Chapter 7
Holding
her he opens the door and walks in with foxan in his arms. She is let
down and she hops over and places the keys on the counter top. Trying
to get to the couch she hops her way over there, but slowly as her
ankle is in a cast. She sits down on the couch next to camerain and
lays her head gently on his shoulder. Looking up to the bluenett "cam
I love you" foxan says. He grinned at her words "and I love
you to!" he grinned more at her "I told you I had a
secret...you want to see it?" before she answered her smirked
and leaned in and kissed her, the real love kiss. One hand at the
back of her neck the other at her waist. Feeling him kiss her she
kisses him back. She raps her arms around his neck as his are around
her waist. She feels the kiss deepen and she relaxes. He almost
smiles as they kiss running a hand through her hair. He lets off and
grins at her in a happy and day dreamy mood. She looks at him with a
joyful smile on her face. She hugs him tight and rests her head on
his shoulder. He grinned at her eyes wide "So you want to see my
secret?". She continues to hug him. Lifting her head to his ear
she whispers "yes".
He grins at her "I am going to
have to stand up." she smiles and moves her head lightly
standing up turning to the side.
He sighs happily and closes his eyes, wings appearing at his back in a small glow. He turns towards her and winks. Looking up at him she was speechless. There was nothing she could say that would be the right thing to say, no nothing in her head could think of anything to say besides I love you. Although that would be nice she wanted to say more but she could think of anything. All she knew was that she wanted to kiss him for letting her know his secret, but she thought that would be awkward, so she just sat there still speechless. He grinned at her as the wings disappeared seemingly tumbling down into dust as they did "that's why it was my job to help you...I'm you guardian angel!". Shocked by what he said her mouth slightly opened to his words. Still as speechless as ever all she could do is sit there in amazement, and let it all sink in. Her brain felt like it was about to explode from all the information. But she was able to control it or so she seemed. She was happy, but at the same time she was confused for reasons she didn't know herself.
He
blinked at her silence and sat next to her "umm...so...is not
talking a good thing...if it is you probably want to know the rest of
my story..." She turned her head and just blinked until her mind
could comprehend what he had said. She shook her head and said "No
I'm sorry it's just...yeah I would like to know your story, but
right now I'd like to just sit down for a moment and just relax if
that's ok?". She moved closer to Camerain and laid her head on
his chest and raped her arms around his neck. She just wanted to stay
like that in his arms forever. He smiled with a small laugh "yeah..."
he put a hand at her back. He was thinking of how to tell her the
story...his family, mom dad and his sister...how he failed them. She
felt his warm hand touch her somewhat frigid back. She looked up at
him and could tell that he was thinking about something. "Your
thinking about something important aren't you?" she said worried
about camerain. She took her hand and rubbed the side of his face
"it's ok I'm sure whatever happened its better now. And I'm
here now and I'll try do what I can so you don't have to worry ok?"
she said hopping that he's not thinking about anything that would
make him upset in anyway. He sighed with a almost faking it smile
"what was done can't be fixed...not even with a miracle..."
camerain said in a soft voice. She frowned knowing that it must be
painful to talk about it. "Don't tell me if it's going to make
you upset. You can tell me when you think the time is right ok?"
foxan said. She did what her heart told her was right, she leaned
forward and kissed him gently on the lips just to see him happy. He
sighed at her and kissed her back a small smile on his face. "I
want to tell you...you need to know..." he hugged her closer
half smiling half not. She nodded to what he said. Looking up at him
"only tell me if you aren't going to cry ok promise" foxan
made him promise because she knew he might cry. She loved camerain
but she didn't want to see him sad. He laughed slightly at her crying
thing "I wont cry, I promise...although you mite..." he
took a deep breath "I was sent to a family as, before I was
considered a guardian angel, to take care of them after I grew up.
Well...my family was killed...i didn't stop it... I was supposed to
watch them, but had gone out for the day...i was 14...and I
failed...they took me back and turned me into a guardian angel to
make up for letting three people die..." he said. She just
looked at him "oh god cam i'm...so sorry" she said almost
starting to cry but she held it in. She leaded forward and hugged him
letting his head lay on her shoulder. He nodded to her thinking about
it more and more. He pulled her so they where laying down, him on his
back and she was on top. She just laid there. She didn't know what to
say. Was he sad, confused, what he was feeling she didn't know? The
only thing she did know was that he wasn't happy. "Cam you want
to lay down in the bedroom for a while you look tired?" she said
which was just an excuse to do something. She didn't want to be there
where she had heard nothing but death. He sighed "not really..."
he smiled softly and kissed her forehead. She laid there starting to
fall asleep. Knowing all this made her just want to relax for a while
until they decided what to do.
He sighed softly "where you
wanna go?" She didn't move not even a muscle. She even kept her
eyes shut answering back "no where I just want to stay here with
you". Slightly she opened her eyes and lifted her head.
Looking
into his sky blue eyes she gently kissed him. "Cam? There's a
place in angelical sky valley called the Unknown forest it sounds
nice I was wondering if we could go there? It's up to you" foxan
asked he nodded "sure, sounds great."
She got up
knowing she really didn't want to, but still she did what she had to.
Getting up she stretched a little and then got what ever she had
together and packed it all into one suit case. She looked around
their hotel room to make sure she had gotten everything. Then she
laid back down on the couch next to Camerain "I've got
everything together and I even checked to make sure that I didn't
forget anything so we can go anytime your ready" foxan said
laying her head on his shoulder resting a bit from getting everything
together. He smiled and kissed her gently "let's go then".
With that she got up to grab all the bags. She didn't want Camerain
to see her struggle so she only grabbed a few. "Cam I got
everything I can without falling over, but there's still some left"
she said. She had her luggage, a cooler with some food, and a plastic
bad with the soup and stuff like that. All that was all she could
handle. He smiled and picked up the remaining bags "that's ok"
he opened the door "ready?" he asked. Holding the bags
"yeah" foxan said. Before leaving the hotel room completely
she looked up at camerain and kissed him once more before going to
the unknown forest. She wanted to leave this place being happy along
with camerain. "Its probably getting annoying, but I love you
and I never want to be away from you" she said wanting to get to
the unknown forest fast so she can be in the person that she loves
arms for as long as she can. She wanted to admit that she liked when
camerain held her it made her feel safe. He nodded and smiled
fallowing her out, and to the forest.
