Good god, it's been a long time since I've written for this journal! Sorry about the wait guys (and girls). Didn't mean to keep you. My disclaimer: I don't own Digimon....but really REALLY want to. Mwa ha ha ha! Sorry, evil laughter there...anyway, enjoy the story!
Tai: (talking to self)...La la la la la la...Matt loves ME-eee!!!
Willow: Tai, are you alright?
Tai: (shifty eyes) What? Oh, yes, I'm fine.
Willow: Are you sure?
Matt: (walks up to Tai and plants a big kiss upon his lips) Of COURSE he's alright!
Tai: (grins) See? Told ya so!
Willow: You two scare me sometimes...you know that?
Tai: Well, it's about time!
Matt: Yeah, Willow. You scare us all the time...and now we've finally got you back.
Tai & Matt: (evil face) MWA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA!!!!!!!
Willow: Yeah, whatever you two freaks. (turns to audience) Please excuse the unsurpassable idiocy of my title characters and enjoy the chapter! Ja ne!
Love Journals 101
Matt's Journal... Entry 6
March 5th, 2004 Noon
I just can't help but wonder
What the world would be like
Without the likes of me
I can't just help but wonder
If god got me wrong and made me
Purposely want to scream
Why is my life so undeniably odd
Why do I feel like my brain is all rot
Damn the people who laugh and yell
Its not my fault...ITS NOT!
Well, that's part of a song I'm writing. I don't know if my band will like it or not. But, honestly, I'm not really worried. I mean, if they don't like it, they'll just tell me. No hard feelings, no teasing. I love my band.....
My brother is fine with this. I mean, with me and Tai. It's weird, ya know? I would've thought that someone like Tk and Kari would freak out, but I guess not. They are being really cool about all of this, unlike Davis. The little bastard keeps on going on about it whenever he is with another digidestined. I think I want to wring his neck.
If only I could.........(sighs deeply).
I'm worried about Tai. His dad is a homophobe. I mean, the man beat up a gay couple that happened to speak to him in a park one day. If he ever found out about Tai and I, I don't want to think of what would happen to my boyfriend.
My boyfriend. Hmm...not a phrase I thought I would ever say out loud or write down. It's crazy...but I love it. I love Tai, and I will defend him no matter what happens. If his dad finds out, and tries to come after him, well, I say "bring it on, old man."
Now all I wonder is whether or not this is going to "hurt" the reputation of my band. I honestly don't care what people have got to say about me, but I don't want to hurt my friends/ bandmates with "scandal". We don't need that kind of publicity. Seriously. I mean, we'd have photographers and scary interviewers after us 24/7. That is DEFINETELY not something we need right now.
I'm going to see Tai tomorrow. I have an awesome gift for him from my band. I really hope he likes it!!! I can't wait to see him, and kiss him, and just generally irritate him like a good best friend should.
Yeah, anyway. I guess writing in this journal isn't so bad after all. I do have to go, however, because my food just got here (I am at a dine-in restaurant). Will write again soon. Peace out
Matt
Tai's Journal...Entry 6
March 7th, 2004 2:45 am
Matt is lying next to me, asleep. It's a good thing he's a heavy sleeper, or the light that I'm writing by would wake his ass up. Ha ha ha. I can't sleep, so I sit here writing.
I love Matt. I realize that now. I love him with all my heart, and it makes it soar. It's a great feeling, know what I mean? How do I put this? It's like chocolate-goodness magnified to the millionth degree. That's how good love feels. And THAT was TOTALLY mushy and weird. Ha ha ha. Oh well. Like I really give a rat's ass anymore to how I sound in my own journal.
So, what did Matt and I do yesterday? Well, let's see. We met early in the morning (does 11:59 count as early anymore? LOL), and went out to lunch together at McDonalds (yes, I know, so original for a lunch date, huh?). Then we went and saw a movie at the theatre. I forget what we saw, but it was good all the same. Then we went back to my house and (dare I say it?) made out. It was nice...lol....
I hope my dad doesn't find out about Matt and I. I really do value my skin here. I don't want to lose it to an angry parent. And YES, my dad WOULD be angry, violently so, if and when he finds out about us. And I know he will find out about us...it's inevitable.
But on a lighter note.....
Later on last night, Kari and T.K. came over to my house and made dinner for Matt and I. It's nice not having to cook my own food for a change...lol. After Kari and T.K. left, Matt and I went (more like tumbled) into bed, and had a little "fun". Lol.
Fun is fun is fun is fun. Know what I mean? I mean that I love having fun, and Matt is easy to elicit laughter from. I had LOTS of fun (and Matt did too...lol ((grins evilly))).
Ok. So that's that. I think the light is finally starting to wake up my blonde beauty. Time for bed now, I think. I will write again soon, when it's NOT the crack of dawn or something. Peace
Tai
Hello again my readers! I am SO sorry for making you wait this long for this rinky-dinky little chapter. I've just been busy lately. So I decided to make it up to all my reviewers by doing this.
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