A/N: my first fanfic .Just wanted to say sorry if it sucks and all that drama. Any constructive criticism is greatly appreciated.

Disclaimer: ok I don't own nothing really… well…except the concept and the last song lyrics ha.
You never lied to me, not once
Its not your fault that I can't trust

"Yeah, right." I mumbled under my breath. A moment later I tensed as I felt a light tap on my shoulder. I knew who it was I had been expecting him. I turned my head to the side to look at him out of the corner of my eye.

Its in my past its in my path
And I can't go there

"May I have this dance?" his low voice whispered into my ear. I turn back to the counter and take another sip of my drink before giving a simple nod.

Making a mess out of this game
To see it all go up in flames
So tired of being ruthless and reckless

Slowly I stand up and turn to face those striking blue eyes. I lay my hand in his, completely ignoring the way it seems to fit so perfectly in his.

Time to be your only one
To almost be, "your way to young"
Time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21
Time to dream that love will last
Time to drive my car too fast
Time to walk before I run
Time to be your 21

He led me to the dance floor. Immediately he pulled her close to him by the waist as she draped her hands around his neck.

I don't believe in love
And I put it to the wall
I tasted sweetness there
And laugh so hard as it falls
And I could push you there if you don't stop me
Push you there if you don't stop me
Please stop me He pulls away slightly to look in her eyes. Now anyone watching might've thought they were in love and I guess on some level they would be right. They were in love but not anymore- well they told every one that the only feelings they had for eachother were purely friendly- they had long since gotten over there little obsessions. Every time they talked about it, it was almost as if they were trying to convince themselves as much as the person they were talking to.

Time to be your only one
To almost be your 'way too young'
Time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21
Time to dream that love will last
Time to drive my car too fast
Time to walk before I run
Time to be your 21

It's guy-wrenching sometimes
It's life-threatening sometimes
It seems like nothing can wash it all away

Time to be your only one
To almost be your 'way too young'
Time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21
Time to dream that love will last
Time to drive my car too fast
Time to walk before I run
Time to be your 21

Time to be your only one
To almost be your 'way too young'
time to crash into the sun
Time to be your 21

The music trails off but the pair doesn't stop dancing. They're not ready- not yet. They sway slightly as the lyrics to Move Your Feet by Junior Senior fill the room. They don't hear a word of it they were lost in thought. Lost in each other.

This is it this is goodbye. I hate that word goodbye it's so… final. But it's the only word fitting for this moment. I would like to say it was goodbye for now at least, but I don't think that is the case.. And that scares the h3! outta me. I want to ask so many things like "Where are you going?" "What are you planning to do now that her contract with G-major is up?" But these things wouldn't come out. They are stuck somewhere between my infatuation with Jude Harrison and my denial that we could ever be together or the denial that she's really leaving.

You better hurry up
I'm getting
I'm slipping away
Faster and faster each day

I wanted to stay
In your arms
But you keep pushing away

And I'm taking the hint
I'm leaving you know
No turning back once I'm out that door

You better hurry up
I'm getting away

She pulled away abruptly as the end of the 3rd song filled the room. She let her right hand fall down to rest on my chest. To stop any advance I might take. She knew me too well she knew I didn't want the dance to be over. She knew as well as I did that this was…

"Goodbye, Quincy." Her voice rang in my ears. She slipped away- mixing into the crowd of people.

She stepped out of the building. Looking up at the sky she let out a deep sigh. Wishing silently on a star…

"Star light
Star bright
First star I see tonight
I wish I may
I wish I might
Find true love…"

She paused and looked through the glass doors to see him standing by the bar. He hadn't followed her. Letting out another sigh she finished.

"But I guess not tonight."

"Happy 21st birthday Jude." She whispered sarcastically to herself. Than ks for reading its fini!