Ah...my adoring fans...hello again. Nice to see you have joined me for another installment of my story. (Tee-he-he). Well, since we all know I don't own Digimon...I guess we can proceed with the reading-ness. But I want to personally thank all of you that reviewed. (Throws Yamato {the guy...not the plushy } to Neo-Chan). Now, to get on with it....Enjoy!!!
Dedications: Well, this is my first dedication, so here I go. I dedicate this Entry of Love Journals 101 to nEo-cHaN, because I have never seen someone who loves these two as couple more than I do. And she has accomplished that feat with admirable success. This is for you, nEo-cHaN. Enjoy!
Matt: Willow...you are a pain...you know that?
Willow: And why is that, Ishida?
Matt: You know exactly why, Earthflame.
Willow: (whistles and looks off in space) Nope...no idea.
Matt: WILLOW!!!
Willow: (looks down at Matt) What?
Matt: (growls) You keep on writing these infuriating journals!!!
Tai: Matt, man, give it up...she isn't going to stop writing them for you...'cause technically, you're one of the writers.
Matt: I know that, dorkiss. So are you.
Willow: Yeah, now both of you shut up so that your adoring yaoi fans can read on. (turns to crowd) Enjoy!!!
Love Journals 101
Matt's Journal...Entry 4
February 29, 2004 11:30 p.m.
Wow. I daily amaze myself. Wanna know how? (drumroll please) I actually write in this thing. That must be some kind of record for me. I usually have no time for journals...but I guess this one is a good idea considering the events of the past few weeks.
So, anyway...me and Tai are spending the night over here at my house tonight, it being the leap day and all. God, we're grown men, and we still have "sleepovers". That's kind of funny, if you think about it.
Tai is in the shower right now. I can hear him singing. It's actually kind of funny to hear him sing. He has a good voice... he just never uses it around anyone (I mean, he never sings around anyone. He talks almost as much as Mimi!!!).
So, Tai and I took our younger siblings out to dinner tonight. It was great. We told TK and Kari to get dressed up really nice (like we did) and we went to The Pink Kimono, the most prestigious (and expensive) restaurant in town. We had a blast. We all made sure that we ordered more than we could actually eat so that we could take "doggy" bags home to our digimon. Personally, Gabumon loves it when I do that. Tai gave his sister a diamond teardrop necklace at dinner. She nearly melted on the spot. It was beautiful, and she wore it for the rest of the night. I gave my brother two engraved silver bracelets (of which I have the matches to) that, when put together (with mine) said "Best Friends" and "Brothers Forever". He loved them. Him and Kari were so happy, and me and Tai got some really good pictures of their shocked faces.
Well, after dinner, we went out and saw a movie, then Kari and TK went to Tai's house to spend the night (with fair warning from Tai and I about doing the dirty). Now Tai and I are here, and Tai is getting out of the shower now.
Hmm. I wonder what will happen tonight. Who knows? Tai and me are gonna sit down and watch another movie when he gets dressed. I think that we're gonna watch...um...I think it was the third installment of the Lord of the Rings...you know...Return of the King. It's supposed to be really good. And, against my better judgment in saying so...Sam and Frodo would make a good couple...but who knows? And...Legolas and Aragorn would too. Ha ha ha. (a/n: that whole statement was for you, nEo-cHaN) That thought used to freak me out...you know...two guys, but not anymore I guess. Not after I kissed Tai.
This is my journal and all, so I guess I can admit it without feeling too weird. I love Taichi Kamiya. Um...this is gonna sound a bit on the crazy side here, Journal, but every time I go near him...I blush. I can't help it...it just happens. I get a little short of breath and any time our skin touches each others, I get this little (pleasant) electric shock from my head to my...um (cough cough) you know. It really was weird, writing that just now. I somehow feel like a girl saying shit like that. Wow-ness, eh?
Well, I have to go...don't want Tai reading this thing over my shoulder. Will write again soon. Peace out
Matt
Tai's Journal...Entry 4
March 1, 2004 1:15 p.m.
Last night was.........wild. It was weird. I know I could be writing about a million different things write now...but this is taking up a lot of thought (and no, it does not hurt my head to think!). The scenes from last night just keep playing through my head, over and over...without end...not that I seem to want them to end.
I am over at my house right now, writing this. Kari and T.K. nearly trashed the place last night (don't wanna know how), and they felt sorry about it, so they decided to clean it up. Then they made me lunch (I got back over here at ten, 'cause I ate breakfast at Matt's house) at Noon, and we all sat down and ate. Now they (Kari and T.K.) are at the beach, and I'm sitting here alone, listening to my Rob Zombie CD, drinking an orange juice and vodka...and wondering about myself.
What the hell is with me? I mean...I still have that huge crush on Sora that I have had for years...but I know that she'll never like me back the same way, so that's kind of a futile thing to think about.
Oh, wait...maybe I should write in here about last night. Maybe if I write the images down, they'll get out of my head for a while. Who knows?
Ok, so last night, I took a shower after me and Matt got back to his house. Then he did (I wonder what he was doing when I was in the shower...hmmm). Then we sat down and popped the Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King into the DVD player. We got halfway through that long-assed movie when Matt turned to me and said, "Tai...get your hand off my thigh".
I looked over at him, shocked, then looked down...and there it was...my hand resting comfortably on his thigh. I quickly pulled it away and we went back to watching the movie, not even mentioning what happened. We finished the movie (and refused to watch the "extras") when I turned to Matt and said, "Matt, your hand is on my ass." He looks over and down (much like I did earlier) but doesn't pull his hand away. Instead, he says something to the effect of "Tai, my hand is on your ass." Dumb, no?
Well, it got really...um...weird after that. But not a bad kind of weird...just...um...a different kind of weird. He moved his hand from my backside, but then placed his arm around my shoulders. He said, "Hey Tai, how 'bout we get a drink?" Me, being all sort-of weirded out, said sure.
So I got up and made us both orange juice and vodkas (Hey, they taste good!) and we sat down and drank them...Matt slower than me. I was out of vodka by the third one, so Matt went and pulled some beers out of his fridge, and we downed those too (I drank four, he drank two...and I wasn't even really that drunk).
Well, it was about two in the morning by that time, but neither of us were tired and both of us had a slight buzz from the alcohol, so we popped another DVD in. It was the DVD that goes to the Rob Zombie CD that I have. Which means that we were just watching Videos (not that Matt cared...he's in a band for peets sake!).
The Living Dead Girl video came on, and Matt just got up, out of the blue, and started dancing to it. It was funny. Then he pulled me (I mean, he really had to fight to get my ass off that couch) up there and we both danced. It was really fun. We were drunk and really dirty dancing there for the most part. It was great...and it felt so normal to dance like that with him.
Now, at this point, I would usually ask what is wrong with me, why am I writing that?, but I know the answer. I love Matt and I think we belong together. But does he think the same way? I mean, he DID have his hand practically groping my ass there during the movie. Maybe he does...hmmmm......But, back to the narrative......gotta get this shit outta my head.
Anyway, Matt and I were dancing, and we were really hot by then (from the alcohol and movement), so we tore off our shirts and shorts. I mean, it was REALLY hot, AND we had on our boxers, so we didn't really mind it that much.
Matt is beautiful. He really is. He's got a nice body...you know, the whole package, with a slight six-pack, finely honed abs and pecs, and and a really nice ass...not to mention that he has actually commented on my ass being nice too...lol.
N-e-WaYz.....
So we're dancing, right? Well, Matt does this all time stupid trick with his legs, and he accidentally gets them tangled up in mine, and we both fall onto the ground, him on top, me on the bottom. We didn't get up...or move, for about a minute or so. Then Matt looked straight into my eyes and said, "Tai, we're grown men. I love you. Deal with it."
I think I nearly shit myself when he said that! I mean, I thought he might like me and all, but wow, that was really random and unexpected. Then we started laughing. It was weird.
Wow...it is now 3:30 p.m. I have been writing for a LONG time. Wonder if I should finish this here...nope...gonna keep going. Yep...that'll really help.
So, I looked up at Matt after he said that, and I just...stared. Then I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled his lips toward mine, and I kissed him for all I was worth. He struggled for a minute, then just relaxed and kissed back. It was amazing. No girl will ever be able to kiss like that. . We kissed (he tasted like orange juice and beer...yummy goodness ) for a long time, really enjoying the others mouth. It was weird, but it was great at the same time. Then it got realllllly interesting...
Oh shit, that's Kari and T.K. at the door. Damn, I guess I'll finish writing this later. Maybe tonight, maybe tommorow. Who knows? And as for all this being weird...well, I just don't know anymore. G2g. Peace.
Tai
Hello again, my adoring readers. How do you think I did? I mean, I think I got Tai a little out of character there in his writing, but I couldn't help it, not with the way the journals are going. Should I continue to write from both journals, or should I just write exclusively from Matt's or Tai's? I will love you all forever if you rr. PLEAZ!!! Thanx a bunch! Ja ne!!!
Willow
P.s. I know, I know...evil cliffy ::inserts maniachal laughter here:: (screams and runs away from frustrated reviewers) Ja ne!!!