I walked downstairs to
Erik's favorite room, his drawing room. He was painting a picture of
the clearing in the wood. I walked up to him and placed a hand on his
shoulder. He looked up at me and I told him, choking on my words,
"I
have to talk to you," he breathed deeply and
said,
"Christine...why dont you change your clothes and meet
me in the lounge in 10 minutes? I bet you would like to change out of
that nightgown,"
I nodded and walked up to my room and into
my walk in closet. I chose a lavender satin dress that fell to my
ankles with a low neckline and sleeves that went tight just down
below my elbows. I placed the gold cross left to me by my grandma
around my neck and examined my reflection. I looked good to break
this news. I walked downstairs and saw Erik in black lounge pants and
a white shirt that was open down the front. I sat next to him and he
caressed my face and held me in his arms. I felt so safe, yet like I
was lying. It took him a while to start talking. He said in a soft,
airy voice,
"Did you want to talk to me about something? Do
you need anything?" I told him,
"No, I need nothing but
your conforting arms around me while I go through this crisis,"
"What
crisis? Are you okay?" I shook my head and he hugged me
tighter.
"I-I Erik, you wouldn't understand," He turned
my head up to face him and he told me,
"You can tell me
anything. I will always understand, Mia Angela,"
"I-I...Erik,
I'm one month pregnant. I know it must be his, because he was the
only one who ever...you know..." my voice died off and he
said,
"What do you want to do?"
"I will not kill
the child,"
"Then we will keep the child,"
"You
will help me raise a child even though it does not share your
genes?"
"It is a part of you, and therefore something I
love. It may share his genes, but I can still be a father,"
I
smiled and buried my face in his chest. I was so happy.
"I
want you to be the father, Erik,"
he stroked my hair and said
nothing. He was the father. I don't care what genes the baby has,
Erik was the father.
Chapter 12
5 months later
My
stomach was showing and Erik acted as if he really was the child's
father. Sometimes I even forgot that he really wasn't. He would
always rush out to get something that I was strangely craving
(balogna, pepperoni, parmasean cheese, etc.) but not before making
sure either Jaclyn or Naiomi was watching over me carefully. Naiomi
told me that she had once delivered the Countess's baby so she was
ready and would be able to deliver mine. I was happy that she could
do that. Jaclyn helped me with everything. Erik insisted that I would
sleep in his room from now on for he was afraid that "he"
would come back for me. I slept every night safe in his arms. Erik
still recived a large salary and paid a doctor to make a house-call
once a week to check on the baby. Even though the doctor insisted
that I did not need him once a week, Erik insisted and said that I
should always be in tip-top shape. He would now more often paint or
draw a woman with a baby in her arms, sometimes a girl, sometimes a
boy, depending on his mood. The paintings were so beautiful. I always
loved his art, but these had to be his most beautiful paintings yet.
2 months later
The doctor came around 3:00 with a sonar
machine (A/N: I really don't know if they had sonar machines then,
but even if they did not, they did in my phic) and told me that he
was going to take pictures of the baby. He asked me if I wanted to
know the gender of the baby and I said no. I wanted to have a
surprise. He placed the camera on my potruding belly. He moved it
around and he said,
"Yes...the baby is in position to be
birthed. I am sure that it will be born within a week. Be ready,
Miss,"
I nodded and looked at Erik who had popped his head
into the door and looked quite scared
"A- week?"
"Yes,
haven't you noticed it, your fiancee has been pregnant for eight
months, Monsieur," the doctor said in a brisque voice. Erik
stared. I just smiled.
