Chapter 2
He knew he was different right from birth. He was meant to be alone, he knew that too. But it didn't stop the pain. He chose different ways to try and sooth the pain…usually drugs, sex or alcohol but nothing worked. He walked out of the common room, through the corridors and out to the front of the school. A group of people stood there waiting for him, most of the girls had their arm around boys and were kissing them. He found just recently that the mixture of loud music, body heat and alcohol could – at least calm the pain for a little while.
"Hey, mate! You ready to go?" Blaise Zabini shouted. He nodded his head and leaped down the stairs. A girl, who he didn't know removed herself from one of his friends and attached herself to him, they all walked to the gate and with a pop they were gone. He didn't see her from the window; he didn't see the tear run down her cheek.
They arrived outside of a muggle club, they line was around the block. But that didn't stop them from walking to the front where they were let in instantly. The loud music and flashing lights blinded him for a second until his eyes readjusted. They walked up to a private room and shut the door. The room was rounded, and one wall was one way glass so they could look out. Music was playing in the room but slightly quieter. All the girls sat down, chair dancing to the music. He pushed the girl off and went over to the built in bar. Poured a drink then went to look out the window, watching the group of people moving as one. He watched a guy walk up to a girl, hit on her and fail terrible. He finished his drink, not feeling anything but pain. He realized it kept taking more and more to get him to forget. He looked back his friends who were all snogging, thinking none of them would notice him gone. He left to go join the mass of people.
When he was finally got back to the common room he was drunker then…well drunk. He lost his balance and almost tipped over a vase on a table.
"Shhh" He whispered to no one. Laughing he headed to his room, and collapsed on the bed.
The next morning he awoke to a pounding head ache and the feeling of being watched. He opened his eyes a crack and looked around, the world was blurring and out of focus. As he looked around he saw the out line of someone with long black hair, he watched as the world became clear.
"Good morning sun shine." She said a little bit too cheery. He was never morning person.
He went to sit up but the dizziness told him and made him lay back down.
"Slow it down, your going to hurt yourself." She pulled out a potion and told him to drink it. He took it willingly, slowly the feeling of sickness left. He sat up and hugged her. It took her by surprise but slowly, almost unsure she hugged him back. He dropped back down and fell asleep. She got up from the floor smiling and started to pick up the clothes and put them in a pile.
Nope they would never know how they felt about each other…
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