"Brooke," I said knocking on her door. I didn't wait for her to answer before I walked in and sat next to her on the bed.

"Please, go away Haley." She said sniffling.

"Nah. See, I 'm hanging out with Nathan all night so I need to hang out with you now, so you'll leave." I said laughing hoping she would to. No such luck.

"How can laugh when you just told your friends you were …you know." She said sitting up staring at me as I wiped her tears away.

"I guess that because I know all of this is happening so I have to look on the bright side of things."

"THERE IS NO BRIGHT SIDE HALEY. GOD DAMMIT DON'T YOU GET IT!" She said standing up and walking to the other side of the room.

"I'm not going to mope around Brooke. I'm not going to live my final days feeling sorry for myself OK! I'm going to keep on living my life the best way I can. Either your with me or your not." I said holding out my hand to her. After staring at it for a few minutes she finally grabbed it and I pulled her down on the bed into a hug.

"Your such a drama queen Brooke." I said laughing at her. "Here I am with cancer and you're the one throwing the fits." I said as we both started laughing.

"Your so mean." She said as she hit me HARD with a pillow.

"ME! That Hurt." I said doing the same.

"Get back here you butt!" She screamed as she chased me around the room with her pillow. A couple minutes later we heard someone clear there throat.

"Told you they'd be ok?" Nathan said to Lucas as he walked into the room and grabbed my pillow before giving me a kiss.

"Well, me and Nate, OBVIUOSLY need to talk. And Ms. Drama Queen needs to talk to Luke so we'll be downstairs." I said grabbing Nate's hand and leading him down the stairs.

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"I'm so hungry." I said as I led Nathan into the kitchen. I wasn't really that hungry I just didn't want to talk about what we need to talk about.

"Hales…"

"Fine. We'll do a movie night. I'll make popcorn and we can talk during the boring scenes." I said giving him a smile as he rolled his eyes and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"It's not going to be anytime soon, Nate. Ok? I promise." I said standing on my top toes to kiss him before continuing to make the popcorn.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

"This is a boring part Haley." He said moving his position so he was facing me.

"Are you kidding I LOVE this part?" I said laughing. I looked over at him and could tell he was totally serious so I turned the TV off and shifted to face him. "What do you want to know?"

"Well, for starters you're not going to die right."

"Nathan…you already know the answer to that." I said shifting in my seat again. Looking at him was tough.

"How long?"

"Do I have?" I asked as he nodded. "Well their not exactly sure. You never really can be. I haven't had any of the effects yet. I mean if I hadn't of told you, you wouldn't of known. I'm still the Haley you know and love.But…can you do me one favor?" I asked moving again so my head was on his chest.

"Yeah, sure anything."

"When I die…" I said taking a deep breath and I could feel him doing the same. "Promise me you wont forget me."

"Never. I'll love you always and forever."