you are mine as I am yours… your face is burned in the very center of my heart.

I see your soul shining onto me… giving into my fantasy… when you become my loving queen… we both shall dance into ecstasy.

Yours forever,

Kenshin Himura.

Kaoru saved the two messages before she put her sidekick away. She leaned her head back as she began to daydream. His words made her feel so damn high… so damn high she didn't want to come down. So damn high she didn't hear Michael.

"Huh?" she finally said as he screamed her name.

"Let's go." Kaoru nodded before she picked up her purse and left with them. As she sat next to Michael in his car, she just was dizzy. She couldn't get the words from her head. They were just… deep and they meant the whole world to her. Even if Kaoru and Kenshin still didn't make up yet… Kaoru could keep the words.

"Kaoru are you alright?" Kaoru smiled at him.

"I'm perfect Michael. Just perfect."

Kenshin walked down the street and he put his sidekick away as he was just e-mailing people. He then heard something come closer to him and he began to walk faster until he felt the person jogging up to him. He turned around before he saw the person dressed in all black. His gold eyes peered out from his mask and he looked angry. Kenshin put his sidekick in his book bag and as he did, the person charged to him. Kenshin dropped his body and he tossed him with his feet before jumping up.

"I don't know who the fuck you are, but you picked the wrong day to fuck with me." The person looked at him and then Kenshin saw a smile appear on his face.

"Do you know me?" He pulled off the mask before Kenshin gasped. Kenshin opened his eyes wide as he stood straight. Light brown hair, gold eyes and a smile that was deadly.

"You're… Justin. Justin Bemostriz… Oh my god. I thought you and your father were gone."

"Yeah we were gone. That is until we heard that the demon was out looking for her mother's roots."

"The demon? Kaoru?"

"Yeah. That little demon. She is her mother as I've been told and she acts just like her. And she thinks that she's going to get to my father, but I got another thing coming. So if I was you, I would tell your little bitch that she's going down." Kenshin got mad now.

"You won't do anything unless you get past me." The boy laughed before he turned around and dropped something. Kenshin saw smoke and he covered his eyes and his face as Justin ran off. Once it was cleared, he picked up the phone and he began to call Shinji.

"Shinji call Asahi and make sure they watch Kaoru. Tell her to watch her back. I just aw Daniel's son…. I don't know Daniel, but I know his son so I just put two and two together. But that's not important. He's gonna try and kill her I think. It's his father doing it."

"Kenshin this isn't good. Kaoru is in some real danger."

"Meet me by the mall parking lot and we're gonna go to the Country Kamiya residency. Then we'll do this from there. Agreed?" he heard Shinji go 'yeah' and he hung up. Kenshin cracked his knuckles before he began to run and text everybody. It wasn't good to know that Justin was running loose. Kenshin knew him from when he was a child and the boy was a loose cannon ready to explode. It wasn't safe at all.

"Dammit Kaoru you better have a gun with you."

R.S.: This chapter is finally done! Took me about two and a half days if you count me being up until around like three. I think this chapter might be one of the best ones I did. I really put a lot of emotion into his and I really worked on this one until they had to drag me away from the computer. I hope you guys like it. : This chapter is finally done! Took me about two and a half days if you count me being up until around like three. I think this chapter might be one of the best ones I did. I really put a lot of emotion into his and I really worked on this one until they had to drag me away from the computer. I hope you guys like it.

But guess what? There's more.

Yes there is one final part to this and after that there is... well… there's a big old western fight and people blow up and aliens come to visit!

……Gotcha

You didn't think I would say anything, did you? I'm not that dumb. I just wanted to see what you guys would think. Man am I crazy.

Oh and before I forget, do any of you have AIM? If you do my name is aoshilover7291. It's lowercase letters and it's just like that.We should chat sometime!

In the next chapter,

"Kenshin… I don't understand how you always make me feel this way… and yet you make me feel guilty as well…"

"Don't just sit here! Get the fuck up and protect your name!"

"There's something I've always wanted to do… and I promise when this whole voyage is done… we will do it together."

"KAORU!"