So here's the truth
You were right all along
They were never my friends
And I was living a lie
But I wont fall for it next time

I belt out the first verse out. This is my 1st performance since Boys! Attack. I was scared and nervous, this was so unreal.

You figured me out

I'm like a leaf in the wind
I try to find who I am
but wind up lost in the end
sometimes its hard to know what's real when your not

I wrote this song for her. She was the only one who ever really got me. But I was to scared about what others might think, she was too young, I know that's what they would say. The tabloids might even call me an old pervert or worse they would've dirtied what he had, and I was scared of that. So I dated Sadie for a while trying to "find myself". How could I be so stupid?

Cause you know I change myself
To impress whoever happens to be next to me
But I'm sick of trying so hard
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up believe
I'd wait it out for you
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up believe
I'd wait it out for you

He thought about the way Boys! Attack affected his life now (how he had to change his image depending upon who he was with); he hated what it did to him. He had tried so hard to impress everyone but the only one that he really wanted/needed to impress thought he was just a waste of time.

I screwed up big time.

Everyday I'm just making my rounds
Just digging a home 6 feet underground
Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not

I hate how I feel so fake when you're not around.

Cause you know I change myself
To impress whoever happens to be next to me
But I'm sick of trying so hard
Waste all your time with me

I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up believe
I'd wait it out for you
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up believe
I'd wait it out for you

Nothings here for me
Nothings here for me
Nothings here for me
But you

Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up believe

I'd wait it out for you
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up believe
I'd wait it out for you

I'd wait it out for you!

Here I am pleading for her to just give me more time. Time to get my life back together, seeing as it all fell apart in the months after she said goodbye. I just want… No I need 1 more chance to prove to her I really love her. I need her to realize that if the situation was reversed and she was the one with the commitment problems I would wait for her to come around.

I'd wait it out for you!

At that moment there was a knock a Jude Harrison's Door.

Disclaimer: I Don't own anything on Instant Star or the song used.

A/N: the song was Remember to Feel by Armor for Sleep. And please read and review. I would appreciate it so much.

JoLee