Well, this is it. The last chapter. I hope everyone enjoyed the story. I'll be writing more Chazz/Banner though. It's a very fun couple. This chapter will probably be short. Anyway, enjoy!
Chazz slowly walked to his room in the Obelisk Blue Dorm. The halls were empty. Chazz felt an extreme sadness as he walked alone.
"I am all alone. I used to being all alone. Before Banner entered my life I was by myself. He's gone now. It's ok though. I just have to get used to being alone again. It shouldn't be that hard." Chazz said to himself.
He felt tears flow down his face as he thought these sad things. He knew he wouldn't be able to get over Banner that easily. He loved him too much to forget. He smiled as he thought about everything they did together. They way Banner held him close, the way he smiled and laughed, the way he called him by his nickname…everything Banner did was wonderful in his own way. Chazz thought of how they first got together. He had tried to commit suicide that night. If it hadn't been for Banner he would have been dead.
"You saved my life, Banner. Why are you destroying it now?" Chazz whispered. Chazz felt like someone had put up that barbed wire fence that he had worked so hard to take down. He felt himself slipping back into his suicidal thoughts. He had nothing to live for anymore. He had lost everything precious to him.
Chazz gave an exhausted sigh as he reached his room. He turned the doorknob and opened the door. Inside he noticed that his lights were on. He thought he had turned them off. He slowly shut the door and walked deeper in the room.
"Is someone here?" he called out.
Someone was in his room, indeed. Banner stepped out of the bathroom, his long hair covering his face. He looked pretty casual. He had on his regular clothes minus the tie and ponytail. He gave Chazz a small smile and waved.
"Hello, Chazz." He said.
An annoyed look crossed over Chazz's face. "Why are you here? I thought I told you to leave." Chazz shot at him.
"You did. It's just so hard to live without you. I can't stand the thought of never seeing you again." Banner said.
Chazz put his hands on his hips. "I have some of your classes. You'll see me."
Banner's face fell as he listened to Chazz. "You know what I mean, Chazz. I don't want to be without you. I miss you. I want us to be happy again. I know I lied and I know it was wrong. Please, understand that I wanted to tell you. It was just so hard. I didn't know how you would react. Isn't there anyway you'll trust me?" Banner begged.
Chazz quickly wiped away the tear that fell out of his eye. He wanted nothing more than to run to Banner and tell him everything was ok. He wanted to run his hands through his hair and kiss him passionately. But Chazz stood in the same spot. He stared at his former lover with hurt eyes.
"Are there any other secrets you're keeping? How can I trust you if you tell me the answer is no? How would I know you were telling the truth? This is serious, Banner. I don't know…I don't know anything anymore."
Banner doubled over as he had been punched in the stomach. He sobbed loudly. His tears hit the floor and made small stains on the carpet. He couldn't take it anymore. He ran to Chazz and grabbed him in an embrace. The younger man tried to get away but Banner was holding him too tightly. Eventually, Chazz settled down and let Banner hold him, though he didn't hug him back.
"I love you, Chazz! I love you so much! Don't do this to me! I'll die without you! I need you here with me. I need you in my life. Don't deprive me anymore! I love you! I love you! I love you, beloved!" Banner yelled.
Chazz's eyes got wide as he listened to Banner. This man was the only person who ever really needed him. He said he would die without him. Chazz couldn't help but feel happy. He was happy that someone cared about him. He was happy that someone cried for him. He was happy that he was wanted.
"I love you too, Banner. I love you the most. I want to be with you more than anything. But I don't want to have to worry about secrets and lies. I want to live peacefully with you. I want us to be happy." Chazz said in a low voice.
He felt Banner nod his head. "Yes…yes of course, Chazz. I understand. I have no more secrets. I won't lie to you again. I just want to be with you. I'll never do anything to hurt you again. I promise, beloved. I promise." Banner said.
Chazz smiled. He stroked Banner's long hair and gave a sigh of content. "Ok. And I won't keep any secrets either. I love you." Chazz said.
Chazz looked up and planted a small kiss on Banner's lips. He pulled out of the embrace and walked over to his large bed. He covered himself with the blanket and motioned for Banner to follow. Banner did so and lay down next to Chazz. He hugged him from behind and planted kisses along his neck. Together, they fell into a deep and peaceful sleep.
That's the end! I hope you all liked it! Keep looking out for other Chazz/Banner stories! Bye Bye!
